Nothing to talk about, except I got all these offers about people having Gravitation Remixes, and sending them to me, but when I email them about it. . .they NEVER return the email and I'm forced to only dream about the goodness of the books. /sigh/ So please, who ever has the Remixes, email me with the links, or something because I feel sad without it. . . Without further ado…on with the next chapter.

Ayaka realization

"Are you sure about this?" Eiri said as he got closer to his house.

"No." Shuichi said. "But I'm willing to try if you are."

"Why so suddenly?" After a few minutes of not answering Eiri looked at Shuichi, who was looking down at his hands.

"Shuichi?"

"Because Eiri, that time I spent with Ayaka made me realized, that I only want you to know me. I never want to think about Ayaka having her long slender hands over your body."

"Selfish?"

"Just a little. But it is alright, because I know that it is for something I really believe in." Shuichi said smiling almost loving at Yuki.

"I don't understand you kid." Yuki muttered.

"Yuki, you've said that once already." Shuichi laughed a quiet laugh. Shuichi ran his hand slowly through his hair, sighing. His mind was yelling at him, "What the fuck are you doing!" But Shuichi ignored that part of his mind. Tonight was one of the best nights of his life, why not make it better by spending the night with his favorite person. Nothing could mess this night up, nothing. Shuichi told himself firmly.

Ayaka cried silently as she walked through the streets. For the past two weeks Eiri had been having such a short temper with her. Then tonight he basically told her to fuck off. Tatsuha then started to try to get her away from Eiri. When Tatsuha left, Ayaka was all alone but when she tried to find Eiri or his brother, a fight had started. In the end Ayaka didn't find either Uesugi and had to settle for walking alone on the dark streets. Why did Eiri hate her so much? Ayaka cried harder but wiped her tears away.

"Yo! You need a ride?" Asked a voice as a black limo pulled up to ride along Ayaka. Ayaka turned happily thinking it was Eiri, but scowled when she saw who it was.

"I don't need a ride from you!" Ayaka said haughtily, before walking off again.

"You bitch, I'm trying to be nice, you stank----!" Nikka was forced back in the car window, as Hiro's head popped out.

"What my dear Nikka means is that, well, it's 1 am in the morning, and you're walking around all alone, wearing a very expensive out fit, defenseless. You are the perfect candidate to get robbed. So please, join us." Hiro opened the door for Ayaka and smiled at her. Ayaka chewed her lip and nodded slightly, getting into the limo. Nikka was sitting on one side of the limo with Fujisaki huddled next to her, and Hiro was sitting on the other side. Ayaka went to sit next to Hiro, catching his delicious aroma.

"You guys look horrible." Ayaka said after a moment of uncomfortable silence. Ayaka's vest had been torn in half so she was wearing Hiro's jacket. Fujisaki had a black eye and Hiro was sporting scratches everywhere.

"When the fight broke out we started to fight! It was so cool." Nikka laughed, her good mood coming back.

"For you maybe, my parents are going to notice my black eye!" Fujisaki whined.

"Make up can cover that, don't worry, I'll help you with that part." Nikka said. "I know! Let's have a sleep over at my house!"

"That's fine with me, my parent's weren't expecting me home any way." Hiro shrugged his shoulders.

"Mines either." Fujisaki said, laying his head in Nikka's lap and stretching out.

"I wonder where Shuichi is." Fujisaki said.

"I don't know, when the fighting started he disappeared."

"How bizarre for Shuichi, he's usually in the middle of the fight." Ayaka said.

"Ayaka, are you alright?" Hiro asked softly. Ayaka was softly crying.

"I'm sorry." Ayaka said, cursing herself for crying in front of these people. "I'm just a little upset."

"Is there anything I can help you with?" Hiro asked even softer.

"No, I just want to go home."

"Ayaka, we are not as bad as you think. You don't have to be so cold-hearted." Hiro said sliding closer to Ayaka and tentatively putting his hand on her shoulder. This motion caused Ayaka to cry harder.

