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Invisible
By Ange Bleu
Disclaimer: I do not own Beyblade. Lyrics are mine.
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Hey. I'm Ange Bleu. This is my first fanfic, so I hope you'll enjoy it. Please review when you've finished. Be kind, please!
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{Kai, Rei & Tala, in this fic is in Yr 12}
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Chapter One!
Diary.
I hate this.
Why am I forced to be in the company of these morons, day in and day out? I have no need of an education. I'm more educated then all of the fools who call themselves teachers!
When will they realise I'm not like the others. I have no need for friends, for companionship. I am fine alone. Not with these talentless idiots who I call my classmates.
As I understand the whole lecture that moron is saying, can I please just ignore him? And perhaps just write in my notebook?
Please note: Although, I have a notebook that does NOT make me one of those geeks. I simply have a notebook to write down any amazing thoughts and ideas which may help future Hiwataris, who will look up to my brilliance.
Kai Hiwatari Tuesday 6th, April, 2004.
The blue-haired boy looked up from his notebook in satisfaction. His teacher cast an amused glance at the boy's fierce glare. His teacher knew how talented the Hiwatari boy was. But the boy was said to be mentally unstable and not be messed with. Therefore his teacher treated him like all the others.
No-one knew much about Kai Hiwatari, but many rumours were circulated. Some said he was scarred from an murder attempt, which explained the odd blue triangle tattoos on his face. Others said he had witnessed something which no-one was supposed to know about and that the Government had bought his silence. However, the most- popular rumour said he was just an attention-seeker.
The quiet, ebony-haired boy who sat a seat away from Kai knew otherwise. He had been on Kai's legendary team, The BladeBreakers. The boy was called Rei Kon and was believed to be one of the only people Kai ever spoke to. But it was as if Kai never spoke to anyone, Kai never said more then two words to Rei. As much as he tried to hide, it hurt Rei deeply. He had thought them to be friends after their World Championship win. But he had been wrong. Rei was no closer to Kai then they had been when they first started. The others, Tyson, Kenny and Max had long given up on trying to know Kai. But Rei refused to believe that. He was determined to know Kai.
The boy in question was writing his scattered thoughts down. The words joined together to form a song, startling the writer. //What? // Kai thought, reading the words:
Invisible.
Am I here or am I gone?
Why am I alive, when I feel dead?
Am I really here or am I......long gone?
Invisible.
I know,
It's not easy...to see me,
To know me.
Behind the facade,
Is the real me.
Find me, I'm here.
//It sounds like....i want....someone to know the real me.... That's not true! I am alone and will always remain alone// He tried to clear his thoughts and continued to scribble in his notebook.
The glares, the smirks,
They're just a lie.
The slashes on my wrists,
They're no lie.
This isn't the way to live,
But how can I break free?
// What??? My wrists???// Kai stared down at his wrists, the faint scars showing his attempt at...taking his life. It shamed him when he thought of that moment of his weakness; he had tried to...end it all. He hated himself even more when it failed. //What kind of fool can't even..... STOP IT!! // He shouted at himself silently. //You sicken me. // his cruel inner voice taunted.
Rei glanced over at Kai, who was no doubt utterly bored. Rei gasped in shock as Kai sat blankly, obviously having some sort of inward struggle, Kai's fists were clenched tightly. //Kai! //Rei wanted to call to him. //What's wrong? // He longed to reassure him. Kai silently recovered and continued to write in the notebook he always wrote in. //I'd give anything to know what's in that notebook! // //Oh Kai! //Rei sighed and stared back up at the blackboard. Solving Algebra was easier then trying to figure out Kai Hiwatari.
Kai continued to madly write in his notebook. The words poured onto the page in his precise handwriting.
Hiding.
Crying.
Pretending the pain isn't there.
But it's there and it's growing.
Help me.
I'm falling...
