Okay, everyone is probably begging me to stick with one story, but, I like writing a crap load of them all at once and having all of my friends tease me about how I am barely keeping my straight A's (Yeah, I am a good student, who would've thought.) Anyways, Let's get on with this story. It is based off of a song that I wrote, which I may post. It's called Mirror, Mirror, Look at my Reflection. It's kinda sad, so this is going to be a very sad romance story. I am rating the first chapter because of what you are about to read. It will get better though, so bear through the first Chapter. I may bash around Inuyasha a little bit, so be prepared for that too. Okay, ON WITH THE FIC!!!
As always,
Love,
Pirate Maiden of Doom
Chapter One
It's cold at night, sometimes I forget to breath.
It's cold at night. But the coldest night for Kagome was the one were she lay shaking alone in the night. She lay there, shivering and naked, as he stood and dressed, still smirking with smugness written all over his face.
It's lonely in the sun, sometimes I just need to be me.
"I hope that you liked that, Kagome. You are going to be getting a lot more of it." The silver haired boy said as he kissed the shaking maiden. She flinched at his touched. He felt her tensing. He smiled at her childishness.
Mirror, you are the only one who really sees me.
Kagome slowly let the tears fall down her face as he walked away. "And don't you dare try going back to your time, you're mine now. Mate." Inuyasha said as he stalked away.
So look a me now, please, don't let me be.
As soon as Kagome heard him leave, she immedately began to cry, full out. She cried harder than she had ever cried before in her life.
I don't want to be alone any more.
Kagome stood up with an effort. Her insides shook from the pain so hard she felt like she was going to collapse at any second. But she knew what she had to do.
Wash my tears right out the door.
She had to get away.
Hold me close, my quiet reflection.
If only for a few minutes.
Whisper my name, ressurection.
She knew that she wouldn't get very far.
'Chorus
'Mirror Mirror
Look at me
See the person that I used to be
Hold me close
To your heart
Let us never be apart
Mirror Mirror
Dry my eyes
I think that I am running out of tears to cry'
Kagome had no idea where she was, or where she was going. All that she knew was that she had to ignore the pain between her thighs. She had to ignore the wetness that was dripping down her inner legs. She had to run. And she had to hope to god that she wasn't pregnant.
Sometimes when I am alone in my room
She had to run hard. Then it started to rain. 'Perfect.' thought Kagome as she ran through the pouring rain, trying hard to not think about the horror that she had just indured.
I refeel the darkness
'I can't believe he... I won't believe he...' Kagome cried through the rain. She ran and ran and ran.
The lurking doom
Kagome finally collapsed. She lay there in her pain, her misery, her sorrow. She lay there in her nakedness. She lay there in distrust.
It is then that I see the surface quiver
Kagome couldn't stop the crying.
She knew that she ought to get up. She ought to run farther. She ought to run straight to the well and try to get home.
I see it and it gives me a shiver
'Maybe Grandpa knows a spell to keep people from getting through the well.' Kagome thought as she once again stood to run. 'Maybe he knows a spell to keep Inuyasha away.'
I reach out to touch the surface
'Any spell will do.' Kagome walked slowly on. She tried to cover herself. Then she realized that it didn't make a diffrence.
Normally my reflection would flatter
Kagome stuttered in her steps.
But I reach out to touch it and
She fell softly to the ground.
It suddenly shatters
She landed with a quiet thud
'Chorus'
She lay there.
How can I live through
She cried again.
One more day?
She didn't have the strength to walk on.
When all that I live for
So she crawled.
Is going away
She collapsed in a heap on the ground.
'Chorus'
She was too tired to go anywhere.
Is all that I live for
She couldn't lift her eyelids
going to die
Let alone her arms.
Or am I going to stay
She couldn't move at all.
Forever to cry
It was like something was sitting on top of her.
'Chorus'
She couldn't go anywhere
Hold me now
She was too tired
Mirror Mirror
She was completly drained
Don't let me down
It slowly stopped raining
Mirror Mirror
Kagome felt her breath come out in painful gasps
Wash me clean
She felt everything collapse around her
Mirror Mirror
She felt herself fall in to unconciousness
Mirror Mirror
And slowly across the land
Mirror Mirror
The man who she was supposed to love and cherish forever laughed at her pain.
Set me free.
And the man she was never supposed to know felt her tears.
PMOD's little corner:
Okay, I cried when I wrote that. I have my reasons for crying too. Sigh that would suck so bad. But it is going to get better. So please just read the rest of my story. Okay. I think that I will work on another story. Please R&R!!!
Love always,
Pirate Maiden of Doom