Desire? Fuji closed eyes for a second. When was the last time that I had
desire to get a thing eagerly? He wasn't sure but certainly it was very
long time ago. Or he never felt such a that way. Fuji's eyes were following
a boy who had Fila cap on, trying to focus on the ball that Inui just hit.
His golden eyes only looked for one goal. What did he say when I asked him
why he started to play tennis? - Fuji asked himself. Wasn't it 'I wanna be
strong- more, more to beat a person who I've been willing to.'? For
instant, Fuji have had desire to kill a person that Ryoma referred to. At
the same time, he had curiosity about the person who motivated Ryoma this
much, so that his golden eyes always follow through future.
"Thanks for good game, Inui senpai."
Fuji returned to reality from flashback immediately as Ryoma spoke to Inui. Practice was over.
============================= scar I ================================
Everyone was gone except Ryoma and Fuji. Ryoma's tennis polo shirt was wet by all sweats so that its smell filled the room. Unconsciously, without noticing Fuji, Ryoma was changing his clothes and Fuji was watching Ryoma changing clothes. Sadly, it seemed like Ryoma would not take off all clothes. Simply he just took off shirt and changed it.
Why care? Fuji asked himself. There is no reason to be crazy into this little boy. He looks like fragile but Fuji knew that he had strong characteristic that appeals to anyone unlike other freshmen. He was very determined. It was obvious that it is rare to meet this type of person but it does not mean anything. But Fuji could not deny his feeling when he saw Ryoma at very first time.
Infinite desire. Fuji wanted everything of Ryoma. That desire, brought even cruelty. Fuji wanted to have Ryoma crying under him. Desire to restrict him, hide him forever. That would feel really good- Fuji thought. While thinking, Fuji noticed something weird when Ryoma accidently took off his wrist band. (Actually it would be proper to say the wrist band just dropped off when Ryoma was taking off his shirt.) There was a big, huge scar which looked just new.
Fuji was surprised. Very surprised so that he was breathless for a moment. But soon he thought that it would be a good chance for him to get approach to his goal, which was gaining Ryoma. So he stepped up, approached to Ryoma. Because Ryoma noticed Fuji's existence on a sudden, he gasped with astonishment.
"Fuji senpai, I just got astounded because of you!"
Ryoma smiled to Fuji and said it as if he does not know Fuji saw it. But Fuji noticed that Ryoma's arm was shaking little bit and his left hand was trying to cover the scar on right arm. Scar was at the artery, deep reddish color.
"Echizen, why do you have this scar, which looks like very new?"
Fuji's eyes glared as hunter's eyes. As if feeling uneasiness of being dissected, Ryoma tried to get away from Fuji's sight. With cold voice, Ryoma calmed himself down and asked Fuji.
"Why do you care?"
Ryoma's eyes glared. Golden eyes were just like shiny sun. Fuji's eyes were opened unlike usual. Ryoma tried to take out his arm which Fuji was holding tightly. Everything seemed golden, a color of desire and passion. Color of corruption, Fuji thought for a instance. So Fuji thought that it would feel good if he gets it. Tightly brought breath just passed by Ryoma's neck. Ryoma gasped.
"Why do I care?"
Fuji's eyes glared with desire. The room was golden, filled by golden sunshine.
"Because you caught my eyes. It's your fault."
If you had not come here....... If you had not caught my sight, you could've had life without me.
Fuji's lips were just closed to Ryoma's lips. Ryoma did not close his eyes. Instead, he pused Fuji and covered his right arm with left hand as if trying to hide something out of Fuji. Fuji's eyes were cold as its sapphire color. It brought fears to Ryoma.
"......Hm.......Refusing? It could've been better if you did not refuse."
Fuji holded Ryoma's hand. With Fuji's sudden force, Ryoma could not cover his arm with hand anymore. Big, red scar showed up in Ryoma's wrist. It looked pretty new, its scar was deep and keen. Perfectly reddish, as if it's bleeding. What was it called? Fuji tried to recall what he read from newspaper. It was self-mutilation.
"Try to kill yourself, huh-? Is there any reason behind it? Or are you just masochist who loves having pain?"
Ryoma did not answer. Fuji let go Ryoma. Soon Ryoma's eyes followed Fuji as his astonishment with Fuji's action. Because he did not expect that Fuji would let him go without any asking, so his eyes were filled with suspicion and confusion.
"Why are you letting me go?"
"Well, you will see."
Fuji smiled. Cynical smile with full of joy, Fuji enjoyed it. He enjoyed what will happen next. Yes, there is enough time. Plenty of time to enjoy- till I get Echizen in my arms.
"You will see."
Rain just stopped after Fuji left Ryoma in the room alone, who covered the scar with wrist band as soon as Fuji left.
By. kanei From. msn. [email protected]
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Hajimemashite. I am a fan of Ryoma. I like Ryoma as bottom (uke). But I can also stand for Ryoma as top (seme). I'm so addicted to Ryoma so that now I don't really care about the position, just love when Ryoma shows up! But I still prefer Ryoma as Uke. I am actually dezuryo base, but go for any Ryoma uke:D If you are also Ryoma's fan, I would feel happy to talk to you about tennis no ohjisama and Ryoma:D It's my first time to write tenipuri fanfiction in English. Although it is not good enough, please be generous with me.
