Five minutes later Mr. Avonde walked in and sat down in an opposite armchair.
"Any news, Kropp? Other than this Quidditch rubbish?" he asked, throwing the paper to his side where it flew to pieces. The Quidditch players on the front page looked a little miffed, and Kropp Avonde scoffed disdainfully.
"We have found one, sir. Eligible for our needs, young, and impressionable—Perfect," he grinned madly, showing large, gritty teeth.
"Where?"
"Ah, why this is the best part. She is at Hogwarts!" This had the reaction Avonde had expected.
"Are you positive? This could mean the accomplishment of everything we have worked for, everything!"
"It has been confirmed by an inside source," Avonde replied happily.
"Well, you know what to do next. It is good to know that there are such faithful allies in Norway as yourself. It shall not be forgotten." With this, they both stood us, briefly shook hands. "We have come far, Avonde, it would be… unprofitable… for a mistake to happen at this stage. Do not fail."
Avonde, rather than being intimidated, was encouraged. "Do not worry. You shall make the front page yet."
* * *
Searching.
That is how he spent his time now: wandering, flitting between aimlessness and purposefulness, between sanity and lunacy. The dark edges of his mind were becoming fuzzy with the dizziness of want of power. He was an image of Voldemort, a crude projection of his hatred with not near enough wit to support him through his toils.
And as he walked down the tawdry alleys in Muggle London he reminisced of his latest troubles. The girl, the red-haired fiery she-demon that he so despised, she needed to be taken care of—he needed his revenge. She had taken his knife and used it's power against him. He had been foolish enough to alert Dumbledore to his dark presence; he had not assumed that the old fool would know such an archaic tracking spell. And so he had paid the price to his master. He had been demoted, tortured, and despised, and deep in his heart it hurt him, for he loved Voldemort so. He worshiped him, and now he would do anything it took to make one final sacrifice to take penance for his sins of carelessness.
Now that the knife had been lost to him he needed some other aid for his dark plans. The knife could not be replaced, but with hope, possibly regained. It had been his most prized possession, it drew his to his master; it bound them together. He whispered the inscription on the knife gently, for he knew it by heart.
"You and me, dark and light,
Together reveal the hidden fright,
Trapped so long, bounded there,
Forever in the night-chilled air.
Unleash, unlock, divine a way,
To meet with thee on said day,
For bound to me are you, my dear,
Sewn together with the threads of fear."
He said it often, it reminded him of his master. How odd it was the he was considered light, he often thought. He was a shadow of a man, his body left to serve the Dark Lord's purpose. He had his shape, his features, and his memory from his body, and he had lost whatever heart that had still existed within him. He was the one little children whimpered from at night, he made them believe of the undead and vengeful ghosts. It gave him a thrill to cause such fear on such innocent faces.
He became lonely when he had no spirit to join with; for he required a body with a half-spirit to inhabit. The process of ripping half a person's spirit from their body was enjoyable to watch, and he always took such pleasure in seeing he Master perform the rite. But in his aloneness he became determined as he had only the ruminations of his own twisted mind to listen to. Now, his mind was bent of revenge, but the fiery she-devil took the back seat to his most recent nemesis.
"Kropp," he snarled, showing ragged teeth that would have rotted with stench had he still been whole. Kropp didn't know what it meant to be loyal. He was a newcomer, only fourteen months of service, and already in his Lord's inner circle. And here he was, restricted, only able to prove his faith once in a moon, even less frequently, as often was the case. What he needed, he decided, was an act of such devotion that his master couldn't help but honor him. Kropp, then, would be forgotten.
He sniggered, his face ugly. Kropp had not existed long enough to see Lord Voldemort's true breadth of power. Kropp knew nothing, and he acted as if he knew everything, and he would pay. As he walked quickly through the devious roads, for he knew them well, he glanced upon the butcher shop that the old proprietor was just now closing up, at the moment engrossed in cleaning a large cleaver. He smiled grimly before dissolving into a small dark shadow to slither across the street.
For now, this would do.
* * *
Cecil watched as Lily went about her daily activities, working on drafting up proposals for the school, tutoring Emily, and just having a good time with her friends in the dorm. And she noticed that when Lily saw James, lightning flashed through her eyes in a bolt of hatred and passion. Love fuels hate, she thought woefully, and decided that if she didn't do something about this soon she would become too profound for her own good.
