I hope you all enjoy the last chapter of my Unforeseen,destined saga. I will say some words in the end, so please just enjoy it and tell me how you liked it. (side-information:since ff net is not allowing adult content, i had to cut this part a whole lot. It takes place after a simple foreplay, so no intercourse just yet.)
Chapter seven
Unforeseen destined
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Heiji was panting hard as he pulled her naked body up and against his. He held her as close as he could and whispered over and over how much he loved her against her lips, caressing her back and body to keep her warm. He even drew the covers around them, taking care she
would not catch a cold. Kazuha snuggled close to him, having her head already against his chest as she held him tightly. She replied to his whispers with many whispers of her own, responding to his confession of undying love in kind. She felt so happy and content at this moment, like she never had before. Her embarrassment did not have time to spread for Heiji did everything he could to make her feel comfortable. That alone was enough to make her love him even more.
Kazuha held Heijis body tightly to hers and so did he, trying to ignore the feeling of her breasts against him. Neither dared asking what was next or talk about what had happened.
"Kazuha?"
"Y-yes?" she did not know why she was so afraid or nervous. What did she expect him to say? That she had not been… good? That he would quit their relationship already?
"That was amazing. Thank you!" he held her closer and buryed his nose in her hair.
Kazuha closed her eyes for a moment in relief and smiled warmly. She held him tighter and stroked his scalp gently.
"It really was amazing. Thank you, too." She snuggled closer to him. Suddenly she could not help herself, deciding it was alright for he was the one she wanted to spend her life with, as she started kissing his chest lovingly. Heiji started to shudder as he looked down at his girl in wonder.
"Hey, what are you trying to do?"
"Cant you guess?" she whispered against his skin, now having her hand help her caressing the skin on his chest, scraping it with her fingernails gently, making him shiver.
"I do! But I am not sure if… if this is such a good idea…" he looked up at the ceiling with his burning cheeks in embarrassment. Kazuha immediately stopped.
"Oh… I- I understand…" she said in a hurt voice and turned her head away. He looked down at her in shock.
"S- stupid! Its not that I dont want you! You know how much!"
As he saw her raising a questioning eyebrow, he sighed and decided to let her know how much he wanted her. He slowly and deliberately moved his hips against her thigh, letting her feel just how much he wanted her. She looked up at him with big eyes, shocked and surprised he was already….
"See?"
She lowered her head a little and murmured a slight 'sorry', feeling stupid for reacting the way she had. He pulled her head up a little to look in her eyes with a warm smile.
"Its okay, sweetheart. Dont ever think I dont want you in any way. Dont you know, you are my dream come true?"
She looked with big and teary eyes at him, stunned to silence.
"Oh Heiji!" she wrapped her arms around his neck tightly, sliding unvoluntarily her body up Heijis and kissing him passionately.
"Thank you! You have no idea how much that means to me!"
He smiled and hugged her close to him, rubbing over her back soothingly, immensely enjoying the feeling of her soft skin.
"Heiji?"
"Hm?"
"So… why do you think it is a bad idea if we… if we…" Kazuha blushed deeply as she realized what she was about to say and quickly hid her head in his chest. "Sorry!"
"No, no need to be sorry!" Heiji answered with his head just as red. "I just dont… I dont want you to… to do something you might regret later." He looked away, not knowing how to tell her he was concerned about her chasity.
She looked at him in surprise.
"Why would I ever regret…?"
"I dont know… what will your future h- husband say if you… if he finds out that…"
She looked now even more stunned at Heiji. He knew the mere thought of her being together with any other men was making him sick, and that hed like to use all his skills as a detective to kill that person the most painful way he knew without the police ever finding out it had been him, but how could he tlel her that all? It would be way too selfish of him to expect her to be bounded with him forever, just like that? Especially after what had just happened?
"Do you plan to leave me?" her unsteady voice asked.
"W-what?" his head shoot back to look at her in shock. "NO! NEVER! I just…"
"Heiji…" she lay gently a hand on his cheek. "You thought way too much about it. If it is for me, Ill never… be… with another man. I need only you, and that will never change."
She hugged him, and he hugged her back, both clinging to the other the hardest they could. Heiji felt really warm… actually hot inside, her words healing his lonely soul and heart.
"Oh Kazuha!" she did not know, that her simple and honest words had opened a path for Heiji he did not think was possible. At least not this soon.
"Oh Kazuha!" he hugged her, rubbed her head, her back and arm, her shoulders, everything he could reach, kissing her everywhere, breathing her scent in deeply. "Kazuha, I love you so much!"
"I love you, too, Heiji." She held his head closer, arching her body towards him and his caresses.
"Wait!" he stopped her and his movements. She looked confused at him. Heiji turned away from her and leaned over the edge of the bed, searching through his clothes for something. Kazuha watched him with amusement and could have sworn she heard him murmur something like:
"This time, Ill beat you, Kudo!"
