I was really sick one day and I had nothing to do, and was very depressed, so I wrote songfics... As I say alot I like the MariahKai pairing, and coincidentally the artist has Mariah's name, tehe, I just like the song, though I got the lyrics from my sisters CD. Well enjoy!
Disclaimer- I don't own Mariah Carey's songs or Beyblades... just my very hot Krad poster! YAY!
This songfic is dedicated to my little sister Alex. It's because of her support and idea's that I write my fics. She gets me through all the tough times and gives me a shoulder to cry on. I love you so much Alex!
((This song had a slight base on the music video.))
I didn't mean it when I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight, I never should have let you go
I didn't know nothing, I was stupid, I was foolish I was lying to myself.
Today was the day, the day I dressed in white and walked down an isle to forever prove my love. But I didn't want to prove a love that didn't exist, didn't want to be with the man I was about to marry. My love... the one I loved... I had left.
I couldn't have fathomed I would have never been without your love
Never imagined I'd be sitting here beside myself
Of course I didn't want to leave him, but the pressure from my village had grown so strong that my taking up residence there had been threatened. It was either I get married to someone selected from the village, or leave. I didn't want to leave my friends and family... so I left the one I loved. I knew it was stupid... I knew I would feel this way... but I also didn't think Kai loved me back.
Guess I didn't know you
Guess I didn't know me
But I though I knew everything
I never felt
The three months that I had been without him seemed like forever. I looked in the mirror. The white dress suited me, but my face was pale like the life had been sucked out. I wasn't happy here. I wanted him back!
The feeling that I'm feeling now that I don't here your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips cause I don't have a choice
Oh what I wouldn't give to have you lying here by my side
Right here cause baby,
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to belive
Come back baby please cause we belong together.
Rei walked in and I ended up breaking down in front of him. He knew I didn't want to get married, and he definatly didn't want to be the best man either. He had introduced me to Kai... Rei helped us fall in love... and I was forever greatful to my best friend. Holding me in his arms he calmed me down.
Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough?
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone till the sun comes up?
Who's gonna take your place? There ain't no body better,
Oh baby baby, we belong together.
Kai and I had so many memories... Our first date was by accident... because I got lost in Russia, and, well, really it couldn't be called a date. Out first kiss happened the night I forced him to go skating with me... and he was also the one to take my virginity...
I can't sleep at night, when you are on my mind,
Bobby Womack's on the radio singing to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
After fixing my makeup, I had been ushered out of the room, but not before Rei whispered in my ear, "Choose what YOU want..."
Wait a minute this is too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial, tryin' to catch a break
And then I hear babyface
"I only think of you"
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together, but I'm falling apart.
I was unusually calm as I walked down the flowered isle, one step at at time, all eyes on me. Inside I wanted to scream at them all... look at them, drying there tears... they didn't know, I didn't know what I was doing!
I'm feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying, tryin' to figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song isn't even half of what I'm feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby.
Not for a second did I feel love for this man standing in front of me now, not one. I wanted to feel Kai's arms around me, keeping me safe. Instead my hand was shakily placed in the firm hand of the man I was about to marry.
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to belive
Come back baby please cause we belong together.
Tuning out the sound of the preists voice, again I looked around at the guests I didn't know, and there he was! Standing at the back, dressed formally with his arms crossed, grey eyes watching my every move. Kai had come...
Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough?
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone till the sun comes up?
Who's gonna take your place? There ain't no body better,
Oh baby baby, we belong together.
Tearing away from the the man I ran back down the isle to my love, accepted with open arms. I didn't look back, but I could tell Rei was smiling. Kai picked me up like the bride I had dressed to be, and took me away to be with him.
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to belive
Come back baby please cause we belong together.
He told me that night he would never leave me again, and we both promised to stay together forever...
Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough?
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone till the sun comes up?
Who's gonna take your place? There ain't no body better,
Oh baby baby, we belong together.
And thats what we did.