A bloody way to the paradise…

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Pairing: TezukaxFuji

Warning: Angst, Shonen ai, abuse, NCS, AU, OOC (Not too much I hope…)

Story: From hatred to love. Because of the tragedy for 10 years ago, Tezuka Kunimitsu swore that he would make Fuji Syusuke suffer, and he made it. But after finding out that Fuji was just another victim as him, was everything too late…

PS: This story is based on a Chinese BL (boy love) novel, "Desperate Love"

Note: My English not so good, please be nice to me. This chapter is corrected by Katie lamoreux (Thank you very much!!)

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Chapter 1:

Home… Finally home… Fuji Syusuke took a deep breath, and calmed himself down. He never wanted to return to this place, which he always saw in his nightmares again and again. If it were possible, he would never want to return. Never.

Fuji took a letter from his jacket and held it in front of his eyes.

The message read:

Dear uncle,

Father is very sick, please return home immediately!

- Your nephew, Fuji Kunimitsu.

He folded the letter nervously, and put it back in his pocket while he walked around the airport.

Suddenly, he heard someone calling his name behind him. Fuji turned to see a little boy, one that looked so like the one he never wanted to see again. The one who betrayed him ten years ago, the one who hurt him so badly.

"Uncle! Uncle Fuji! Is that really you?"

Before Fuji could react, the little boy continued cheerfully.

"I'm your nephew, Fuji. I'm here to bring you home uncle! By the way, welcome home!"

Finally... Finally he was back home, back to the big house that sat in the most expensive place in Japan where he had lived for fifteen years since his birth…

If he hadn't designed that stupid computer game, if he hadn't trusted her, he wouldn't have ended up hurting so many people from the company, and he wouldn't have left his home with a broken heart...

Fuji stepped out of the car looking at the big house sadly behind his sunglasses while he shouldered his belongings and headed towards the house.

Yuuta tried to help him with carrying his bags, but he just ignored him and turned away coldly.

Yuuta's face reminded him too much of her, and it made it hard to face him.

Although he felt somehow sorry for that little boy who was only trying to be nice to him. But even so, he didn't want to face him, he didn't want to face his mother, if that was possible…

Standing in front of the door to the house, he looked around nervously from behind his sunglasses while Yuuta caught up to him.

"Uncle, mother and my brother is home now, do you want me to call them no…"

"No" Fuji interjected coldly. "There's no need. If you'll excuse me, I would like to be alone now."

Before Yuuta could reply, Fuji walked fast away. He walked fast up the stairs, and headed directly to his father's room.

When he finally came to the door, and was ready to knock on it, a deep voice came from behind him.

"What are you doing here? And who are you?"

Fuji turned around, surprised, and saw a very good-looking man in a deep blue ensemble staring suspiciously at him. The man had a pair of the bluest eyes Fuji had ever seen. He looked tall and strong, unlike himself who happened to be rather small and thin.

Tezuka couldn't deny that the person standing in front of him was the most beautiful person he had ever seen in his life. He had a beautiful, stunning, face with framed by silky brown hair. Although his eyes were hidden behind sunglasses, Tezuka could imagine that he had a pair of lovely eyes. He was small and thin, and his skin was so white and clear that you could see a pinkish hue. This beautiful man couldn't be his 'uncle', could he? This is going to be fun…. Really fun!

"Dear uncle, welcome home. I'm your nephew Fuji Kunimitsu. Nice to meet you."

Although he was smiling at him, Fuji could feel that there was something more behind his smile, which made the back of his hair stand on end. There's something wrong with this man!

So this was Kunimitsu, his mysterious nephew. Funny, how come he didn't know that this nephew existed?

"Oh, I almost forgot that my dear uncle can't speak, how rude of me!"

Tezuka made a little laugh. It was as if he had just said something funny. There was a pang of pain in Fuji's heart. Right now, Fuji was really grateful that he was wearing sunglasses. Because Fuji didn't want to show this man any weakness! He wouldn't get defeated this time, no matter what he had to be strong! Although he's mute.

Fuji didn't want to spend too much time on this guy, all he wanted to do was see his father right away. He was really worried about him, the one he cared so much about. He'd been really shocked to know that his father had fallen so ill.

"Nice to meet you, but I'm going to see my father now. See you later" he said gesturing with his hands.

