Difference

The darkness had caught me,
I feel it taking me away,
But I refuse to struggle,
I refuse to try and escape.

My body grows cold,
My breathing is short,
I look at my arm and see the reason why,
My blood is free and falling away,
Falling from me like crimson tears of joy.
I smile as I take my last breath,
Smile at thought of leaving this world behind.

I have always hated this world,
Hated not fitting in,
I have tried my hardest,
But I know I will always fail.
This world is too violent,
There is far too much death,
I wish I had never came to this worthless world,
Came to this world full of pain.

I feel myself floating away,
I smile as I look down at myself,
Lying motionless on the floor.
I watch as my friends enter and stare,
Stare as my blood lies on the floor,
I watch as their tears mix with my blood,
Their tears are willing me back.

My soul is free after years of hurt,
It is now no longer restrained by life.
My death was a nightmare to those who cared,
But to me it was a dream,
But sadly my dream is not meant to come true.
I feel sad as I float back to them,
As I re-enter my body and breath once again,
I have only one thought on my mind,
Will my life ever make a difference in this dark and cold place,
Or will it just bring me more pain?

Absolutely pointless: I don't own Teen Titan's, wish I did though. Based on Starfire or maybe even Raven's POV.