"Am I really so disgusting?" Ayaka yelled. "Why must he always look at me in that repulsive look? What did I ever do to him? The only crime I ever committed to him and loving him with all of my heart. So why won't he return my love?"

"Ayaka, who are you talking about?" Fujisaki asked.

"Eiri, duh." Ayaka said. "Ayaka, you are not that disgusting."

"How can you cheer someone up like that?" Fujisaki yelled.

"Hey! I was being truthful."

"Ayaka, Eiri isn't very good at showing his feelings, maybe this is his way of showing how much he cares." Hiro said.

"No! He left me at the club! He didn't have a second thought about me! He probably took some girl and went to go fuck her!" Ayaka wailed. Or maybe it is not a girl, Hiro thought, his eyes narrowing.

"Nikka, Fujisaki." Hiro looked pointedly at them and they caught his drift. Hiro wrapped his arms around Ayaka, and pulled her close to her chest.

"I'm sorry that I am not Eiri, and I can't offer my undying love to you, but maybe it is time you got over Eiri. Can you not see he is not right for you? I'll protect you, but only if you grow a back bone." Ayaka stiffened in Hiro's arms and pushed him away from her.

"Shut up, you don't know anything."

"Ayaka's he's trying to help." Nikka said.

"Maybe I don't his or your help! Let me out of this car!"

"Ayaka you are so fucking stupid! Driver! Stop this car so we can dump the trash!" Nikka yelled. The driver drove to the corner of the street and stopped. Ayaka hurriedly opened the door and ran from the car crying.

"Can someone really be that stupid?" Nikka said glaring after the girl.

"Nikka, not everyone is like you. Just give Ayaka time." Hiro sighed as he shut the car door.

Ayaka ran with her all might, she hated those people in that car. They could never know what it felt like to love someone. The perfect night had turned sour, it was now raining hard and Ayaka was soaked through her clothing. Ayaka stopped running when she realized where her feet had taken her. Eiri's apartment. Ayaka smiled when she recognized that Eiri's car was already there. Ayka quickly ran to Eiri's apartment, slipping a little as she ran up the steps.

"Eiri!" Ayaka called as she pounded on his door. "Open up! Please!"

"I'm coming!" Said a voice that was muffled through the door. The door opened and Ayaka was met with amber eyes.

"Eiri!" Ayaka said as she flung herself at him. "Where did you go? Why did you leave me at that club by myself?"

"I thought my brother was taking care of you?" Eiri asked. Ayaka looked into Eiri's face and noticed that he looked. . .innocent. There was no scowl on his face and he looked younger.

"Eiri?" Ayaka asked, not sure how to voice her question. Eiri unwrapped her arms from around him and looked at Ayaka with wide eyes. "What is it?" He asked her.

"I'm soaked, can I come in?" Eiri didn't answer but he stepped aside so she could come in. Ayaka felt something different about Eiri's apartment also. It was more vivid and colorful even though it looked the same. What the hell happened to Eiri? Who or what made him like this?

"Eiri!"

"Why are you yelling?" Eiri said running his hands through his hair.

"Who is here?"

"I am." Said a small voice stepping from the shadows of Eiri's room, buttoning up a shirt.

"Shuichi, what are you doing here?" Ayaka asked.

"Nothing, I was just leaving."

"Do your friends know you are here?"

"Yes they do." Shuichi whispered. Ayaka's eyes got widen. She calmly walked over to Shuichi.

SLAP

"LIAR! Your friends don't know where you are!" Ayaka yelled. "WHY IS HE HERE EIRI? Tell me why."

"Because I want him to be here." Eiri said, glaring at Ayaka.

"Ayaka, I was just leaving." Shuichi said, acting like the slap never happened.

"What is going on? Tell me!"

"Ayaka, I think it is time we have a talk with your parents about you going back to Kyoto and our engagment being called off."

"Eiri, you can not do this to me. I don't know what kind of game you are pulling, but I really don't like it. Stop it right now." Ayaka cried.

