For Me This Is Heaven

Chapter 24

Alas, the last chapter of this trilogy. But do not fear, I have already started work on the next one The Beautiful Letdown. More information below!

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On the day that Susie was supposed to come back, Sirius received an owl from Susie.

Babe,

I was going to tell you this in person and I've been totally itching to owl you and tell you this, but my grandfather wants to meet you and so he suggested that I invite you over to the manor for the summer. Imagine! Together all summer! Get excited lover ;)

Love,

Susie

Sirius pumped a fist in the air. He would be spending the entire summer with the love of his life. James looked at him strangely.

"What's wrong with you Padfoot?"

"Prongs, looks like I won't be at your place that much this summer. Susie's invited me to hers for the summer."

"Ah good for you mate. I'd watch out if I were you. I bet her grandfather will be watching you like a hawk." Sirius just shrugged and dug into his breakfast enthusiastically.

Susie came into the dining hall, pushing a pair of sunglasses off her eyes and over her head. James chuckled as she strode in, mini skirt and all. Sirius still didn't know she was there.

"Sus, I didn't think they'd let you in here dressed like that." Sirius whirled around, facing Susie who was standing directly in front of him with her hands on her hips. His jaw dropped open as he eyed the mini skirt she was dressed in.

"Is this the kind of greeting I get from my own boyfriend?" she teased. He jumped up, picking her up and swinging her around.

"Sirius!" she squealed. He finally put her down and kissed her, long and hard. When they came up for air, James, Remus, Lily, and Vicky hooted. Sirius looked around the dining hall, beaming. He also noticed some guys checking Susie out as she stood bent over the table, talking to Lily. Sirius scowled and grabbed her by the waist, pulling her into his lap and holding on to her possessively.

"Looks like someone's a little possessive," Remus remarked as he looked up at them, his eyes twinkling with amusement.

"So you got my owl?" Susie asked, turning in Sirius' lap to talk to him. He nodded.

"I'd love to."

"Great," she said with a smile, throwing her arms around his neck.

"I hate to interrupt you love birds," a voice said from behind them, "But Professor Dumbledore asked me to retrieve Susie to make sure she's caught up in her lessons." Susie turned around. Chase.

"Chase! Oh gosh, I haven't talked to you in a long time!" She jumped off of Sirius' lap to give Chase a hug. Sirius scowled, but let her. They talked and then Susie leaned down and put her arms around Sirius from behind.

"Hey babe, I'm just gonna go with Chase to Dumbledore's. He'll probably make me change too, I'll see you in class." She leaned over to give him a kiss and Sirius slyly put his hand up her skirt, rubbing her thigh. She hit his arm.

"That was so inappropriate in public," she told him.

"And you loved it," he said with a cocky grin. Luckily the people that were sitting across from him hadn't noticed a thing. She grinned and waved.

Sirius was sitting in DADA, talking to James. Considering it was the last week of school and NEWTS had been over for over a month, the professors had pretty much slacked off a bit and let them do whatever they wanted.

Susie came in with a note from Dumbledore. Sirius noticed she was dressed in her school robes. She came and sat at a table near Sirius.

"James, get up and sit with Evans," Sirius told James. James scowled, but got up and switched seats with Susie. Sirius took Susie's hand and stroked it with his thumb as they talked. She sighed and looked out into the distance.

"Sirius, we're such an old couple, we're not new and exciting anymore."

"How can you say that??" Sirius asked in mock horror. "Look at the hot sex we have," he said smugly. Susie gasped and looked around, seeing if anyone had heard that. Then she socked him in the arm.

"Could you be any louder??" she asked, clearly embarrassed. "You've been so sexual today Sirius, is that some kind of hint?"

"When is it not?" he asked. She blushed and looked down at their intertwined hands.

After classes, Sirius took Susie out to the Forbidden forest. She stood on the edge, staring out at it.

"I'm scared to go in there," she told Sirius.

"Don't be, let's go." He held up a lantern and led her into the Forbidden Forest. She shivered and gripped his hand tightly, refusing to let go. But she dropped his hand when they reached their destination. Her breath caught in her throat. It was a large clearing, next to a tranquil lake. The area was bathed in moonlight and Susie noticed a unicorn, in the distance. It was absolutely beautiful.

"Oh Sirius, this place is gorgeous," she sighed.

"I promised myself I'd only take the girl that I'm sure I love with all my heart," he told her. She smiled shyly and kissed him.

"I love you."

