On that winter night when Shimi was rushed to a doctor she had a baby boy. Her and Gojyo were now parents.

Now, I'm sure whoever has found this journal and is reading it is wondering why I started it. Why write all this? This is actually meant to go to my son, when he is older. I wanted to make sure all of this was written down, so that he would know what kind of person his mother was. She was a wonderful woman. Now, I will write down something I never wanted too. This will also be for my son, so that he can remember and truly understand what happened when he was nearly three.

Dokugaikuji came over to their house for a visit. Things were great at first. They were laughing and joking as if they always had. Then they heard screams. Shimi ran and headed toward them.

"Shimi!" Jien and Gojyo both yelled at once.

"Dammit! I was ready to kill myself for these people before! I'll do it now if I must," Kanashimi yelled as she ran out the door. She didn't have to go far as demons were right outside the door. She fought them off, but since there were so many she was being pushed back into the house.

"Gojyo! Keep an eye on Little Gonou! Doku! Get you butt over here and help out!"

So, we fought like that for nearly fifteen minutes. We were all so tired.

"Gojyo!" Shimi yelled as she ran toward him. She made It in front of him just in time…

…To receive the fatal blow herself. I saw her as she was stabbed through the chest. She had enough strength to turn and kill the attacker before she collapsed. Dokugaiji took care of the rest of the demons. We then both kneels by her body and watched helplessly as she slipped away into death.

Kanashimi opened her eyes and stared at the two of them for a moment. She then said, "When I saw your hair and eyes, it was the first time I hadn't seen blood in the color," she reached up and lightly held a lock of his hair in her hand. "Only one other person had red hair that did not remind me of blood, and that is out so…" her hand fell to the ground and her eyes rolled into her head.

Gojyo heard his child stir awake and stood up taking him in his arms. Gojyo's eyes were filled with tears. His son looked around a bit and saw Dokugaiji as he stood and his father, Gojyo.

"Where's Mommy?" The little boy asked, not knowing what happened.

Gojyo was quite, the tears spilling down his face.

Dokugaiji answered, "Mommy had to go away."

"Oh. Ok," he said with an unknowing tone.

A/N: what did you think? Sorry if it seems rushed I did his at 1 in the morning hope you enjoyed. I may do a fan fiction upon a request! Just ask and I'll see what I can do!

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