By: Imitation L
SPECIAL CHAPTER If only… (Kamio's point of view)
L's notes:// this chapter will bring you to utter realms of confusion. You probably will wonder what's going on and why this is happening. You'll probably call my ISP and ban my Internet forever. No it's not that serious, I promise. It's just a little window to bring the sunshine in. A little window to let the future stories shine through, or else I can't end it like this.
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"Hai, Kamio desu."
"I'm sorry…""I can't believe he hurt you like that..."
"Leave him!""I'm sure..."
"Ja... "
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That's all there is, isn't there?
It's been a while since I've heard her voice. Trembling with fear, as I can imagine small pearls of tears rolling down her pink flushed cheek. Utterly confused, wondering how anyone can hurt her so bad. Her naive innocence is shattered, welcoming her again into the world, the reality.
I can imagine her eyes, darkened, possessed by the evil forces of veracity. Pulling her out of her sweet reverie. I can imagine her walking through the rain, her hair drenched with the dirty rain water, her clothes washed with the sky's moaning, crying out for justice. I can imagine her shoes loosening it self as she walks past her childhood memories. The rain is continuing, slapping her arm with its cold grin. I can imagine her unbelievable face, covered with mud, as she collapses to the ground.
I can imagine…
No, I can't imagine anymore. I will kill myself if anything else happens to her. My heart rips in two as her voice cries out, a quiet sniffle.
My fingers glided around the cell phone, clicking on various buttons. Avoiding the one I should be touching. I opened my message folders, finding the few painful texts, the few that drove me through insanity, those that forced me to skip practice. Those moments of impulse, those that...
My only wish was to be with her, to make her happy and cherish the times that we have together. But it's selfish to wish for things that would only benefit myself. Once my wish is fulfilled, someone else's' is left heart broken. The tears will never stop.
"Mail! Mail! Mail!" Someone just send a message.
"Kamio-Kun, thank you for always being there for me. Without you, who knows what could have happened now. Thank you for constantly worrying about me. Everything will be okay now. It will be…okay"
So what happens now?
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L's notes :// It's super short isn't it? It's not considered a chapter, like I said. UTTER REALMS OF CONFUSION.