Sorry totell you thisbut this story is on HOLD untill I finish a few other fictons. When they are finished I willpick this back up.Thank You.

Beta: Lion's Strife

To The End

Chapter Six: Cemetery Drive

Irvine's POV.

The infirmary smelled like bleach and was bright with all the light. I hated this place and I've come to loathe it in the past week. Squall was ready to go the Esthar. I packed all the clothes he would need and his gunblade because he would kill me with his bare hands if I didn't pack his gunblade… If he doesn't already kill me for making him go to his father's place for three weeks, or however long it will take for him to get better. I was not leaving that palace until Squall was stable.

"Mr. Kinneas, I see you're ready for Squall, he's a little drugged so he might act a bit weird," the nurse said. She gestured to somebody and a male nurse brought Squall in a wheel chair. Damn.

"He looks a little pale but he should be fine. Just make sure he drinks a lot of water and eats some. Also, if his blood sugar gets low give him one of these." I looked at the white pills in my hand oddly. "There just sugar pills dear," the women said.

"Okay." I took control of Squall's wheelchair and steered to the parking lot. When we reached my car I opened the door and picked Squall up and set him in the front seat, buckling him up. I walked over to the drivers side and took a seat.

"Okay Squall, I'm just taking you to Esthar," I said slowly looking into Squall's eyes.

"…Okay," he said slowly after a bit.

"Wow they really drugged you up," I said and started the car driving out onto the road.

"Humph," Squall replied.


this night, walk the dead
in a solitary style
and crash the cemetery gates.

in the dress your husband hates
way down, mark the grave
where the search lights find us
drinking by the mausoleum door
and they found you on the bathroom floor

I miss you, I miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

We arrived at the train station after 30 minutes of silence. I helped Squall out of the car and took him to the private room inside the train, lying him on the bed. I took another two trips to bring in the suitcases and weapons. I was exhausted by that time; Squall was already sleeping on the only bed. Tiredly I climbed in next to him. There was no way I was sleeping the floor, or in a chair.

I miss you, I miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down

I miss you, I miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

When I awoke we had arrived at Esthar. Squall was still sleeping. I looked upon his face. He looked so cute and peaceful, unlike the reality that was Squall. I woke him up reluctantly. He looked up at me with sleep eyes blinking owlishly before sitting up.

"Where are we?" He asked frantically.

"Whoa, it's okay we're in Esthar. It's time for a vacation Sweets," I said, getting up and handing him some luggage.

"Damnit, I've got work to do!" Squall yelled but took the luggage I handed him anyway.

"No you don't! Not in your condition," I said. "Now we need to get off this train before it takes off again and we end up in Deling!" I added, Squall shuddered and practically ran out of the train. I snickered. Squall would do anything besides end up in the same town as Rinoa.

We were met with a nice limo. I climbed in after loading the luggage in the trunk. As we sat in silence for a few minutes, I remembered what Quistis had said about Squall and Seifer's relationship.

"Did you love Seifer?" I asked Squall carefully. Squall eyes widened slightly before he closed off his expression once more. I cursed in my head, why did I have to ask?

"Yes," he said stonily.

"I have no problem with that. I do however have one with you trying to kill yourself," I said.

Squall sighed.

"You can't leave the gang Squall, we all care for you! We know you're heartbroken but can you really put us in the same position twice? We were hurt by Seifer's death too," I continued.

"He wasn't your lover," Squall answered and I had to strain to hear him.

"No he wasn't but he was a friend, a brother. You know Seifer wouldn't want you to commit suicide," I replied.

"I know."

I miss you, I miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

back home, off the run
singing songs that make you slit your wrists
it isn't that much fun, staring down a loaded gun
so I won't stop dying, won't stop lying
if you want I'll keep on crying
did you get what you deserve?

is this what you always want me for?

We were greeted with hugs and kisses by the 'would be Selphie's twin personality' called Laguna Loire, and we were showed to our room. It was huge with it's own bathroom and kitchen. It had a living room with an entertainment system and the bedroom had two king sized beds.

"Now this is what I call a house!" I said setting my luggage by my bed. Squall snorted in response and started to unpack. I didn't respond to his snort and started to unpack myself. I heard a grumble, then I heard it again.

"Is someone hungry?" I asked smirking.

"No," Squall replied.

"Oh come on. It sounded like Godzilla was outside our window just a few moments ago!" I said pointing to his stomach.

"Whatever." Grumble…Grumble

"…"

"…What?"

"Nothing, just COME ON!" I said dragging him by his arm. He jerked out of my grip and grumpily walked beside me. We got to the kitchen and Squall set at the table while I made sandwiches. I sat a ham and cheese in front of him while I enjoyed some chicken salad. I noticed early on that Squall hadn't taken a bite yet.

"Squall, why wont you eat?" I asked finishing my own sandwich.

"I'm just thinking."

"Well stop that!" I said.

"…"

"Here eat," I said pushing the sandwich closer to him.

"I'm not hungry anymore, I'm going to bed." Damnit!

"Fine, but you will eat tomorrow."

I miss you, I miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard
made it so hard

way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down

way down

To Be Continued…

Lyrics are 'Cemetery Drive' by My Chemical Romance