You caused what happened tonight, and it is still in your ability to undo it. That is not a power of magic, or a gift, but simply the power of the human heart, Dumbledore had said. She doubted that she would ever forget it. But what can I do? she wondered. What can I possibly do?
And so the days passed, and so the weeks passed. It was almost as if the Gryffindors had been divided: boys and girls, as if they were still ten-year-olds at a party. Cecil felt so horribly guilt;, she didn't know what to do. How could she explain her mistake? How could she admit she had done something so wrong and cause so much more pain? Many, many times over she resolved to tell Lily and reconcile her mistake, but every time she balked, she backed down; she stood away and watched the agony continue.
A light snow fell one day during Charms with Professor Malchite and the Hufflepuffs. Thomas Reilly, the has-been Quidditch star from last year, had already proved that he knew how to suck-up, but was yet continuing to demonstrate his talent. Cecil watched as Lily rolled her eyes, stopping them surreptitiously to glance at James. Lily sighed and looked down at her paper as Professor Malchite asked another question, and Thomas Reilly opened his mouth again. Cecil remembered for a brief time after the Cup when Thomas had seemed to like Lily. That certainly had passed as quickly as his notoriety for finally giving Hufflepuff a Cup win after all those years.
The professor glanced coldly around the room, his gray eyes searching. "Ms. Evans, surely you must know the answer." Lily started, caught off guard. Professor Malchite never chose her as a victim; he had always somewhat favored her. Charms was her favorite subject, after all. But Cecil supposed this class had lost some of its flavor since Lily had started taking the Advanced Class with Dumbledore. Lily had no clue why she couldn't drop it, but this course claimed to cover all the information needed for the NEWTs.
"I'm sorry Professor Malchite, but could you repeat the question?" she asked politely. He sneered.
"No, I cannot. But you can—twenty times write the question out, and a foot long parchment on its answer as well. Pay attention from now on," he said, focusing in on her as she slumped in her seat. Cecil witnessed James look affronted for her sake, but then covered his emotion, not quite sure if he had the right to feel anything on Lily's behalf. The Professor surveyed the room, "I suggest that all of you pay more attention—this class covers important information that you will need for final examinations! Don't think, even if you are in an Advanced Charms class, that this material is less important. Now, scroll 245, please," he said calmly. "Take notes."
Lily jabbed her quill into her inkwell with a vengeance. She knew how she would get her silly punishment done and still have time for her Prefect meeting tomorrow, they had one scheduled for the second day of every month, and today was December 1st. She turned to look at Thomas Reilly, who had already moved to scroll 246 because he had worked ahead, and she grinned. She knew exactly how she was going to get it done.
Cecil walked with her out of class, Lily in a very accomplished mood, and strolled over to where Thomas was sorting through his bag. "Thomas, hi!" she said warmly, and he looked up utterly surprised. James, who was conferring with Sirius, raised his eyebrows when he saw them beginning to talk. Cecil noticed this too, and her stomach churned. This is all my fault…
"So, Thomas, I was wondering if you would help explain what Professor Malchite was talking about in class," she said. He looked dubious, though. "You don't have to write out the answers or anything, I don't want to cheat. If you could just lend me your notes to copy and give me the scroll numbers that would be enough," she said, appearing ashamed for even asking. Cecil's eyes widened. This wasn't Lily—Lily didn't manipulate people like this. And yet her tactic seemed to work.
"Oh no, Lily, it's really fine. The answer was on scroll 237, but when I took notes I answered that question… It's not a foot, but there's some more about it two scrolls before," he supplied helpfully, handing over his parchment of notes. Lily smiled, and Cecil wanted to run away, or at least make her stop acting this way.
"Well you know Professor Malchite; all you have to do is add in some fancy words and write with lots of spaces. He wouldn't know the difference," she said jokingly. Thomas froze.
"Professor Malchite is an intelligent man, a wary foe… I would not speak so ill of him. There is a test next week, please return these notes before then." And with that he departed. Lily happily tucked his notes in with her own blank parchment and walked down the hall. She, it seemed, did not notice the oddity in Thomas's expression or behavior, nor the lingering stare James sent her as she walked down the hall. For a moment, Cecil and James caught each other's eyes, and then they both looked away, ashamed.