She had no idea what this all was about nor what he was talking about with himself or what he was looking for. But she, for sure, was delighted by the spectacual view his position granted her. His muscular back, his arms, his behind that was moving along with his movements as he rumoured still through his clothes. Suddenly he started cursing.
"Damn. I should have thought of that. Dammit, dammit I am so stupid. Stupid!"
All of a sudden he felt a warm body press against his, sending shivers and heat up and down his body. Kazuha had her bare breasts pressed tightly to his back and her body against his. She was hugging him from behind and was kissing the back of his neck. Heiji grinned and closed his eyes, enjoying her tender caress and trying hard, very hard to not let himself get distracted. Indeed, a very hard task.
"What are you looking for, oh great detective?"
"W- well, what do you think?"
Kazuha went silent and Heiji turned to see that her cheeks had colored deeply. He started laughing.
"Mind telling me what exactly you were thinking about, Misses Innocence?"
Kazuha only blushed deeper and hid her head between his shoulder blades.
"No!" she whispered, making him giggle more.
Heiji soon turned around and took her in his arms again, letting her bury her head in his chest, mentally totally surprised that the closeness did not bother them in the slightest. Not anymore. Not even if they were like now having the naked body of the other pressed flesh to flesh against one another.
"That was not what I have been looking for." He finally answered with low voice.
"Just.. if you had.. my Mom kind of.. pressed some.. in my hands.. a while ago.. so…"
He only looked at her in surprise. Actually looked at the top of her head for she had her face still hidden. He smiled and shook his head softly and took hers between his hands, pulling her gently up so she was looking into his face. He kissed the tip of her nose and brushed with one hand one rosy cheek.
"Although its good to know… that was not what I was looking for… right now…"
"What then?"
"Something special.. something I have wanted to give you for a very long time.. I only never knew how…"
"Heiji, what are you-" she was looking confused at him but he lay a finger on her lips.
"Shhh my love, wait. Let me explain. Like I already said… I have spent my whole live with you by my side and.. I can only say I must be the luckiest guy to have had you there to take care of me and my crazy actions and stunts." He smiled and Kazuha giggled.
"I want to let you know that I would not be the man I am today if not for you. You always bring out the best in me and love me for the way I am. With you I can be myself. And I can not believe I finally found the guts to confess my love to you but I did and it had been the best decision I have ever made and the best thing I have ever done in my whole life. Till now… Kazuha, when you are near me, my day brightens and when you are away the clouds push themselves in front of the sun. You make my day happy and bright and make me feel… amazing! I would like you forever to do that, to brighten up my day and my life. To do that to me and only to me, for the rest of our lives." Kazuha was looking surprised at him with one raised brow, trying to figure out what he was trying to tell her.
"I still dont unders-" he stopped her this time with a kiss on her lips.
"Just listen, my sweet angel. I would like nothing more on earth, than for you to be forever by my side. In good and bad times, till death do us part."
"Heiji..!" Kazuha whispered with huge eyes.
"Although I am stupid sometimes and ennerving and thick headed, just like you, and have forgotten the damn box with the ring, I still dare asking you, Toyama Kazuha, if you are willing to become my wife."
Kazuhas eyes almost fell out. She was staring this strongly at Heiji. Her mouth was about three times larger than she had ever thought was possible as it hung open and would not close anymore. Her heart hurt for it seemed like it had stopped working. Without her noticing it, tears had sprung out of her eyes and wouldnt stop flowing. He looked concerned at her for a second until he saw the bright and I mean really bright smile speading on her face. She quickly brought her hand up to her face and tried to brush away the flowd of tears but it seemed like an inefficient task because the flowd never stopped.
"Kazuha!"
"OH HEIJI!" she almost screamed as she fell in his embrace and hugged him as tightly as she could, making it hard for him to breath but she did not care. She kissed his lips while sobbing his name without break, and kissed him again and again while holding his head close to hers.
"Heiji, Heiji, Heijiiii!"
He only smiled and returned the kisses and the caress. She was without her noticing rubbing herself against him and involuntarily send the wrong signals to his body. He caressed her head and was looking like in trance at her beaming face. It was beaming like the brightest rays of the sun on the brightest day. She had this beautiful smile on her face that made his heart melt. He developped this little hope that tonight all his dreams would come true, in her.
"So.. is that a yes?"
'If yes, I beat your one week record, Kudo!' he thought with a smirk.
She looked shocked at him.
"You IDIOT! WHAT A QUESTION? OF COURSE THAT IS A YES! YES, YES, YES!" She threw herself once again in his arms and kissed him passionately, feeling next to her own tears one single tear that was not hers. She pulled away again and looked at Heiji. Although his cheeks were wet from her, she could make out a lonely tear that was his own, feeling suddenly something warm against her cheek. She looked at him with questioning gaze.
