Xiaolang's Ying Fa: THIS IS MY REVENGE! MWUHUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!! My rebellion has finally come forth! Read this and hopefully all you fans wont flame me too bad...Actually, I'm a little scared...Anyways, enjoy the fic and I hope you like it as much I do.

Warnings: Bashing (not yet but soon) Also, this is rated R for a reason, remember that.

I just want to mention the fact that, YES! I know that Shizuka's last name is Kawai, BUT for this fic it will be Jounouchi because it holds some significance later in the fic!

Another thing, Shizu is my nickname for Shizuka, if you want to use it you must ask me first! Either that or not take claim to it...at all. It is mine, you hear!?! MIIIIIIIIINE!! goes crazy

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xXxKatsuya's POVxXx

Just another day. Just another abnormally hot day. Damn it, why do I have to be so damn heat sensitive?! It makes me so grumpy and cranky, the heat. I really hope Kaiba decides NOT to mess with me for a change.

I walk into the class, a rush of cool air brushing past me. Ah...that was nice. I am a bit late, so obviously, everybody was watching me. The teacher walked up to me, shaking her finger.

"Jounouchi! You know you're not supposed to mess with the school uniform! Fix that right now!" she yells, pointing accusingly at my shirt. My blue overcoat was wrapped around my waist and the white; nearly see through, undershirt was unbuttoned far down my chest. I knew I had a nice chest. Big deal. So here she was yelling at me to button it up while half her class was drooling a fountain over it. All the fighting I've done really has done me some good. In any case, she keeps babbling and I keep zoning her out. She finally finishes and I shrug at her, turning my back and walking back to my seat. I'm a rebel. Always will be. I don't care what anyone thinks. So what? Big whoop. Honda's the same way, 'cept he doesn't get good grades like me. Heh.

"Looks like the dog got dragged in a bit too late." Came a voice behind me. I didn't have to look to know who it was. Kaiba. Bastard CEO. I hate him. One day he'll leave me alone. I have no time for him today, so hopefully he'll just go away.

"You're not worth my time, Kaiba, sorry I'm not up to bite your line." I say turning back nonchalantly, smirking and cocking my head to the side arrogantly. He looks slightly baffled before he too, smirks back at me.

"Puppy's finally found his back bone, speaking up to his master." I face the front, far too heated for his mild insults.

"I'm too tired for you today, Kaiba."

I could have sworn I heard him growl behind me. However, I'd rather do something worthwhile with my time. I stare around the room as sensei rambles on about subjects and verbs...and stuff. Ha-ha, looks like lil ol' Honda fell asleep at his desk again, teach'll go crazy if he gets caught again. I rip a piece of notebook paper from my notebook, crumple it into a ball and flick it across the room. I bouncing off Honda's head and he bolted into a sitting position, glancing warily around the room. His eyes caught mine and he glared half-heartedly. Poor Honda, phsh, yeah right.

"Jounouchi! I thought I told you to fix your shirt!" I shrug.

"If you've got it, flaunt it." I gained some giggles and a frustrated groan from sensei. I lean back in my chair, my hands behind my head. Yep...now I'm bored. I watch out the open door and suddenly see Shizuka walk by. I see she's holding her planner, obviously having received a pass out of class. She smiles as he goes when she catches my eyes. I grinned in return. God I love my baby sister, she's so honest and friendly.

"If you have time to flirt, Jounouchi, then come up here and write the answer to my question." Sensei growled. I smirk and get up, making sure my stride slowed with every step. I was giving everyone a show and I knew it. I reached up, placing the comma where it needed to be, smiling cockily at sensei.

"Happy sensei? You should know I get good grades, after all, you're the one giving them to me." I said, my smile shifting into a smirk. Several girls giggle and sighed dreamily at me as I winked suggestively in their direction.