Lily and Cecil walked to lunch, stopping at each window to see the progression of the snow. "Hopefully we'll get a big storm, a huge one, just in time for Christmas," Cecil said, making Lily laugh.
"Christmas is practically a month away," she said. "And don't get me started on this buying presents business, I just don't have time for it," she continued with a laugh. Cecil forced a smile. Lily had changed, and she felt it was her fault. She seemed so selfish now, so cold and aloof. And yet, no matter how hard Cecil tried to explain about what had happened with James she just couldn't bring herself to do it. Lily stared out the window, watching the flakes shimmer through the air. "I wonder if they'll cancel the Quidditch match this weekend. I wondered who would win, Hufflepuff or Slytherin. After Gryffindor trounced Ravenclaw I've been waiting to see how it will all turn out, especially with Hufflepuff. They really cam out of nowhere last year, didn't they? Remember how upset James was?" she asked, staring out the window. A flake she watched hit against the glass. She put her finger up to it, but when she pulled away, it was gone. "James," she muttered softly, and pulled her hand away, warming up her cold fingers on her cloak.
Cecil noticed this with a keen eye, and tried to open her mouth to say something; anything, really, that she could think of. But it all got stuck back there at the base of her throat. Instead, as Lily announced she wanted to eat something warm and they'd better hurry, small tears pricked the corners of her eyes instead. If I only had my Stone, Cecil thought, it could Tell me what to do.
Instead, Cecil had to go about the day as every other normal person. She ached as she remembered how her life had once been. When she was small and her mother had taught her of her heritage and of her art; of Telling. Dear Mama, Cecil thought, what shall I do?
Cecil didn't know. She could tell that James and Lily, and therefore all her friends, were drifting apart. There were whispers and rumors going about and no one knew quite the whole truth. Except for Cecil, who knew it all and didn't have the guts to take a risk and fix it. Her mother had told her of the importance of keeping her talents a secret, because certain people would do anything to require a Teller. Seers, they gave premonitions, mystic visions of the future that had to be decoded and analyzed. Tellers, though, would see where their mood took them. Whatever was deepest in their heart would be Told, and so their magic was one of the purest kinds. But Cecil knew, for once she had read the locked books on the top shelf of her library at home, of the torture that happened to the Tellers of the past.
Their mind would be obliterated; replaced with another where their thoughts focused on something devious from their own desires. They would Tell what was needed and then briefly awake from the trance, their Stone would be run through with a thousand cracks, and yet it would not break. Then, without any further hesitation, the Teller would die. The line of the Tellers—Avenir, those of the future—had lived without fear once, and so to the Dark side they were expendable. Death filled the visions of the Tellers for a hundred years, and slowly they began to die away. Some survived through the males that carried the gift, though many valiant men died pretending they too, could Tell the future. Some escaped, but most died. And Cecil's paranoia grew, for she felt—she knew—that the problem with the Sorting Hat and the attack on Genna's room were threats. She knew someone was after her, after Genna, but her mother had decided Hogwarts was safer for whatever reason.
Cecil sighed. More than ever she wanted to leave this place. She wanted to escape these walls and escape their troubles, but even though she wouldn't admit it, most of all, she simply wanted to escape from herself.
* * *
Marie sat in the small cramped room, amidst the people of the streets, the consorts of the rats, the lice, and the bugs, and clasped Nicolas to her tightly. Marie's lips were chapped, her eyelids inflamed, her nails encrusted with a layer of dirt that replenished itself despite her obsessive efforts to remove it. The man next to her reeked of liquor, the cheap kind bought of the grizzly man on a poor street corner. He gurgled in his sleep and Marie gripped the small boy even more tightly against her. "Mon cherie," she whispered adoringly through the darkness of the room.
And then she reached inside her coat on an instinct and withdrew something small enough to fit inside her long, graceful fingers. Upon her touch, there was a small glow, just enough to make the dirt caked in the wrinkles on her knuckles visible. She scowled, shifted Nicolas in her arms, and waited to be Told.
The vision came, though she didn't see it in the Stone. It appeared in her mind, in her eyes. She still had an odd, vague sensation of the area around her, the palpable world, though as she Told the vision she saw seemed more realistic than the slums surrounding her. Pupils dilated into large black discs made her eyes seem wide and young and innocent again, though in truth she was none of those any longer. Marie needed no information at this point, but Telling was an escape from the present, an escape her unblooded high-society body and soul was grieving for.
