Disclaimer: I do not own DBZ – it belongs to its respective owners. This fan fiction is not a commercial project, and I am not making any money from writing it.

Warnings: Yaoi - Goku/Vegeta.

To Hell Together

by chayron

Part 12

Goku stood outside the house under the flowing rain. He didn't know why he was still here, why he didn't go home. He was shaking with anger, his fists clenched at his sides. How dare Vegeta to play with him? Scoff at him like that? So those times when they had talked were nothing for Vegeta? He was only good for amusing the prince!

Suddenly, Goku heard Trunks name being called. This made his anger falter. Goku went back into the house.

Vegeta was lying on the floor in the same place he had left him. Goku froze. Something was wrong. Vegeta's body was in a very strange pose, he wasn't moving and his eyes were closed. Goku rushed to Vegeta's side. That damn panic attack!

"Vegeta, Vegeta!" Goku shook the prince by his shoulders then slapped him on the face several times. Vegeta didn't react. Goku left him and started ransacking the house, hoping to find the medicine Bulma had given him. Finally he found the bottle in the kitchen. He hurried back to Vegeta, cupping his head from the floor. He had trouble prying Vegeta's teeth open, but finally he managed to empty half of the bottle into Vegeta's mouth, closing his hand over it. The next second he felt himself flying through the air. Before hitting the wall he realized that the medicine must have worked.

Vegeta was on all fours, coughing his head off. He didn't understand what had happened, but the taste in his mouth was dreadful. He felt warm hand on his back then saw a glass filled with water under his nose. He took it with a shaking hand and emptied it in one gulp.

"What was that shit that you gave me?" Vegeta's voice was hoarse, eyes and face red because of the bitter taste in his mouth. He sat up on the floor, trying to catch his breath.

"That's medicine Bulma gave me."

Vegeta stared at Goku then shook his head. "Next time I would prefer to do without it."

Goku sighed then tried to scoop Vegeta in his arms with intention of bringing him back to the bed. But Vegeta smacked Goku's hands from him.

The prince's head was still spinning, but he remembered perfectly. Kakarott had turned him down. The idiot had simply left him. Vegeta got up shakily and went to his bed. He lay down on it with his back to Kakarott. Then he heard Kakarott's footsteps getting closer.

"Go away!" Vegeta was angry at both of them. Angry at Kakarott because he had misunderstood his actions, and angry at himself for his earlier behavior. What the fuck had he been thinking? To offer himself? To Kakarott? He had spread his legs like a slut!

"Go away I said!"

Goku touched Vegeta's shoulder. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have been so angry. It's just your nature..." Goku stroked Vegeta's back. "I'm very sorry."

Vegeta was boiling inside. Did Kakarott like to see what control he had over him? Vegeta faced Goku. "I hate you!" His voice shook with rage. "You hear me? I hate you!"

"Why? I said it was stupid of me to get angry with you…" Goku watched blazing black eyes staring at him. He could feel Vegeta's ragged breath on his face. Suddenly, Vegeta turned his back to him again.

"Leave me alone!"

"Are you sure?" Goku asked slowly, reaching to Vegeta and nuzzling his nape.

Vegeta pulled away and began to growl. "Don't touch me!" he snorted with his back still to Goku.

"Vegeta, don't start. You want this." Goku got on the bed closer to Vegeta. But then he realized the prince was serious. The smell wasn't there. Vegeta was really angry. Goku was at a loss. He stopped his hand before touching Vegeta. "I'm sorry I left you."

"I hate you!" That was the only answer Goku got.

Goku stared at Vegeta's flame-shaped hair. He stroked Vegeta's back. Vegeta didn't shrink back, but maybe that was because of the wall before him. "Please, don't say that. You don't mean it."

"I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!"

Goku put his arms around Vegeta and, in a quick motion, pulled the prince to him. "No, you don't hate me."

Vegeta instantly turned to him. "I said don't touch me!" He was growling, his tail lashed at the wall. Was Kakarott going to humiliate him again?

Goku retracted his hands. Goku was sure he would go crazy if Vegeta didn't stop this stubbornness and continued to refuse his touch. Goku quickly leaned forward and captured Vegeta's lips.

Vegeta growled discontentedly and tried to push Kakarott away. No use. Kakarott was almost on top of him, his fingers firmly entangled in his hair. His hot mouth moved over the prince's, trying to get him to return the feeling. Vegeta felt dizzy. Because of his heat, his body was already responding to Kakarott's attention.

Goku caught a faint smell wafting from Vegeta. Yes, finally. He let go of the prince. Goku took in the sight before him. Vegeta was lying beneath him, watching him intently, his face a bit flushed. His tail was puffed out and writhing on the bed. He was still growling, but his arousal indicated that he wasn't as displeased as he tried to show. Goku smiled inwardly, wondering how long that growl would last.

He leaned down, his eyes never letting go of the black bottomless pools of Vegeta's eyes. Goku brushed Vegeta's lips, asking for permission. It was granted. He slipped his tongue into Vegeta's mouth. Goku savored the salty taste while searching for Vegeta's tongue. Vegeta still didn't participate. He stared at him, eyes wide, still growling. Goku reached for Vegeta's tail and slowly stroked it from the base to the very tip, trying to get Vegeta relax. He repeated the action again.

Goku wondered where he had found the courage to do this. He had never been with a man before. He was afraid Vegeta wouldn't like what he was doing. All he knew was that he just wanted to please Vegeta, to make the prince feel what he felt.