"I have ever joked with you Ayaka?" Eiri asked coldly. Ayaka froze in her spot and looked at Eiri with wide brown eyes.

"I do not understand."

"Good, it was not meant for you to understand."

"I'm leaving now." Shuichi said gently.

"Shuichi! I thought we were friends!" Ayaka screamed.

"Ayaka, do you really want the truth?" Shuichi said softly as he went to the front door and put his hand on the doorknob. "The truth is that I could have never been your friend when I wanted to get with your fiancé." Shuichi paused to let his words sank into Ayaka's head then he left to let Eiri deal with the problem himself.

Before Ayaka had showed up Shuichi was still debating with himself if he still wanted Eiri to. . .you know. Eiri had gotten very far in convicing Shuichi that he was doing the right thing, until Shuichi got a very bad feeling and forced Eiri to get off of him. Eiri got back into his semi-normal self before Ayaka came pounding on the door. Shuichi did not feel bad about Ayaka finding out, he felt sad that he had hurt her feelings but nothing more, because Shuichi always got what he wanted, and he wanted Yuki. It is very unfortuanate for Ayaka on how things turned out. Shuichi sighed dramatically, but there was not way around it for her being hurt. Poor thing.

"Shuichi! Stop right there!" Ayaka called after her ex-friend.

"What is it Ayaka? I have nothing to say."

"I hate you!"

"I'm sorry that you feel that way." Shuichi said calmly.

"I'll get you back! I won't let this go unpunished. Don't you realize your relationship with MY Eiri can never be legit? Two men should never be together and God will turn his back on you if you keep doing this vile act!"

"Ayaka." Shuichi said, turning back around and started to walk away, "It is a good thing that I don't believe in God." Shuichi did not wince when he heard Ayaka start to scream, he just continued on his way.

Ayaka sunk to her knees and started to cry in the pouring rain. Eiri didn't come outside to comfort her and Shuichi didn't turn around to help her. In that one second Ayaka had never felt so much hate for any one as she did for that couple. She would break them up and she would break Shuichi.

After an hour had gone by Ayaka found her self in a café, eating chocolate by the dozens and drinking the streaming coffee, hoping it would melt her cold heart. Soon she felt that she was crying but she did nothing to stop her tears.

"Are you okay?"

"Leave me alone." Ayaka growled out.

"I was just trying to help."

"I don't need help from--­-Wait!" Ayaka said in mid-sentence as she saw the guy who was trying to be a gentleman to her. "You are that lead singer from ASK."

"I suppose you were at tonight's party." Taki said bitterly, taking a seat from across Ayaka.

"Yes, I was there with my ex-boyfriend."

"Why do say it like that?" Taki asked observing the tartness in her voice.

"You hate Shuichi, don't you?" Ayaka said ignoring his question,

"Of course, that little fucker is a liar and a cheater. I hope he burns in hell one day."

"That day will come sooner than you think. My name is Usami Ayaka, very nice to meet you."

"Aiazwa Taki." Taki smiled at Ayaka,

"Should I take you home? It is rather early in the morning, your parents might get worried."

"I live alone, but why don't you come to my apartment. It has a nice view when the sun is rising." Ayaka winked at Taki, who grabbed her hand and lead her out this his car. Even Ayaka had realized that she would need more than herself to plan the end for Shuichi, so why not get help from someone who hated him as much as she did? Shuichi's end would be coming, and Ayaka would be right there laughing and pointing in his face.

THAT'S THE NEW CHAPTER//claps hands/ I promise I WILL update faster next time, I won't have everybody waiting like I did before. I'm so sorry I do that, but I'm lazy. . .and by the way, I'VE READ /MOST/ OF GRAVITATION REMIXES! PRAISE EVERYTHING THAT IS HOLY /major nosebleed/ IT WAS HOT, SO HOT I HAVE TO WRITE IT IN CAPS. HOT, HOT, HOT HOT, HOT, HOT, HOT!

Plz review! Much love, readordie