Slowly her vision was taken over, like the gradual winding tendrils of a vine upon a trellis. She relaxed and in place of the crusty man she viewed her old house, the rolling country behind it, the willow tree and then bench beside it that overlooked a hill. It was gorgeous on summer evenings, the reds and golds of the sunset melding together. She missed those nights, she missed the peace and calm, she missed the bench that overlooked the hill. What she didn't miss, and what she didn't see, were the newly dug graves halfway down the hill, haphazardly covered with dirt. Though Marie was gone, her family would be able to watch the sunsets for eternity.
Nicolas squealed, and Marie became conscious of the world around her once more. She shushed him as the people around her cursed or shifted in annoyance. Marie only rolled her eyes as they complained. She rearranged herself and winced as her arm pained her. She gritted her teeth as she twisted to pull something from the back picket of her coat, now slightly reeking of the poor. She withdrew the documents that had nestled in her pocket. Mr. Taide had given them to her. They were the final step to change her identity, to forget her past, and to bless Nicolas with a new future. She knew that men were after her, all the nobles were in danger. And in the magical community, the purging of nobility in France was already underway. She had been Told to flee, warned of what could come to her if she stayed behind, stood strong with the others instead of taking flight.
Taide had informed her of her trackers, ever since her first visit weeks ago when she had been warned of the danger. None of the nobles were safe in any event, and she was in even more danger because not only was she nobility, but she was magical as well. Her wand, she remembered with anguish, had been left behind so as not to arise suspicion. She had thought—or perhaps just strongly hoped—that she would be able to return home one last time. That was the bane of being a Teller. She had access to the future, and no way to control what was shown to her. But her power could not be misused; the Rite had ingrained that in her mind. She had a gift, and whatever was Told to her—that was a gift as well.
And somehow, she was still trying to discern exactly how, the information had been leaked that she was a Teller. In such a time of darkness and despair, the weak at heart were deviated. The strong, brawny men that had chased her while she signed the papers weren't acting on their own, she knew. They couldn't be. There was an organization, somewhere, that desired her talents. Her sisters hadn't received the gift, and males could only carry. Little Nicolas was not entirely safe, but if she could find a home for him here in Britain then there was still hope.
France was in the past now. She would miss her friends, her family, her home; and most of all the simple, beloved life she had lived. Her husband, before he, too, had become part of the past just three months ago, had been active in the Magical Counsel in France. Most other magical nobility had receded from the public eye in order to lessen the threat against them. But Jacques had not abandoned Le Conseil Primordial, he had remained and aided the crumbling Ministry to his dying day. The Minister, a corrupted, deceitful man, was hated; a rebellion was at his feet. Marie knew that while she sat in the dank room, more and more precautions were being instituted across the Channel. How easy would it have been simply to Apparate into Britain, instead of waiting pitifully in this room! But she had gone through the trouble of doing it the normal way, the Muggle way. There was obviously a magical tracker on her, but luckily the powers of the Tellers did not register with such a spell. Taide had informed her that at some point a magical representative would ask her a series of questions in order to determine if she was a Muggle or a witch, followed with a series of verification spells on her visa papers. Then, at a certain point, she would be taken aside and filtered through the wizard portal to Britain. Marie almost laughed when she thought of how the poor Muggle services must wonder over these disappearances. What silly people they are, she mused with a smile.
Snuggling down into her coat and propping Nicolas against her chest, Marie slipped off into slumber. There was nothing left to do now but wait.
* * *
Lily, as she had recently decided, hated the number two. She was full of unreasonable thoughts these days, and this was one of the oddest. Two, she decided, connoted horrible things for on the second day of every month she was forced to spend three hours with James Potter in front of McGonagall, pretending as if they actually got along. The Deputy Headmistress sat in on these monthly Prefect meetings to overrule any out-of-hand arguments. None of these ever happened, however, because of the thick tension that hung between Lily and James.
James sat talking with Remus at his side. Lily sat with Cecil next to her, reviewing Thomas's borrowed notes one last time. "Here you go Thomas," she said, reaching across Cecil to hand them back to him. "Thanks so much," she added with a very fake smile. James, whose eyes were wandering, grimaced.