"I am sorry..!" he brushed the tear away. "I am just so happy… I never knew I could be so happy! Thank you, Kazuha… its all thanks to you."
Kazuha cried out of joy. Never had she thought he would ever.. ever in ten thousand years be as sweet as he had been today or as romantic and NEVER EVER would she had expected for him to confess his love LET ALONE PROPOSE TO HER on the same day! NEVER EVER!
"Heiji…" she lay her hand softly on his cheek after kissing the tear away from it. Then she looked lovingly at him with endless gentle eyes and softly spoke. "My whole life I had you by my side. To take care of, to look after, to be concerned about or to share my luck and mysery with. Thats what I had you for. But I am the luckiest girl, for in return I had the best friend you can imagine. A friend who always took care of me, looked after me and was concerned about me when I was in danger. How many times have we risced our lives in order to save the other? Its you, Heiji and it always was you. You and only you and I want it forever to be only you. I want to marry you so we can be always together. Only with you I am truly happy. You make me complete and I would like for us to walk through our lives as one. Complete. I love you."
As Heiji looked at her, literally stared at her, another tear left his eyes. This one was also no tear of sadness but of pure happiness. How could she ever comprehend how much she or her words just now meant to him? How?
She bend forward and kissed the tear away again. She smiled at him, her own eyes gathering water once more during her speech as he reached out and pulled her down against him. She looked surprised but returned the hug full heatly. He was clunging on to her for dear life and stroked her soft hair while kissing her cheek and whispered loving words.
"You are right. You make my life complete. Always you. Forever. Thats my dream."
"Always you. Forever. Thats my dream." She replied while looking into his eyes. He moved forward, their lips barely touched.
"I love you, my fiancée and I will until the end of time." Then he kissed her, deep and thoroughly as she suddenly pulled away and placed her finger against his lips to stop him temporary.
"I will love you, until the end of time, my love." And she bend forward and kissed him with the same passion.
Overwhelming happy, the couple lay on the bed, sharing their warmth like they did share their soul and heart.
They slowly stopped kissing after a while and looked with deep and passionate eyes at each other for a long, long moment. She started giggling and he raised an eyebrow.
"What?" he asked.
"Nothing." She giggled.
"Tell me!" he asked her urgently.
"I just thought, that you certainly have done all that just to…" she blushed deeper while giggling.
Heiji looked at her in shock.
"What the-"
Kazuha could no more. She burst out laughing loudly at the face Heiji made. Then she moved a hand to his cheek.
"It was a joke, my love. A joke."
He looked at her with deep eyes and as he did not laugh but look down at his hands, she felt the strange mood.
"Heiji, whats wrong?"
"You know, you are the one I want to spend my life with."
"So are you."
"Yeah.. and thats why I dared.. dared… you know.." he whispered, not able to speak out the word propose for some reason.
"I know.."
"And I just thought that.. oh its so stupid…" he paused, not looking at her. She was gazing at him in concern.
"No, its not stupid. Tell me what you mean."
He hesitated but eventually gave up and started trying to make her understand his feelings.
"I just thought… since you are a honorable woman… it might.. be wrong if you did something… like.. something like that with a man who is not your husband or your fiancée so I thought it might be… I just wanted to… that you have somebody you know you want to spend your life with and… oh geez that sounds so stupid." He felt really stupid. He had never thought of himself as such a macho he obviously was. Cursing inwardly, he looked quickly at her.
Kazuha was more than simply touched.
"You… you thought that much about my… my chasity?"
He blushed and looked down once more, his nod hardly noticable. Kazuha was once more stunned to silence. Which guy would do what he just had admit? Who would think about the chasity of his girlfriend this much? Not many guys, this she was certain of.
"Oh Heiji!" she crushed down on him and took possession of his lips again. "Thank you! T-this is the sweetest thing I have ever heard of!" she kissed him again and again. He only held her tighter and took her invitation as she opened her mouth for him. The heat rose with the rising heat of the battle going on betweem their mouths. Both were holding each other closely, caressing the naked skin gently with long strokes and needy urgency.
Soon Kazuha pulled away from his lips, throwing her head back in need for air. She was panting hard, holding his head close to her neck, having difficulties to keep her passion under control. He was suckling on it for dear live, his own need for her was already reaching its maximum. She had one leg wound around his, rubbing it slowly up and down, showing him her urgency. His hand reached down as he stoked her thigh with long moves, moving up to her back and down again. By now she was already moaning lightly, her panting growing in intensity.
"Heiji!" she panted loudly, making clear what she wanted. The passion was overflowing and she could not hold back anymore.
"But… are… are you s- sure?"
"Yesss!" she breathed out with closed eyes while arching her whole body against him, making him gasp loudly.