We're living in repetition.
Content in the same old shtick again.
Now the routine's turning to contention,
Like a production line going over and over and over, roller
coaster.

James let out a rude belch. He had eaten so much.

"Ew, that was rude," Susie complained.

"Well what do you expect, do you think I'm gonna eat like this at home?" Susie shrugged and squeezed Sirius' hand.

"We can eat whatever we want," she teased.

"Whatever," James told her, sitting back in his chair and sighing contentedly. Out of the corner of his eye, he stole a glance at Lily who was looking at him. He frowned, but decided there was probably something on his face. He ran a hand over his face to clear any stray particles that might've landed without him knowing.

But the look wasn't blind to some people. Susie smiled secretly. Next year would be the year that James Potter and Lily Evans got together.

The train tooted as everyone got off at King's Cross. Susie threw her arms around Lily, who was grinning.

"I'll miss you Lilikins!"

"And I, you, Susie woozy!" Sirius chuckled at their weird pet names. They pulled Vicky into the hug.

"And we'll miss you Vicky wicky!" Susie and Lily cried at the same time. This was the last straw. The 3 boys cracked up. Susie scowled at Remus and James and gave Sirius a dirty look. Vicky just cleared her throat, upset with Lily about a comment she had made earlier.

A few people had cleared their throats behind the group. It was Lily's and Vicky's parents, Susie's grandfather and James and Remus' parents. Sirius' look darkened.

"There's my mother," he muttered, staring across the platform. Susie looked where he was looking, where a beautiful blonde woman was standing, talking to someone else. It looked to be Rabastan's mother.

"Your mom is gorgeous," Susie said. Sirius shrugged.

"Whatever, she's a bitch." Susie took his hand and smiled at him, before looking at her grandfather. He was talking to James' mom and dad. Mason came prancing over, looking at Remus and Susie with a smirk on his face. Sirius suddenly had an idea how Remus had been blackmailed. Mason had sold Susie out. Susie hadn't seemed to notice at all. Sirius would take care of that later.

"We'd be delighted to have Susie," Mrs. Potter gushed, "And Sirius is always at our house. He's like a second son." She ruffled Sirius' hair affectionately, causing Susie to giggle. "I remember Susie as a child, such a beautiful little girl. And her mother, darling Amelie, she was like my sister." Mr. Potter cleared his throat and Mrs. Potter took the liberty of looking thoroughly embarrassed.

"Well then, it was a pleasure meeting both of you," Leroy McFasley said, heartily shaking each of their hands. Then, he told Susie it was time to leave. Susie gave her friend's one last hug and Sirius shook hands, again.

"Owl me!" Lily called as Susie left, trailed by Sirius.

"Love you," Sirius whispered in Susie's ear from behind her.

Now I cannot speak, I lost my voice.
I'm speechless and redundant.
'Cause I love you's not enough.
I'm lost for words.

Choreographed and lack of passion.
Prototypes of what we were.
Went full circle 'til I'm nauseous.
Taken for granted now.
Now I waste it, faked it, ate it, now i hate it.

Now I cannot speak, I lost my voice.
I'm speechless and redundant, 'cause I love you's not enough.
I'm lost for words, now I cannot speak.

"I love you too," she told him back.

A/N: And that's the end! For now, till the next installment, JJ is out!

Be sure to look for The Beautiful Letdown which will be posted soon!!

Oh goody, I have a little surprise. If I can get it up, I have a bonus letters chapter. It'll of course be at another site, if ya'll are willing to do that. I just have to get it posted it up and then I'll make a post telling you the site. It'll also probably be in my profile. That'll be up ASAP!!

P.S. Haha okay, I was actually wondering if anyone knew how to get it directly onto the page in Freewebs, instead of having to just put the document link there and people have to upload it themselves. If you do, can you please email me and tell me??? PLEASE??? I'M DESPERATE!!!

Song: Redundant by Green Day (Thanks to j'adoreblondie for the suggestion!!)

A little information about The Beautiful Letdown: So yeah…that story skips past 7th year cause I didn't really have anything special in mind for 7th year, though there will be flashbacks. Um Elisa, we'll find out what happened to you because Remus will have a flashback. It starts at the end of 7th year and goes on from there. You'll see when I get it posted!!

Thanks to all my readers and reviewers. Seeing your reviews makes me proud to be a writer.

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Moonlight1111: haha okay… well you'll kinda be in the next story but I'm like totally skipping 7th year just cause I have nothing in mind. You'll see. Cue flashbacks!

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