A/N: hey there, here is the sequel asked for by the loyal Bloody Roses readers, ta-dah! Hope it is to all your liking, cause I want to gain a lot of readers, as did 'Bloody Roses', even though I wasn't a good writer then…
Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha, however, I do own Kyo Higurashi an OC.
Inspiration: you wanna know, huh? Well… It was all the love the reviewers from Bloody Roses gave. Thanks guys and girls, this is for you. Also the beautiful song off of Final Fantasy 8, Eyes On Me.
Ages: Kagome Higurashi-33, Inuyasha-36 + 500 years, Kyo Higurashi-17.
Side Note: Hey, and since I am being nice and writing the sequel you all better review and tell me how thankful you are, okay!
Summery: SEQUEL TO BLOODY ROSES, After seventeen long years raising her son Kyo without her cherished hanyou, she finally decides to spill the beans to her son. Then eventually go back to reunite with Inuyasha,
Eyes On Me
Epilogue- without a father
I've been in anguish, my sweet son…not being able to let you thrive in a household with your father together with us. Please forgive me, Kyo…Because you are all I have, please understand my reasoning. I did thisforyou, so that you'd have at least a chance at life. Understand?
I threw away any life where I'd be with him, laying lovingly against his strong chest, holding me within his arms tightly. Loving me, but I—couldn't Kyo, it would've meant losing you, as well as him… your father. I wouldn't last without you, you are the part of my soul I gave up when I brought you into this world…by myself,
I love you, and that is why I must isolate myself from your hanyou father. If I had stay, or had given up and fled back after you were born I—wouldn't have been able to tear myself away when the time came. So I stayed here, alone; well at least romantically speaking.
I wonder sometimes though, about your father. Whether he has moved on, after all…seventeen years, did he get the picture? Or did he sit patiently by the well, tapping his foot…cursing for my return as he always did,
When I think of my life, back then—I just, those precious memories. I miss the moments, frozen in time, in my heart. Forever, I'd never forget our first time holding hands, the times you'd get utterly jealous over Koga's declarations of love. Deep down, you'd wish you had the nerve to speak up about your feelings.
"Aishiteru, Kagome…always,"I've singed in pain as I watched you grow before my eyes Kyo, my love. You'd act – in so many ways- like him. The way you'd focus deeply on something and just get lost in reality, never losing your thoughts. The way you nagged at me to hurry in the mornings,
I hurt every time I noticed a likeness in you, I can't explain why, but I just did. You are the small fragment of him I have left, the only real, living, breathing thing; that I can squeeze, kiss, and hold. That resembles your father.
So always know, without your love…I cannot function. Without your presence I am nothing but a ghost, the ghost of the girl I once was. That lingers were it feels most alive, and you are what keeps my body replenished. Gives me the will to go on without him,
You're my strength when I am weak, you're the love when I am empty, you're the light in my darkness. I'm sorry that the other kids teased you for not having a father, which killed my heart, literally…and when you cried about it later, I wanted to run away in shame. I had caused this stain in your heart, gomen nasai Aikouka…forgive me Kyo, darling…
So I have decided to, finally explain and take you to him, and hopefully you'll recover and forgive me.
A/N: sorry it was a short prologue, but hopefully you all still enjoyed it. Any way I already have a Beta reader for this fic, but I would like to have another for my up coming Inuyasha fics…if you're interested please E-mail me