"Maybe I just don't want to see you next year, you smart-ass, now take your seat." I shrugged again, glad to have gotten a rise out of her. I took my seat and she continued on with her lessen as if nothing ever happened. Lunch time came sooner than I thought and we were all dismissed.

xXxKaiba's POVxXx

The lunch bell sounded and I was forced to leave the classroom as everyone else. I didn't eat lunch. I was never hungry for it so I didn't bother to pack one and I would refuse to eat the filth they serve here if I ever was hungry...I was only disappointed I had to leave from watching my pup. Someday I wont have to watch in secrecy...one day, he'll be mine. I walk out to a nearby tree and sit down beside it. Lunch is such a waste of my time.

"Excuse me?" Oh great, one of those bubbling girls...

"What?" I ask, annoyed. I don't even look up.

"May I interview you for the school newspaper?" I was about to tell her off when I saw her face. The unruly hair...soft eyes...But it was all wrong. Her hair was strawberry blonde and her eyes were a light hazel. Jounouchi-chan. Jounouchi-pup's sister. Her cheeks flushed lightly as our eyes connected.

"Fine but make it quick." I demanded. Her small body sat beside me as she opened up her notebook. She began asking me some questions, me only answering half-heartedly. When she was done, she thanked me and left as quick as she had come, she looked very shy I must admit...

xXxJounouchi's POVxXx

Lunch is over...back to class, yay. Somehow, even more buttons have come undone and I have no idea how, but its not like I'm going to fix them. Not on a hot day like this, no way.

Besides, it looks better open anyways. I was down to my last two buttons, which were the middle ones. My chest and most of my abdomen was exposed to anyone who wanted to look. Hell, I had no problem with it. I stepped into the classroom and heard several whispers, most of them said loud enough for me to hear. 'Look!', 'It's Jounouchi!', 'He's so sexy!' I sat in my desk, smirking to myself. I have student service as my next class. Normally I'd have study hall, but apparently I cant 'sit quietly'. I always have my homework finished so I decided to volunteer in Shizuka's class. Then, when her class has free time we catch up on each other's day and see how the other is doing. But for now, sigh, I have Health with Takada-sensei.

Health was by far one of my easiest classes, right next to gym. In and out so easy, you hardly notice you spent and hour in there. Now I'm off to Communications in Japanese #9. Man I love watching all those girls gasp innocently when I enter the room, I pretend not to notice they're staring. Then, I turn to a big group of them, smile and raise my eyebrows only slightly. That gets them going real bad. Shizuka just shakes her head and pokes fun at her friends' staring.

One rather attractive girl points at me and giggles shyly to her friend. I smile back and lick my lips lightly. They both turn beat red and look away as fast as they can. Soon, free time came around and I pulled a chair up to Shizuka's desk.

"So? How's your day been?" I ask. Her eyes lit up brightly as she exclaimed,

"Oh, awesome Onii-chan!" I not. "I interviewed this totally sexy guy today! Wow...he was so dreamy..." she sighs melodramatically, almost like those stupid girls on the other side of the room.

"Who was he?" I ask, raising an eyebrow. "Is he stable?"

"Yeah, sure he is. He's so cool! Besides, its not like he's my new boyfriend, 'Nii-chan! I don't even have a chance with someone like him!" I frown.

"Sure you do, Shizu. You could have any guy you set your mind to." I insure her.

"Arigatou! I love you Big Brother! You're so nice!" Shizuka squealed, throwing her arms around me. I smile and hug her back, listening to her friends coo in awe.

"Shizuka-chan, you're so lucky to have a big brother like Jounouchi-san!" one of her friends cried.

"So, go ahead and take him, Shizu. Go get him."

"Alright, Nii-chan!"

Jounouchi had no idea what he had gotten himself into.

xXxShizuka's POVxXx

Katsuya-nii-chan is totally giving me the right away! I hope he doesn't mind if it's his worst enemy...Nah, he totally just approved! Now, to make Kaiba Seto mine...

xXxJounouchi's POV-Two Months LaterxXx

Everything goes by so fast! Everybody's changed. Well, it has been two whole months. School is getting a bit harder, but still do-able.

Shizuka's got a new boyfriend supposedly, but I haven't seen him yet.

