Dear Journal,

What has happened? I know I should be rejoicing for Voldemort is gone. But there is no happiness for me. My life is shadowed with darkness and cruelty. My friends are gone ALL of my friends, the only friends I ever had and the only people I trusted with my secret. Sirius – he was like a brother to me and so were James and Peter. Sirius how could he do this? How could he kill them HOW? I would have thought it impossible for Sirius to kill Lily and James. But he did it I guess that he realy has changed from the fun loving always laughing Sirius I used to know. Peter – he was always slower than any of the Marauder's at dueling. It was very brave of him to go after Sirius I would have gone after him my self if it hadn't been a dratted full moon that night. Peter could be so stupid some times I just wish he was still here for me to talk to. James – He was my friend from the very first time we met on the train to Hogwarts. He was the first to find out my secret he we the first to guess. It was his idea to become Animagus he felt that I should not have to be alone, that friends where supposed to be with each other during there hardest times. Well he's not here now is he? No, he's dead. Dead because Sirius had to betray him. If Sirius was not locked up in Azkaban I could kill him I realy would! Its his, Sirius's, fault that I have no one to talk to, to be with, to confide in but a Journal. He killed James, Lily, and Peter! He deserves Azkaban every second of it!

A lonely Wolf