//Help??? I DO NOT need help! Why am I writing this shit down??? I've finished with that 'friendship' crap. Friendship leads to trouble and sadness..... NO! Don't go there! // He shouted again inwardly. The bell rung, jerking him out of his confused thoughts. He grabbed his books and hurried out of the classroom, avoiding the curious glances of his classmates.
Rei followed Kai out of the room, towards his locker. Rei wanted to ask what was wrong but Kai whirled around before he could say anything. Kai yelled furiously at Rei. "Why are you following me?" Rei flinched and answered quietly, "Kai. What's wrong? In class..." Kai froze and stared at Rei. Kai turned and replied coldly, "It doesn't concern you. Just leave me alone!" Kai glared at Rei and walked stiffly to his next class, leaving the mystified Rei behind. //Kai! Don't shut me out! I just want to help me! // Rei screamed silently. //What can I do? // Rei sighed and followed Kai to class.
"Class! We have a new student joining us today." Kai's and Rei's teacher announced to the class. //Great!// Kai contemplated, // another moron to deal with// A tall red-haired boy walked into the room, casting a hostile ice-blue gaze around the class. Rei stared suspiciously at him. He seemed to be familiar. "Please welcome....Tala Valkov. Mr Valkov comes from Russia. Isn't that right, MrValkov?" Kai's head which had been resting on the desk, jerked up in shock. //Tala?// Kai thought, //what the hell are you doing here? // Tala rolled his eyes and answered, "Yes." "Not much of a talker, eh? Sit down, then!" Their teacher pointed out a seat next to Rei, who stared at Tala.
Tala ignored the gazes and sat down. //Rei, huh? Guess it really is a small world? // Tala thought, wryly. //Wait...if Rei was here then the other BladeBreakers would be too// Tala cast a careful glance around the classroom. He gaped in shock as a pair of mahogany eyes glared at him. //Kai! //Tala continued to stare at Kai. Tala had last seen him in the World Championships. Kai had rejoined the Abbey and Tala couldn't have been happier. It had all fallen apart when Kai left the Abbey and rejoined The BladeBreakers, that pathetic excuse for a team. Somehow, they had managed to beat the Abbey's elite and sent the Abbey's founder, Voltaire into jail.
A note appeared on his desk and Tala curiously opened it up.
Hi Tala. It's been a long time. If you're thinking of talking to Kai, don't bother. He's really angry today. Well. Talk to ya after class, alright? Rei.
Tala wrote back quickly to Rei. He passed it back carefully avoiding Rei's eyes. //How had he known? That I wanted to talk to Kai? // Tala mused. //Duh! You've only been staring at him, since you came in// his inner voice told him. //Wait, now is not the time// Tala sighed and stared listlessly out the window.
//Tala? // Kai thought. //What the hell is he doing here? // Kai thought hard. //Why? // Kai finally found the conclusion he had been looking for. //Voltaire. He's here on that bastard's orders// Kai thought angrily. He looked over at Tala, who had been staring at him too. Tala tore away his gaze, but a faint red tinge appeared on his pale cheeks. //He doesn't look to good// Kai thought as he studied Tala carefully. //Tala's thinner and looks kinda washed-out// Kai mused, a hint of worry creeping into his thoughts. //What's he to you anyway! He's nothing! Don't waste your time on trash like him! // His inner voice told him, angrily. //He's nothing! Forget him! //The voice continued to rage at him. //Right// Kai absentmindedly replied. He stabbed his notebook angrily. //Why am I writing all this shit down? // He thought staring down at the pages filled with the eerie song written on it. //I'll finish it. And then burn it. Stupid song// Kai thought maliciously.
I'm falling deeper.
I need someone....to help me out.
I need you.
Help me.
//I'm falling? What the? Man, is this song confused! // Kai thought bemusedly, while he tore out the pages the song was written on. //Whatever. Two more classes and I can get out of this hell-hole// Kai placed his head onto his desk and slept for the rest of the class.