I only use msn as messenger, Id is [email protected]. I go by kanei, but if it's hard to call you can call me kay or kane. Whatever makes you feel comfortable. My homepage is , it's both in Korean and English but since I am Korean and most of my doujin friends are Korean, works are mostly done in Korean. But if you wanna take a look, you are always welcomed! I like apocripha/0 as well so if you wanna talk about it, I'm always open to.
Having comments makes me feel happy, and it motivates me as well. :D I hope that I did not waste your time, and have a good day.
"Thanks for good game, Inui senpai."
Fuji returned to reality from flashback immediately as Ryoma spoke to Inui. Practice was over.
============================= scar I ================================
Everyone was gone except Ryoma and Fuji. Ryoma's tennis polo shirt was wet by all sweats so that its smell filled the room. Unconsciously, without noticing Fuji, Ryoma was changing his clothes and Fuji was watching Ryoma changing clothes. Sadly, it seemed like Ryoma would not take off all clothes. Simply he just took off shirt and changed it.
Why care? Fuji asked himself. There is no reason to be crazy into this little boy. He looks like fragile but Fuji knew that he had strong characteristic that appeals to anyone unlike other freshmen. He was very determined. It was obvious that it is rare to meet this type of person but it does not mean anything. But Fuji could not deny his feeling when he saw Ryoma at very first time.
Infinite desire. Fuji wanted everything of Ryoma. That desire, brought even cruelty. Fuji wanted to have Ryoma crying under him. Desire to restrict him, hide him forever. That would feel really good- Fuji thought. While thinking, Fuji noticed something weird when Ryoma accidently took off his wrist band. (Actually it would be proper to say the wrist band just dropped off when Ryoma was taking off his shirt.) There was a big, huge scar which looked just new.
Fuji was surprised. Very surprised so that he was breathless for a moment. But soon he thought that it would be a good chance for him to get approach to his goal, which was gaining Ryoma. So he stepped up, approached to Ryoma. Because Ryoma noticed Fuji's existence on a sudden, he gasped with astonishment.
"Fuji senpai, I just got astounded because of you!"
Ryoma smiled to Fuji and said it as if he does not know Fuji saw it. But Fuji noticed that Ryoma's arm was shaking little bit and his left hand was trying to cover the scar on right arm. Scar was at the artery, deep reddish color.
"Echizen, why do you have this scar, which looks like very new?"
Fuji's eyes glared as hunter's eyes. As if feeling uneasiness of being dissected, Ryoma tried to get away from Fuji's sight. With cold voice, Ryoma calmed himself down and asked Fuji.
"Why do you care?"
Ryoma's eyes glared. Golden eyes were just like shiny sun. Fuji's eyes were opened unlike usual. Ryoma tried to take out his arm which Fuji was holding tightly. Everything seemed golden, a color of desire and passion. Color of corruption, Fuji thought for a instance. So Fuji thought that it would feel good if he gets it. Tightly brought breath just passed by Ryoma's neck. Ryoma gasped.
"Why do I care?"
Fuji's eyes glared with desire. The room was golden, filled by golden sunshine.
"Because you caught my eyes. It's your fault."
If you had not come here....... If you had not caught my sight, you could've had life without me.
Fuji's lips were just closed to Ryoma's lips. Ryoma did not close his eyes. Instead, he pused Fuji and covered his right arm with left hand as if trying to hide something out of Fuji. Fuji's eyes were cold as its sapphire color. It brought fears to Ryoma.
"......Hm.......Refusing? It could've been better if you did not refuse."
Fuji holded Ryoma's hand. With Fuji's sudden force, Ryoma could not cover his arm with hand anymore. Big, red scar showed up in Ryoma's wrist. It looked pretty new, its scar was deep and keen. Perfectly reddish, as if it's bleeding. What was it called? Fuji tried to recall what he read from newspaper. It was self-mutilation.
"Try to kill yourself, huh-? Is there any reason behind it? Or are you just masochist who loves having pain?"
Ryoma did not answer. Fuji let go Ryoma. Soon Ryoma's eyes followed Fuji as his astonishment with Fuji's action. Because he did not expect that Fuji would let him go without any asking, so his eyes were filled with suspicion and confusion.
"Why are you letting me go?"
"Well, you will see."
Fuji smiled. Cynical smile with full of joy, Fuji enjoyed it. He enjoyed what will happen next. Yes, there is enough time. Plenty of time to enjoy- till I get Echizen in my arms.
"You will see."
Rain just stopped after Fuji left Ryoma in the room alone, who covered the scar with wrist band as soon as Fuji left.
By. kanei From. msn. [email protected]
===================================================================
Hajimemashite. I am a fan of Ryoma. I like Ryoma as bottom (uke). But I can also stand for Ryoma as top (seme). I'm so addicted to Ryoma so that now I don't really care about the position, just love when Ryoma shows up! But I still prefer Ryoma as Uke. I am actually dezuryo base, but go for any Ryoma uke:D If you are also Ryoma's fan, I would feel happy to talk to you about tennis no ohjisama and Ryoma:D It's my first time to write tenipuri fanfiction in English. Although it is not good enough, please be generous with me.
I only use msn as messenger, Id is [email protected]. I go by kanei, but if it's hard to call you can call me kay or kane. Whatever makes you feel comfortable. My homepage is , it's both in Korean and English but since I am Korean and most of my doujin friends are Korean, works are mostly done in Korean. But if you wanna take a look, you are always welcomed! I like apocripha/0 as well so if you wanna talk about it, I'm always open to.
Having comments makes me feel happy, and it motivates me as well. :D I hope that I did not waste your time, and have a good day.