"Ive never been… this sure!" she panted in his ear, causing the hair on his arm to rise in excitement. She was clunging on to him tightly, scraping her nails over his back, making him groan out.
She had won, for her actions had pushed every thought of hesitation off his brain. He moved his hand on her thigh to her behind, squeezing it, earning himself a gasp from her. Then he moved it to her leg again, stoking it, calming her fear a little. She held tightly on his back, leaving red marks. Kazuha pushed one of her legs between his and slowly arched her hips and her private place against his thigh, arousing the wanted stimulation and causing him to growl loud out at the sensation.
His never stopping hand moved even bolder and longer on her behind and leg again, then forward to her front and between their bodies, finding her already hot and wet. He stroked her a little, listening to her moans and squeals of pleasure and she hid her forehead against his chest.
"Heiji.." she panted breathlessly. "Please! Please love me. Please love me the way only you… only you ever can and will…"
As she reached between them and took his manhood in her hands, squeezing gently, he groaned loudly, clutching on to her.
"Kazuha…" he panted. "Where are the.." he groaned as her hand held and stroked him harder.
She reached over her nightboard blindly and opened the drawer, taking out a condom. Kazuha opened it and looked at Heiji with red head. She was way over the boarder where embarrassment made any sense….
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They were laying together in the comfortable afterglow, kissing each other gently, everywhere on the face, not to excite just to show affection. They whispered soft words and promises of love to each other, stroking and caressing the body of their loved one. She came to a rest eventually, contenting herself with simply laying on his chest, wrapped up safely in his stong embrace, feeling pleasantly worn out and warm.
"Did you like your birthday present?" she giggled against his chest. Heiji just smiled and traced with one hand her back and down to her behind, making her shiver.
"It was the best present ever. Its going to be difficult to ever match with it."
"Yeah.." she answered and suddenly a hentai grin spread on her face. "But we can always
try."
Heiji grinned as well, before muttering in her hair.
"Yeah, definitely."
A long and comfortable silence fell upon our couple. Both held the other as they were basking in each others warmth and loving embrace. Everything was perfect.
"Heiji?"
"Hm?"
"What are you thinking about?"
She turned, placing her chin on his chest and looked at him. One of her hands, the one that was not holding on to him, was tracing the contures of his chest gently. He pulled a hand up to stroke her hair out of her face as he looked at her.
"Do you really want to know?"
Kazuha grinned at him.
"Uh-huh!" she nodded and his grin spread even more.
"I was actually only wondering…" he trailed of, his gaze once again falling upon her beautiful face.
"About what?" Heiji giggled.
"Well, just wondering what Kudo thinks of double weddings."
Kazuhas chin would have dropped open if not on his chest already. But her eyes widened as she looked with surpried gaze at Heiji.
"Are you serious?"
"Why not? I already know I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Why wait?"
The loving look in his eyes and his words made her heart go weak once again. She smiled at him, her surprised look turning in a soft one. He was right. Why wait, indeed? Plus it was really touching he was so serious with the whole marriage thing and that he was not leaving her after having succesfully made love to her… not that she ever thought he would be this kind of guy. He was so special in so many ways and she was glad she had him all to herself. For now and forever.
"Yeah. Why wait?" she murmured and lay her head back down against his chest. Holding him gently in her arms, she could imagine for a second how her life would look like as Heijis wife. A brighter and even more content smile creeped on her face and she whispered a last time this night, very quietly and lovingly.
"I love you."
His face filled with bliss and love for her as did his heart. He held her closer and stroked her hair, kissing the crone of her head with all his affection.
"I love you, too."
"Happy birthday, my Heiji."
"Thank you, my angel."
Hugging lovingly, both fell asleep with content smiles on their faces, dreaming of each other and dreaming of a beautiful ceremony in white which would make all of their dreams come true at least. Maybe sooner than they would had thought.
And although everything had come very suddenly and unforeseen for them, nobody held the slightest doubt that they had not been destined to be together.
Unforeseen, and yet destined.
The end
Well, this is it. I hope you guys are not disappointed? It is kinda sad to end this story because it means a lot to me, but all good things must end. SO? What DO you think about it? It was on purpose that it was written for over 17 but it still hurt to cut this last chapter so much. For the people who would like to read it WHOLE, just visit my homepage.
How is it, do you think it is worth a continuation? A sequel? If so, I appreciate every suggestion as to how to do it. Thanks a lot already and a big fat thank you to all who have followed our little journey! You have been great!
to Cherry: Honey... what could I tell you that you don't already know? Kinda reminds me on this one Buffy song (zeig ich dir noch ;) wenn ichs nicht schon hab?) : "What could I say to you, except I looovvee yoouuu...etc" und weisst du was? Reminds me on your own words: I did this only for you although it really is NOT enough to show you how much III adore you ;) hugs