Kaiba's been acting weird around me. Jittery almost. Like he's afraid to look at me or touch me or jibe at me. I am starting to feel a little neglected...I cant be feeling this way because of Kaiba can I? I hate to say it...but I think I'm beginning to miss Kaiba.

It was strange...what had gotten into him anyway? Oh well, I have better things to worry about. Like...when this class gets over. I stare at the clock, wishing it would move faster. When it finally did, I strolled down the hallway and met up with Shizuka.

"Konnichiwa, Onii-chan!"

"Hey, Shizu, how are you?"

"Fine." I smile and say,

"So, how are you and this 'totally sexy guy' doing? Everything okay?" she blushed and nodded.

"Yeah, its fine."

"Good, he's been treating you alright? Giving you hugs and presents?" I ask seriously. Those were things I did on a daily basis and totally expect her boyfriends to do as well.

"Hugs yes, presents no...He says anything he could give me, you probably already have." Shizuka said, smiling cutely. I smiled, it was true, I slaved to give my baby sister everything, but it was a poor excuse.

"At least he's not a bastard like most guys." I say playfully. Shizuka smiles and walks away, sitting herself in her desk, waiting for the class to begin. I went to the table in the front to correct some left over papers the teacher couldn't finish in time. I soon got Shizuka's paper. Perfect, as usual. But then, a small marking caught my eye in the top corner of her paper...it was a heart with the initials K.S. in it. K.S....no way! Kaiba Seto?! No, purely coincidence...It has to be!...it has to be. I circle the marking and put a question mark beside it before going onto the next paper.

xXxNormal POVxXx

Some how he couldn't seem to concentrate. The thought of his little sister with his worth enemy angered him. But...not in the way one might think. He wasn't angry that his sister was with his enemy...he was angry because...because he was jealous. The revelation frightened him. He was jealous of his sister. Because...she had something...he wanted. No. It wasn't possible. He...couldn't...

But there was still a chance that she wasn't really with him. Still a chance. Nevertheless, Jounouchi's attention was now shot. He could not concentrate. Did this mean...could this mean that he...was in love with Kaiba Seto?...And if Shizuka was with him...that meant that...he would never get a chance with the stoic brunet.

Jounouchi shook his head and slapped his cheeks lightly. No way! It was a crazy thought! Shizuka was not dating his worst enemy and he was definitely not in LOVE with the man either!...was he?

Walking home that afternoon had his head wandering yet again. His mind entertaining him with various pictures of the brunet and his sister together in intimate closeness...It made him shudder. Then, strangely, he began picturing himself with the brunet...and...it didn't seem to be all that bad...He actually began to wonder that it would really be like to be held like that...Safe and secure in someone's arms...

He shook his head quickly, clearing the thoughts and vanquishing them with a fiery blaze. Man, life sure was complicated...with so many things going on at the same time.

"I need a vacation..." he whispered, yawning tiredly as he walked.

xXxKaiba's POVxXx

Being with Shizuka is very...different. I never saw myself with someone like her...because for so long now, Jounouchi-pup has been my target. Now...I found it difficult to be near him. Evidently, Shizuka hasn't told him about us, because he hasn't hunted me down and bit off my head yet. I wonder how he'll react when he finally finds out. Of course, I still admire him from afar. My blond puppy has always been so...invigoratingly carefree and so breathtakingly beautiful...He doesn't care what anyone says about him. I like that.

xXxNormal POVxXx

He supposed Shizuka wasn't that bad...his fan girls proved worse on countless occasions. But he didn't want to be known as her companion...He was no longer Kaiba Seto CEO head of Kaiba Corp. He was now 'hey your that guy with Shizuka-chan'. No more 'OMG its Kaiba Seto the rich billionaire!' its now 'OMG its Shizuka's hottie boyfriend!' Which he so despised more so than the others. He didn't want to be...'attached'...He just wanted to be what he had been for the past ten years of his life. Kaiba Seto. But then...'with Katsuya' didn't sound even half as bad as 'with Shizuka' did every single day. He thought...being attached wouldn't be so bad...if it was with his pup.