Rei watched the unspoken exchange between Kai and Tala, sharply. //Ha. Tala's blushing// Rei thought smirking. //Kai doesn't pay Tala anymore attention then he does to anyone else. Hmm. Wonder why? // Rei thought, watching Tala stare at his desk a little TOO observantly. Rei gazed over at Kai, he was studying Tala carefully. //That's odd. Why is Kai staring at Tala? He looks almost...concerned// Rei thought jealously. //Jealous, are we? // His inner voice asked, mockingly. //Me? No. Of course not! // Rei replied a little too quickly. Rei sighed and thought //Well nothing would ever come out of it. Kai doesn't love or even like anything//
As he was walking out of the class room, Tala noticed a couple of notes left on Kai's desk. He curiously went over and picked them up and began to read them. //I didn't know Kai was.....suicidal. Shit! He never told me! // Tala thought as he reread the notes. He heard footsteps coming back towards the classroom. //That's Kai! // He thought panicking. //Wait! Finish it off// He hurriedly wrote down the last verse.
I'm right here.
See me.
Watch me...fall.
Help me up.
Make me live again.
He placed the notes back onto the desk and rushed out of the room, almost knocking Rei down. "Rei! What are you doing here?" Tala asked. Rei smiled and pointed to the textbook left on his desk. "I forgot that. How're you doing?" Rei asked casually as he collected his books. Tala replied, "Uh, fine. Its lunch right?" Rei answered happily "Yeah. Are you going?" Tala glanced over at the notes and replied, "Yeah."
End of Chapter One!
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Well dahlins', what do you think? Please review!
X Ange Bleu
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If you want to read some excellent stories, try these ones by my cousin, KOO (Kai's One & Only):
Traditions PG-13 Romance/Drama
Straight Eye for the Queer Guy PG-13 Humour
This isn't life PG-13 Angst/Romance
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* This fic is dedicated to my cousin, Cleo, as thanks for always being there for me. *
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Invisible
By Ange Bleu
Disclaimer: I do not own Beyblade. Lyrics are mine.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Hey. I'm Ange Bleu. This is my first fanfic, so I hope you'll enjoy it. Please review when you've finished. Be kind, please!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
{Kai, Rei & Tala, in this fic is in Yr 12}
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Chapter One!
Diary.
I hate this.
Why am I forced to be in the company of these morons, day in and day out? I have no need of an education. I'm more educated then all of the fools who call themselves teachers!
When will they realise I'm not like the others. I have no need for friends, for companionship. I am fine alone. Not with these talentless idiots who I call my classmates.
As I understand the whole lecture that moron is saying, can I please just ignore him? And perhaps just write in my notebook?
Please note: Although, I have a notebook that does NOT make me one of those geeks. I simply have a notebook to write down any amazing thoughts and ideas which may help future Hiwataris, who will look up to my brilliance.
Kai Hiwatari Tuesday 6th, April, 2004.
The blue-haired boy looked up from his notebook in satisfaction. His teacher cast an amused glance at the boy's fierce glare. His teacher knew how talented the Hiwatari boy was. But the boy was said to be mentally unstable and not be messed with. Therefore his teacher treated him like all the others.
No-one knew much about Kai Hiwatari, but many rumours were circulated. Some said he was scarred from an murder attempt, which explained the odd blue triangle tattoos on his face. Others said he had witnessed something which no-one was supposed to know about and that the Government had bought his silence. However, the most- popular rumour said he was just an attention-seeker.
The quiet, ebony-haired boy who sat a seat away from Kai knew otherwise. He had been on Kai's legendary team, The BladeBreakers. The boy was called Rei Kon and was believed to be one of the only people Kai ever spoke to. But it was as if Kai never spoke to anyone, Kai never said more then two words to Rei. As much as he tried to hide, it hurt Rei deeply. He had thought them to be friends after their World Championship win. But he had been wrong. Rei was no closer to Kai then they had been when they first started. The others, Tyson, Kenny and Max had long given up on trying to know Kai. But Rei refused to believe that. He was determined to know Kai.
