I can barely remember my real name anymore. Not that it matters, nobody knows me by it and bringing it

up would only serve to piss the wrong people off.

I've gone by a bunch of names. Perry, Jameson, Sawyer, O'Brien. I can't remember them all now.

I'm not apologizing for what I do, done, am going to do. If anyone wants to forgive me that's their damn

problem now ain't it? If God wants to...well hell. I don't believe in God so it don't matter.

Perry was the name I used to seduce a widow in Texas. She had more money than sense and I took most

of one and maybe left her with some of the other. Heavy price for her to pay but that's the way it goes.

I used Jameson when I went to visit the good state of Arizona. Got a job as a car salesman, slept with some

pretty young thing and stole the car I'd sold her the next morning. I later heard that her daddy got pretty upset. Can't

blame him. If I had a sixteen year old daughter loose a car to some carsalesman she'd just met I'd be pissed too.

Pissed I'd produced such a dumb kid.

Sawyer, there's an interesting name. Good story behind it. I slept with this chick in Tennesse and stole her

money. Her husband finds out, shoots her and himself. I heard on the news that the cops found the kid hiding under

the bed the dad had been sitting on when he shot himself. Sucky thing to happen to a brat. Makes a man feel

almost sorry.

Almost.

I went by O'Brien in Maryland. The West had gotten a little too dull for me and I was looking for a change. I

found me a nice little town, slept with half the women, legal and underage, and decided the East was more

boring than the West. Really, all the teenagers were into kink and all the legal women just wanted straight sex.

Boring as hell.

So, here I am back out West, where I've been for the past twenty years. I'll probably stay here until I die of

a goddamn heartattack in my sleep. Or until somebody shoots me. Maybe it'll be that girl's daddy. Maybe it'll

be that kid whose dad shot himself.

I dunno. I don't care either.

Lost and all character related to, belong to ABC.

Yeah, I said the next character would be Christian Shepherd. I lied. Call me Sawyer. Or Kate...