The brunet walked into the classroom, spotting Jounouchi not too far away and decided he was well over due for some innocent teasing. He walked up to the blond, standing close enough for him to sense his presence, but not close enough to actually feel him. Even if that was all Kaiba craved to do at that moment. Jounouchi tensed and turned around, already knowing it was Kaiba.

"What'cha doing there, mutt? I didn't know that dog's could read." He taunted, glancing at the paper Jounouchi happened to be writing on as he approached. Jounouchi bristled, as usual, baiting Kaiba onward, also as usual. Kaiba smirked, loving that spark his eyes would get every time he was angry with him.

"Obviously, Kaiba, because I am writing, you can plainly see I am not a dog." He huffed, a low and deep sound rumbling in his chest. Kaiba smirked.

"You growled." He said, pointing his finger at Jounouchi's chest. His smirk widened as Jounouchi failed to answer. He cockily jutted his chin upward, walking past the blond and into his seat.

Jounouchi's hands fisted angrily as he muttered under his breath.

"Stupid arrogant good-for-nothing bastard..." He didn't growl. He swore he didn't growl. He wasn't a dog. Why suddenly did it seem to be such a big deal that Kaiba called him a dog? He always did that...but...it simply...didn't hurt as much then as it did now...

The blond sighed. It was Friday, that meant movie night at Yuugi's. Thank god, he really needed a good nights out. Away from everything.

Shizuka was coming over later that night. He had given her an extra key in case she got there before he did. Tonight would be a relaxing night...Ah, he couldn't wait.

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'Tonight is going to be awesome!' Shizuka thought happily. She had just gotten off the phone with Jounouchi. He had decided to spend the night over at Yuugi's. She had just assured him she would be fine until he got home.

It was her second official date with Kaiba as well. She figured, if she played her cards right...he would be all hers tonight. Not that she meant sex. No, she wasn't that fast! But she still hadn't kissed him yet. So, that was her new goal.

When the time came right, she waited outside smoothing out her evening dress, making sure she looks perfect. She'd bought it a while ago in preparation for a night like tonight, but she never though in a million years she'd be wearing it for Kaiba Seto. She smiled as she saw his limo coming to a stop in front of her, the butler hopping out to open the door for her. Her smile widened, she could definitely get used to this.

Kaiba watched Shizuka from a distance, she was alone and that made him wonder where Jounouchi had gone off to. No matter how he wanted to ask, he couldn't keep the blond on his mind the entire time. He had to keep his mind on his date, Shizuka, not Jounouchi.

"Good evening." He greeted. She smiled and he nearly forgot she wasn't Jounouchi...or at least...not the right Jounouchi.

He sighed as his thoughts began to fuzz. He was mesmerized by how much those siblings looked alike. He was almost with Jounouchi...so close...yet so very far.

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Jounouchi sighed. Tonight just wasn't turning out. He thought he'd be so much better off staying with some friends on a Friday night...Turned out, Otogi and Honda were arrested for indecent exposure and had to call Yuugi to bail them out. Then Yuugi and Yami got all lovey-dovey during the movie...Plus, he had a headache the size of Kaiba's ego. He knew, all he wanted to do was go home and get a good nights sleep. And that was exactly what he planned to do.

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"Would you...like to come in?" Shizuka asked softly, hoping for him to say yes. Kaiba's normally cold azure eyes glinted oddly.

"Sure." He hesitated. Shizuka's eyes sparkled happily as she led him inside to their living room. Kaiba's eyes were glazed slightly as he let her lead him through the hallways. He passed a picture on the shelf. It was a picture of two siblings' identical grins...Without even thinking, Kaiba lifted his hand, turning the silver frame upside down, unable to stand Jounouchi's smiling face staring back at him, haunting him...

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Jounouchi excused himself from the tri colored haired boy's home and started the semi-long walk back to his own. He was dead tired and he desperately wanted a Tylenol. He was almost home when he saw a parked car beside his won in his drive way.