The boy in question was writing his scattered thoughts down. The words joined together to form a song, startling the writer. //What? // Kai thought, reading the words:
Invisible.
Am I here or am I gone?
Why am I alive, when I feel dead?
Am I really here or am I......long gone?
Invisible.
I know,
It's not easy...to see me,
To know me.
Behind the facade,
Is the real me.
Find me, I'm here.
//It sounds like....i want....someone to know the real me.... That's not true! I am alone and will always remain alone// He tried to clear his thoughts and continued to scribble in his notebook.
The glares, the smirks,
They're just a lie.
The slashes on my wrists,
They're no lie.
This isn't the way to live,
But how can I break free?
// What??? My wrists???// Kai stared down at his wrists, the faint scars showing his attempt at...taking his life. It shamed him when he thought of that moment of his weakness; he had tried to...end it all. He hated himself even more when it failed. //What kind of fool can't even..... STOP IT!! // He shouted at himself silently. //You sicken me. // his cruel inner voice taunted.
Rei glanced over at Kai, who was no doubt utterly bored. Rei gasped in shock as Kai sat blankly, obviously having some sort of inward struggle, Kai's fists were clenched tightly. //Kai! //Rei wanted to call to him. //What's wrong? // He longed to reassure him. Kai silently recovered and continued to write in the notebook he always wrote in. //I'd give anything to know what's in that notebook! // //Oh Kai! //Rei sighed and stared back up at the blackboard. Solving Algebra was easier then trying to figure out Kai Hiwatari.
Kai continued to madly write in his notebook. The words poured onto the page in his precise handwriting.
Hiding.
Crying.
Pretending the pain isn't there.
But it's there and it's growing.
Help me.
I'm falling...
//Help??? I DO NOT need help! Why am I writing this shit down??? I've finished with that 'friendship' crap. Friendship leads to trouble and sadness..... NO! Don't go there! // He shouted again inwardly. The bell rung, jerking him out of his confused thoughts. He grabbed his books and hurried out of the classroom, avoiding the curious glances of his classmates.
Rei followed Kai out of the room, towards his locker. Rei wanted to ask what was wrong but Kai whirled around before he could say anything. Kai yelled furiously at Rei. "Why are you following me?" Rei flinched and answered quietly, "Kai. What's wrong? In class..." Kai froze and stared at Rei. Kai turned and replied coldly, "It doesn't concern you. Just leave me alone!" Kai glared at Rei and walked stiffly to his next class, leaving the mystified Rei behind. //Kai! Don't shut me out! I just want to help me! // Rei screamed silently. //What can I do? // Rei sighed and followed Kai to class.
"Class! We have a new student joining us today." Kai's and Rei's teacher announced to the class. //Great!// Kai contemplated, // another moron to deal with// A tall red-haired boy walked into the room, casting a hostile ice-blue gaze around the class. Rei stared suspiciously at him. He seemed to be familiar. "Please welcome....Tala Valkov. Mr Valkov comes from Russia. Isn't that right, MrValkov?" Kai's head which had been resting on the desk, jerked up in shock. //Tala?// Kai thought, //what the hell are you doing here? // Tala rolled his eyes and answered, "Yes." "Not much of a talker, eh? Sit down, then!" Their teacher pointed out a seat next to Rei, who stared at Tala.
Tala ignored the gazes and sat down. //Rei, huh? Guess it really is a small world? // Tala thought, wryly. //Wait...if Rei was here then the other BladeBreakers would be too// Tala cast a careful glance around the classroom. He gaped in shock as a pair of mahogany eyes glared at him. //Kai! //Tala continued to stare at Kai. Tala had last seen him in the World Championships. Kai had rejoined the Abbey and Tala couldn't have been happier. It had all fallen apart when Kai left the Abbey and rejoined The BladeBreakers, that pathetic excuse for a team. Somehow, they had managed to beat the Abbey's elite and sent the Abbey's founder, Voltaire into jail.