"First order of business," he began—
"We haven't taken roll yet," Lily interrupted pertinently. James, and most of the other boys in the room, rolled their eyes. But a little corner of James's heart twitched and so he handed her the roll sheets without complaint. "Also," Lily continued audaciously, completely cutting off James, "I think we should address the issue of the Holiday Break rules." McGonagall coughed discretely into her hand, her eyes locked with Lily's. The younger girl immediately became downcast, and started checking off names. "After whatever James has to say, that is," she added for appeasement, without, however, a single glance at James.
He looked gratified nonetheless. "Well, we have had a lot of incidents with people going of school grounds. We need a way—a good way—to make sure that people aren't outside when something bad could happen." The rest of the room was silent.
"Way to get the party started, James," Remus whispered quietly. James sighed loudly.
"All I'm trying to do is keep everyone safe. When its past hours and first-years are running around outside it isn't safe! The teachers, no offence Professor McGonagall, can't do anything. We need to." Most people looked dubious at actually enforcing such strict rules and James thought for a moment he was defeated. This would have been so much easier if Lily was backing him up! But she was mouthing silently to Cecil about something. Probably some new reason to hate me, he thought miserably.
"Am I correct, Mr. Potter, to assume that you wish to find new ways to enforce the off-grounds policy because you, collectively, as students, know how to sneak out?" McGonagall arched her eyebrow querulously.
James, Mr. Troublemaker, looked at all the doubting faces around him. Remus offered a small smile and a nod, and James replied forcibly, "Yes." McGonagall tapped her fingers on the desk pensively.
"One of the most productive proposals I have heard in awhile, Mr. Potter. Very well done." James allowed himself one small smile of satisfaction before Lily popped in.
"Yes, well, the next part of the plan is for each one of you to draft up an idea for how we should go about enforcing these rules. We would like a good, solid idea. Not just to keep Filch running like crazy around the castle. Find one of us in two weeks and drop off the ideas for discussion next month. Remember our meeting is on the 12th, though, because we are still one break on the 2nd." She shifted through her papers, not noticing the look on James's face. "Now, I have a few things to bring up about the Holiday Break rules"…
The meeting continued for another hour and everyone slowly got up to go about their duties, homework or otherwise. Lily got outside the doorway and rearranged her papers in her bag, preparing to take a quick trip to the library. She had parted with Cecil, who decided to call it a night.
"What was that all about?" a harsh voice demanded of her. James.
She scowled. "What was all what about?" she countered nastily. James looked shocked.
"Not only did you cut me off at the beginning of the meeting, but when McGonagall told me I had a good idea you jumped right in and took credit for it."
"I did not try to take credit for it James, I was simply trying to move the meeting along, to get more issues raised," she said defensively with a dangerous dark spark in her eyes.
"Lily!" James exclaimed, truly appalled at her, "This isn't an issue that can wait for next month. We have put it off long enough. Voldemort is out there. And he's not going to wait a month for us to come up with new grounds rules." Then, to his amazement, she laughed.
"It's not like he's sitting outside the door like a puppy-dog, waiting for us to come out." Lily adjusted her bad once more, utterly unruffled and completely amused at the prospect of Voldemort lurking in the woods. Did she even realize that part of the reason he was doing this was for her? She was a target, or hadn't she noticed yet? So many thoughts ran through his head: wonder, worry, fear.
"Lily," he whispered, "what's happened to you?"
Lily sucked in her breath quickly as he reached his hand over to brush hair out of her face. She was so surprised she didn't know what she was doing. As if on reflex, she slapped his hand away. She turned around, confused and angry at herself for hurting him when all she wanted to do was hug him and cry. Collecting herself, she walked as normally as she could down the hallway and away from him.
James stared at his hand, which beat an angry red. Screams rang in his ears, and turning to the door he slammed the offended hand into it as hard as he could. Splinters from the wood door made him bleed, and he didn't notice. Outside the prefect room that night, he sat and forced himself not to waste tears on Lily Evans.
* * *
Wow, so sorry that took so long. Well, I'm leaving for a swim meet in… ten minutes. If there are mistakes in the last section I am immensely sorry, I don't have time to fix them. If I miss the bus they leave me behind :) Kind people, these swim coaches are (eh, Min?) Yay for Lucy and imagine who are Norweigan and figured out about Kropp. No time to explain it now, but I will lata! Muah to you all, proper thanks next time!