Acherontia Atropos: Epilogue

When I woke up, I was in the ICU of the local hospital, along with

Wufei and Trowa. They had both been seriously injured, though not

as badly as me. Wufei had lost a lot of blood, and Victoria had

managed to tear the lining around his lungs when she shoved him

onto his own knife, though at least his internal organs were

intact. Cheree had nearly disemboweled Trowa when they killed her.

I was kind of surprised that Heero and Quatre weren't in with us.

I was even more surprised when Wufei told me that while Heero and

Quatre had both ridden to the hospital with us in the ambulances,

they'd been released as soon as the doctors took a look at them.

Between the two of them, they'd only needed about ten stitches and

some antibiotics. I guess that they weren't hurt as badly as I'd

thought. I must have seen wrong in the torchlight. I was willing

to believe that.

When the three of us compared wounds, the grand total came out to

be something like five operations, over two hundred stitches, and

three casts. I'd been unconscious the longest; almost a week,

while Wufei had been up the whole time and Trowa had come to after

the second day.

The doctors were thrilled that I was finally up and about. They

had a lot of fun telling me what a mess I was when I came in;

punctured lung, comminuted fracture of the humerus, five fractured

ribs, compound fracture of the collar bone coupled with severe

muscle trauma...the list went and on and. It sounded very

impressive. They kept saying that I was lucky to be alive.

They didn't have to tell me. I was well aware of that. Even if I

didn't particularly feel like it, at times.

They kept all three of us for another week and a half. We drove

the hospital staff insane. Wufei's a worse patient than me, if

that's possible. It was almost nice to have the chance to relax,

though; I got to know Wufei all over again, and really got to know

Trowa for the first time. He's got a real good sense of the ironic.

Quatre and Heero came and visited us, though Quatre showed up more

often than Heero. He always snuck us in junk food, and he even

managed to smuggle a six pack of beer past the attendant nurses

once for me. There's a lot to be said for looking innocent.

If he or Trowa can remember what Cheree and Carmen did to them,

they don't say. I try not to bring it up. Heero's still as distant

as ever. The more things change, the more they stay the same.

When we finally got released from the hospital, the nurses threw

us a big party and bought us a cake. It was great. I asked around

until I found out who had called for the ambulances, since I was

pretty sure that none of us had been in any condition to run for

help. It was a woman named Hara. I can't help but wonder why she

did it. I'm not sure I want to know. She must have also done one

hell of a cleanup job, because no one mentioned dead bodies or

anything else that might indicate they'd found the remains of the

vampires and Carmen.

As soon as we left the hospital, we transferred to a new school,

thanks to Heero. When I asked, he said he didn't think I'd be

comfortable in the same school as the students that the vampires

had controlled. It was a surprisingly insightful thing for him to

say. Sometimes I think there's hope for him.

That brings us up to today. So far, things have been normal at the

new school. We've all settled in alright. Wufei's days of wearing

tank tops are over, though, unless he wants everyone to see the

huge mound of scar tissue that he now has on his upper chest. He

also has some really interesting scars on his back now, though

they're not too visible unless you're really. I know for a fact

that Trowa also has a scar across his stomach. We're all in

physical therapy now, and the therapist says that all of us will

regain full use of our various damaged body parts.

Heero's got a surprisingly small pockmark in his chest, right over

his heart, which makes me wonder, sometimes. I try not to think

about it. Quatre managed to get through the entire experience

pretty much unscarred, at least on the physical level. As far as

the mental level goes, I can't say. None of us like to talk about

what happened; I think it shook us all up, and we want to go back

to our quasi-normal lives and forget.

Except for me. I can't forget. Like Wufei, I'm never going to be

able to wear a tank top and look good in it again; I have some

real bad scarring on my collar bone and my right arm, but it's

merely a reflection of the internal stains, I guess you could say.

I still have problems with people touching me, and my

claustrophobia has only gotten worse. Now that I've acknowledged

that the power in me exists, it constantly finds ways to bring my

attention to it, like it's some kind of eager to please kid. On

bad nights, I'll go out to take a walk, and the road kill will get

up and follow me.

At first, when I got out of the hospital, I had nightmares all the

time, and a lot of nights found me knocking on Quatre and Trowa's

room door, because I knew Quatre wouldn't mind sharing his bed

with me, and that is the one time that physical contact doesn't

freak me out. It's something I have to deal with, just like being

a Gundam Pilot. I've accepted that, now, and the nightmares aren't

as bad any more. I am The God of Death. I can't escape that.

A month after we transferred to the new school, I went to one of

the old libraries in Tokyo, one that had a lot of really old books

from all over the world. I spent several days wandering the dusty

stacks, but I eventually found at least a few answers about

vampires and witches, as well as a little elementary info on what

we might possibly run into in the future if our world tries to

turn itself upside down again. I hope that I'll never need it,

though. The first time around was bad enough.

I also found a few sketchy, incomplete details that gave me some

answers I'd been craving; answers about me. Tamlin had called my

ability an "affinity for the dead." It didn't ring true, though, I

knew it. I found the beginning of the answer in a thin, tiny book

that had gotten jammed between the pages of a larger reference

tome. I walked out of the library with it tucked inside my long-

sleeved shirt. No one ever noticed.

The tiny, insignificant looking book gave me a name for what I am.

I am the God of Death.

I am a Necromancer.