Title: I never knew
Summary: I never knew life could hurt so much. I watch myself fade away from everything. Including the ones I love. They call to me, but I slipped out of their grasp. I am fake…
Disclaimer: I do not own NarutoI never knew life could hurt so much.
I watch myself fade away from everything.
Including the ones I love.
They call to me, but I slipped out of their grasp.
I am fake.
I force a smile and a laugh, but inside I am breaking.
I have tried to come back,
I have tried to reach out for help,
But something is pulling me from behind.
And I give in.
The darkness is closing in, and I cannot escape.
But for some reason, I do not want to escape.
The dark engulfs my mind, blinding me from everything.
The tunnel is blocked, I cannot get to the other side.
I hear voices, voices calling me to come to them.
They reminded me about all the times I have spent with them.
My friends.
Yes, my friends.
The people that call themselves friends.
Only at times they shun me like I was a vicious dog.
I wanted acceptance and I got it, for a cost.
I never knew that life could be so hard.
My breathing is laboured now.
I don't have much time.
I remembered the memories I once had with them
I truly did have some laughs back then
The fun times, the happy times.
Happy.
Was I actually, no doubt in my mind
Really happy
Or was it jut a dream I have been living my whole life
Maybe in reality
I was nothing but a ghost
Floating around and being a nuisance to everyone
But that was then, this is now
My breath is gradually being shortened
I do not have much time
I have two choices
To reach out and take the hands of the people that care for me
But I do not exist
I am still a shadow behind my team mates
My other choice
To finally let myself go
Let me rest and not to worry about anything
Were my options difficult?
I never knew that this one decision would change my whole life
I only have a few more moments
But now I know
But it is too late
I am already gone
I have made my choice
I close my eyes for the last time
And breathe my last breathe
Now, I am just a mere memory of what has happened.
hahahaa... yes... that was quite... ermm werid.. lol i was in a depressing mood.. so im like.. oh well... im not in the mood to write anything happy and stuff.. soo i just wrote this... even though i have so much friggin homework! GRRR! well i hope you.. somewhat like it... lol
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