A note appeared on his desk and Tala curiously opened it up.
Hi Tala. It's been a long time. If you're thinking of talking to Kai, don't bother. He's really angry today. Well. Talk to ya after class, alright? Rei.
Tala wrote back quickly to Rei. He passed it back carefully avoiding Rei's eyes. //How had he known? That I wanted to talk to Kai? // Tala mused. //Duh! You've only been staring at him, since you came in// his inner voice told him. //Wait, now is not the time// Tala sighed and stared listlessly out the window.
//Tala? // Kai thought. //What the hell is he doing here? // Kai thought hard. //Why? // Kai finally found the conclusion he had been looking for. //Voltaire. He's here on that bastard's orders// Kai thought angrily. He looked over at Tala, who had been staring at him too. Tala tore away his gaze, but a faint red tinge appeared on his pale cheeks. //He doesn't look to good// Kai thought as he studied Tala carefully. //Tala's thinner and looks kinda washed-out// Kai mused, a hint of worry creeping into his thoughts. //What's he to you anyway! He's nothing! Don't waste your time on trash like him! // His inner voice told him, angrily. //He's nothing! Forget him! //The voice continued to rage at him. //Right// Kai absentmindedly replied. He stabbed his notebook angrily. //Why am I writing all this shit down? // He thought staring down at the pages filled with the eerie song written on it. //I'll finish it. And then burn it. Stupid song// Kai thought maliciously.
I'm falling deeper.
I need someone....to help me out.
I need you.
Help me.
//I'm falling? What the? Man, is this song confused! // Kai thought bemusedly, while he tore out the pages the song was written on. //Whatever. Two more classes and I can get out of this hell-hole// Kai placed his head onto his desk and slept for the rest of the class.
Rei watched the unspoken exchange between Kai and Tala, sharply. //Ha. Tala's blushing// Rei thought smirking. //Kai doesn't pay Tala anymore attention then he does to anyone else. Hmm. Wonder why? // Rei thought, watching Tala stare at his desk a little TOO observantly. Rei gazed over at Kai, he was studying Tala carefully. //That's odd. Why is Kai staring at Tala? He looks almost...concerned// Rei thought jealously. //Jealous, are we? // His inner voice asked, mockingly. //Me? No. Of course not! // Rei replied a little too quickly. Rei sighed and thought //Well nothing would ever come out of it. Kai doesn't love or even like anything//
As he was walking out of the class room, Tala noticed a couple of notes left on Kai's desk. He curiously went over and picked them up and began to read them. //I didn't know Kai was.....suicidal. Shit! He never told me! // Tala thought as he reread the notes. He heard footsteps coming back towards the classroom. //That's Kai! // He thought panicking. //Wait! Finish it off// He hurriedly wrote down the last verse.
I'm right here.
See me.
Watch me...fall.
Help me up.
Make me live again.
He placed the notes back onto the desk and rushed out of the room, almost knocking Rei down. "Rei! What are you doing here?" Tala asked. Rei smiled and pointed to the textbook left on his desk. "I forgot that. How're you doing?" Rei asked casually as he collected his books. Tala replied, "Uh, fine. Its lunch right?" Rei answered happily "Yeah. Are you going?" Tala glanced over at the notes and replied, "Yeah."
End of Chapter One!
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Well dahlins', what do you think? Please review!
X Ange Bleu
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
If you want to read some excellent stories, try these ones by my cousin, KOO (Kai's One & Only):
Traditions PG-13 Romance/Drama
Straight Eye for the Queer Guy PG-13 Humour
This isn't life PG-13 Angst/Romance
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* This fic is dedicated to my cousin, Cleo, as thanks for always being there for me. *
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