He didn't expect him to understand this sign language, and that was the point. Fuji didn't want to spend more time with 'talking' to this mysterious man. This man who called himself as his nephew was looking at him in a predatory way. And that made Fuji very uncomfortable.

When Fuji was about to enter the room, a light laughter arrested his movement.

"Dear uncle, don't be so rushed. By the way, your father's room is no longer on the second floor. He has moved to the first floor. Would you like me to show you?"

Fuji was really surprised that he actually understood sign language. But after hearing his mocking voice, Fuji stared at him angrily. Why did this guy always have to call him 'dear uncle'? It sounded so superfluous and disgusting and… fake. And there was something behind his voice that made Fuji's heart skips a beat every time he spoke. Could it be hatred? But why did he hate him? Fuji had never seen this guy before. Could this guy be one of them from ten years ago…? If so, then…

Before Fuji could think any further, his nephew grabbed his wrist and guided him to his father's room downstairs.

FATHER!

Fuji made a cry when he saw his father lying in the bed. He looked so thin and so sick! Fuji rushed to his father and took off his sunglasses while he held his father's arm in his shakily. He didn't even pay any heed to the woman sitting right beside his father's bed. All he cared about at present was his father.

How can he be so thin, cried Fuji. He could still remember how strong those arms felt every time his father hugged him. But right now, his father's hand felt so thin and weak. Fuji could feel the tears running down his face.

He knew it! Just as he'd imagined. Tezuka looked at those lovely blue eyes of Fuji. He knew those eyes would be more stunning than even his face, and he was right. This is going to be more interesting then he had ever dreamed. Tezuka smiled evilly at Fuji.

This is just the beginning, my dear uncle! You must be strong, if you want to last till the end!

Fuji made some "Ah ah" noises while he shook his father carefully. The old man opened his eyes slowly, and when he saw Fuji, he almost cried out with surprise, tears were streaming down his face.

"Syusuke! Syusuke… Oh my God, it's my dear Syusuke…"

The old man reached out his shaky hand to hug Fuji. When Fuji saw how weak his father was, more tears streamed down. He hugged his father tightly and cried in his embrace.

"I'm so happy to see you again... my son... I never thought that you would ever return to this place… God, Syusuke, I love you so much!"

Fuji sat up carefully while he made signs with his hand.

"I love you too, father. Please don't get too stressed. I'll come back later to see you"

The old man nodded and lay back in bed happily, and worried....

"Syusuke, my little brother! Long time no see!"

The woman was about to give Fuji a hug, but he stepped away from her quickly. He didn't want to talk to this woman, not even see her face again! He stared at the woman coldly while he lifted his hands.

"Yeah, long time no see. See you later"

That's it! When Fuji was about to leave, someone blocked his way. It was Kunimitsu, his so called nephew. He looked down at Fuji with a smile, a smile that made him very uncomfortable.

"Maybe I should introduce him to you, brother..." the woman said nervously feeling the chilly atmosphere between these two men.

"He's Tezuka Kunimitsu, my foster-son. He's one of the children from... the tragedy for ten years ago…"

Fuji couldn't believe what he had just heard from his sister. His head was spinning, and his whole body was shaking lightly while he looked at Tezuka Kunimitsu, shocked. How could they do this to him? How could they! Fuji felt suddenly very angry. Why? Why does this have to happen to him? It was not like he was the leader of the project, he was just another victim of the project!!!

"I see. I feel very tired now, please excuse me"

Fuji signed with his hands fast. When he was finished, he turned around and hurried upstairs to his room. It was true that he felt very tired now, both psychologically and physically.

Behind Fuji's back, a pair of amber eyes was following his every move.

Tezuka smiled coldly at him. You'll never escape from me, I will make you suffer for what you did! Tezuka followed Fuji up to his room.

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Fuji closed the door behind him and then threw himself on the bed. He was so tired, so tired… He had never felt so tired since the tragedy 10 years ago. Fuji unbuttoned his jacket, and placed it on the chair beside his bed. When he closed his eyes and was about to sleep, he heard someone entering his room. He sat up immediately, and eyed the person who was entering his room without permission.

It was Tezuka!

"You should knock before you enter!"

Fuji glared angrily at him, signing his hands irritably. How could this guy just enter his room without notice?