Goku tentatively kissed Vegeta again, his hand still working on the prince's tail. Goku felt Vegeta sigh into his mouth and go limp. It took a few seconds for Goku to realize that Vegeta was kissing him back. Goku cupped the prince's head, lifting it from the pillow, and deepened the kiss. He tasted, searched and battled. He wanted to swallow the dessert before him.

Wet sounds filled the room as their lips parted and joined. The growl turned into a deep and vibrating purr that resounded off the wooden walls. Hitched breathing pervaded the air and mixed with the musical raining outside. With every second, the smell of arousal became more lusty and urgent.

Goku mind felt foggy. Vegeta's caresses, his smell, the purring all seemed to fill his senses. He was simply overloaded. He felt himself loosing control. That must be what Vegeta meant when he said that Chichi couldn't satisfy him. He hadn't understood Vegeta's words at the time. He always considered the sex with Chichi good, but now… Vegeta's aroma, his power, his strong, muscular body was the completion he had longed to have for all eternity.

Soon Goku realized that Vegeta wasn't beneath him anymore. He was on top of him! Goku tried to change their position back, but then Vegeta bit him! Goku bit him back and tried again to push Vegeta beneath him. Vegeta growled and held still. After several seconds of them growling, clawing and biting like animals, their clothes had been torn and shredded.

Goku soon lost all control. The feelings were just too intense. He had never felt such want, such need and lust. His growling stopped to be replaced by a deep purring. Vegeta began purr, too. The prince had won this battle.

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INSERTION OF A SEX SCENE. If you want to read the uncut version, go to AdultFanFiction net. My penname there is the same.

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Goku tried to catch his breath. That had been awesome! Goku folded Vegeta in his arms, his prince still inside him. Vegeta nestled his head in the crook of Goku's shoulder. And he had been trying to prevent that! Goku nuzzled Vegeta's neck.

"Vegeta, Vegeta…" The monster…it had never existed. The feelings he had for this man couldn't be a part of that monster. Never.

Goku gently stroked Vegeta's back. He tightened his arms when Vegeta tried to pull away. "Again?" Goku softly suggested. Their little 'monkeying around' lasted not more than six or five minutes. Goku wanted more.

Vegeta shook his head, pulled away and laid down next to Goku with his back to him. Goku felt a warm liquid seeping from himself. The room was soon filled with Vegeta's scent. Goku's arousal increased. He tried to turn Vegeta around. The prince wouldn't let him. Goku tried to look at Vegeta's face. The prince wouldn't let him. A tight knot formed in Goku's stomach.

"Is something wrong?"

Vegeta shook his head.

Goku noticed that Vegeta's back was shaking. He reached for Vegeta.

"Don't touch me."

Fear flashed through Goku's mind. He cringed inwardly. "Vegeta, no…" Goku grabbed Vegeta around his waist and pulled the unwilling prince to himself. Vegeta tried to get free, but Goku held on tight. Vegeta hid his face into the pillow. "Do you regret this?"

Vegeta didn't say anything, but his shoulders began to shake even more. Goku was afraid. What was wrong? He stroked Vegeta's back soothingly. "Everything is alright…" Goku kissed Vegeta's nape. "If it's because of me… I didn't want to hurt you." Goku desperately tried to get Vegeta to speak. "Please, say something." Goku felt tears prick his eyes. He couldn't understand what was wrong. Everything had seemed so perfect before…

Kakarott's pleas were making Vegeta's heart ache. He didn't want to hurt the other Saiyan. Then why was he hurting him? Why was he hurting himself? Was it so wrong that he wanted nothing more than to just give in into those warm soothing hands? Was it so wrong to just accept the situation, to simply make peace with the fact? Kakarott had returned what he thought he had stolen. So why not just accept it? Fuck pride! Kakarott was more worthy than he, the Prince of All Saiyans, himself.

Goku tried everything he could think of to make the prince respond to him. He touched and caressed and whispered soothingly. Goku was near to panicking. But after awhile he noticed that Vegeta was calming down.

"I cannot believe that I am in love with a third class moron."

Goku blinked, surprised. He slowly turned Vegeta to face him. Vegeta didn't protest this time.

"It's not that bad… You might have fallen in love with Yamcha," Goku said.

Vegeta sighed. "Hn." It was so…unfulfilling. He had accepted his feelings. He had accepted Kakarott for who he was. He had sacrificed his pride. He gave Kakarott everything, completely voluntary. But something was missing. Vegeta sighed, looking away.

Goku frowned. "Vegeta. What do you want to hear from me?" Goku leaned down to kiss Vegeta then withdrew, making the prince face him. "Do you want to hear that I love you more than my own life? That I have never felt anything like this before? That we will be happy together?" Goku didn't break the eye contact even once. "Because that's what I feel. That's what I want." Goku's heart leapt for joy when he saw that Vegeta was relieved. He was happy. Goku folded the prince in his arms.

Vegeta buried his face in Goku's chest. "You realize this will have consequences?" Vegeta's voice trembled a bit.

Goku dipped his face into Vegeta's hair, lightly kissing the silky strands. "Would you like to live with me?" Goku felt Vegeta's breathing hitch. He felt a sudden fear. Was there some reason that Vegeta wouldn't want to live with him? He wanted to see Vegeta's eyes, but the prince still had his face buried in his chest.

"Yes, I would like to," Vegeta said, lifting his head to look at Goku.

THE END

Note 1: To Hell Together was beta-read by Sabi-san.

Note 2: The story was written in summer, 2004.

Note 3: There's a sequel. Its title is Come Together. It is an adventure story.

Note 4: Thanks to everyone who reviewed!