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Reflecting

Chapter 1

Anna's POV

I walk past the couples and tried so hard to avoid seeing them but anywhere I go I see them and it hurts me for no one will love me. I quickened my pace and saw the house and ran towards it to go inside. Of course this is me Anna Kyouyama the Ice Queen and you are Yoh, my King. I can never be your Queen that I' am aware of because...because you deserve someone better than me. Tomorrow is Valentines Day, the day dedicated to lovers but not for me for I' am alone and no one will ever bother to look at me. I entered the house and you ran to me always with that heart-warming smile.

"Anna! Why didn't you tell me to get the groceries? It's cold outside!" said Yoh

"I'm bored okay? Besides you better start making dinner." I said as I held the bags of groceries to you.

"Okay." Yoh said as he took the bags from me and went to the kitchen

I sighed as I made my way upstairs and went inside my room; I'm not in the mood to watch TV. It's always like this sometimes I think I better leave you already so that you will have all the freedom to do the things that you want, I'm willing to sacrifice so that you will have the happiness you deserve besides you are already the shaman king. I look at the stars and closed my eyes; I think I'll just wait for you to tell me about it and I will never forget that because I know that only in my dreams can I have you. You opened the door to call me for dinner I know that because I sensed you but for some reason you didn't call me neither you speak anything, I looked at you and you shook your head and smiled at me again.

"Dinner's ready Anna." You said as you fully opened the door.

I nodded and got up slowly and went out of the room, downstairs with you following me. Sometimes I just think you may like me but the realization always hits me, I know that you are just afraid of me because if you said a word that I don't like I will make you train even if you're the shaman king already for I' am the only one who doesn't have a conscience to do that to you. I sat down at the table and ate the food quietly while you just looked at me to know what my reaction for the food will be, maybe you're afraid again that I will make you do more house chores for bad cooking.

"It's fine don't worry." I said coolly and I avoided your gaze

I heard you pick up your chopsticks and I glanced at you while you eat your food happily. It's very obvious that you and I are exactly opposites that's why I think we can't be together. You need someone more caring, someone that's willing to serve you, someone like Tamao...but thinking of you leaving me makes my heart ache because all these years I loved you and I always will. I stood up and left you to wash the dishes, you looked at me and said a little goodnight while I just nodded at you again and whispered the same. Tomorrow is Valentines Day and I think I'll just stay here and let you do anything you want. But I still hope that maybe a miracle will happen.

Hey there people sorry for disappearing for a long time! I was busy in school because of projects but something tells me to write a fanfiction! I guess I'm addicted but who cares? Please read and review and I guarantee that I will update the next chappie as soon as I receive many reviews because I'm already done with chapter two! Please read and Review! ()