"What?" he wondered. Oh, maybe it was Shizuka's new sexy boyfriend. Hm...or maybe the neighbors. Either way, he was way to exhausted to care. He unlocked the door silently; he'd lived there long enough to know how to be silent. Plus, he'd come home at obscene hours to know...do not mess with those neighbors of his.

He walked nonchalantly, half asleep until he got to the living room. And what eh saw...shocked him half into the next life.

Shizuka leaned up as the brunet in front of her reluctantly leaned down. 'Koinu...' The strawberry-blonde pushed up against the timid kiss she received, nearly squealing in delight. Kaiba hesitantly let her have his kiss, the one thought on his mind was the man he knew he'd never have.

Out of desperation, the hazel eyes girl thrust herself up to her boyfriend's tall height. The moment her chest hit his, Kaiba pushed her away, his hands on her sides, keeping her at bay. Azure eyes went slightly side as he heard a growl to his left. He hardly noticed Shizuka's surprised and slightly angered eyes as his head whipped to the sound.

Jounouchi watched in despair and sudden anger at both of them. But hardly for the reasons that seemed obvious. He felt...betrayed. By them both.

"Get. Out."

By god. He was so angry he was shaking. The blond's fists shook tremendously as h uttered his command impossibly calm. One would think Jounouchi Katsuya would be the one to scream and yell under such circumstances. Now...both Shizuka and Kaiba could feel his anger and wrath. He was absolutely furious. They could see it in his stance...in his eyes...His body had never been stiffer, eyes never more cruel and burning with a rage neither could identify.

"Get. Out! Don't make me tell you again." His voice had lowered a bit. It sounded almost evil.

Kaiba happily broke away from the shocked teen. He made his move to leave, pausing only slightly as he passes the distraught blond. Flaming amber eyes didn't even fluctuate as he glanced by.

The front door opened and closed, Shizuka looking to explain to her brother.

"What? You thought I only meant him? Get. Out."

"But Katsuya!" Jounouchi's fists tightened farther.

"I don't care if you're my sister, Shizuka. Get. Out. NOW!"

Jounouchi had really belted it that time, causing Shizuka to nearly jump out of her skin. She gathered her things as quickly as she could, running out the door faster that the clock could count the seconds.

He idly wondered what would have happened had he...decided to stay with Yuugi. The thought hit him hard in the chest, cutting off his air supply. He walked up the stairs to his room as calmly as if nothing had happened. He feel onto his bed and laid there for a few seconds before salty tears filled his eyes and cascaded down the outer sides. His vision blurred and his face kinked to explain his tears. A short sob escaped his lips, like a mix between a gasp and a sniffle to make something completely new. He rolled over and curled up on his side, the tears coming fast and unrelenting.

He had never been angrier. Never ever. He felt betrayed. Completely and utterly betrayed. Shizuka had betrayed him by not telling him they'd been dating...Kaiba betrayed him also by not telling him but...but also by not acting the same. Because of some reason, Kaiba felt he couldn't look at him anymore...couldn't insult him...nor meet his eye. That was betrayal. Last but not least, he betrayed himself. By not admitting to even himself he loved that man...And by not acting on it. He blamed himself for not admitting it. For not realizing it until it was too late. Now he was Shizuka's. A woman's. A sure sign of straightness. If that was even a word...This was knowing...this was knowing none of that would ever happen...He would never get a chance with the man of his dreams....he would never...ever...get his chance because his chance...was now Shizuka's. And if she was worthy of his love...

The tears didn't stop...not even as he slept...not even as they soaked the pillow...But even if they did...he doubted he would ever stop hurting inside...knowing his lost his one and only chance at real love.

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Ying Fa: MWUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!! I love this story. And don't worry Seto/Jou fans! I am Xiaolang's Ying Fa after all, I don't believe in Het. Hehe, just kidding, but remember, it hurt me more to write this than it does for you to read it! R&R!!!