"Well, uncle, you didn't lock the door. And when people don't lock the door, it means that they don't mind people coming in."

What kind of a reason was that? Fuji glared angrily at him, who smiled mockingly in return, though his eyes were saying something else… Fuji felt the icy tendrils of fear ghosting his skin; he was afraid of this man, but he didn't show it. He had to be strong!

"What do you want?"

Asked Fuji, irritably.

"I need some help from my dear uncle. You have no choice. You owe me!"

Fuji stared shocked at him. Although he was smiling at him, it was obviously fake and… so cold. Fuji felt, suddenly, very cold, and wished that he hadn't taken off his jacket.

"I see. What do you want me to help you with? If I am able do it, I'll help you"

Tezuka laughed, a stale sort of bitter laugh.

"Of course you can do this."

He took a picture from his pocket and showed it to Fuji. On it was a very beautiful lady. Her face was very lovely, and her body shape voluptuous. Her eyes shined with infallible self-confidence.

"Do you know who she is?"

Fuji shook his head.

Tezuka gave him an 'I-knew-it' expression and continued.

"Her name is Miaka, she's one of the most famous idols in Japan right now.

Last year, she won the title: 'queen of models.'"

"Do you want me to pursue her for you?"

"No. I want you to get rid of her for me"

Fuji stared at him, confused. He wondered if he had just heard him wrong.

Looking at his confused expression, Tezuka laughed and continued.

"Yes, I want you to get rid of her for me"

"Why?"

"Why? That's a stupid question. I don't want her anymore; simple as that. She's a plague. I just went to bed with her only so many times, and now she thinks that she's my fucking wife. She even goes around and spreads rumours of that I've proposed to her. Fuck her, she's so fucking annoying! If she really wants to be someone's wife, she should go after her manager, or maybe the spokesman of the model competition? Do you really think that I'll have a whore as my wife?"

Fuji felt his cheeks burn with shame. How could this guy say something like that in such a dismissive way? Didn't he feel any shame at all? Fuji kept his face down, so that he wouldn't see how red his face had become.

"Then, what do you want me to do?"

Fuji felt a chill seeing his smile turn malicious.

"Do you know what the most important thing for a beautiful woman is?"

Fuji pointed at his face.

"That's it. There's a ball that she and I are invited to attend tomorrow. There will be many famous people and stars there, too. What I want to do is find a more beautiful date to insult her. And the best way to humiliate her is in the moment when she discovers that the woman who is more beautiful than her is a man."

Fuji still couldn't understand him. What was his job then? What did he want him to do? To find a beautiful cross-dresser? That would be really hard if he only had one day to look.

"Therefore, I think that you'll be the most suited person for this role."

WHAT?

Fuji's eyes almost fell from their sockets. Did he just say that he wanted him to dress as a woman for the ball tomorrow? NO WAY!!! There was no way that he'd dress as a woman in front of so many people!

Fuji shook his head desperately, he raised his hands and was about to protest, but Tezuka grabbed them so that he couldn't 'talk'.

"Remember, you owe me. Dear uncle!"

But this is crazy! Fuji shrieked, frustrated, inside himself. He could feel his grip tighten, and the pain shooting through his wrist made Fuji wan. He wanted to scream, but when he opened his mouth, there was only a weak 'ah ah' sound that came out.

"The Saint Maria Orphanage is a very beautiful place"

It came too sudden for Fuji to react. He could only look, bewildered, at Tezuka. Why did he mention St. Maria orphanage? The place where he'd spent 10 years of his life… The only place where he could find peace and happiness.

Tezuka's smile turned suddenly devilish. 'Danger' was the only word Fuji could think of.

"You don't want that beautiful building to be torn down, do you? And think about all those poor orphans there. No place to live, they'll end up in the street and their life will be miserable. Don't you agree, my dear uncle?"

Even though Tezuka sounded pathetic and fake, Fuji didn't have the capacity to become angry; he was too shocked and scared, though he hid it well under an icy mask.

"That's impossible!"

Fuji signed with panicked hands. It had to be a nightmare. He couldn't let more people get hurt because of him, like the tragedy 10 years ago. He couldn't allow more people to suffer, by his own folly, especially those innocent children!

"Haha, my dear uncle. It is possible. As long as I have the power and the money, I can do anything!"

While Tezuka laughed, he took a letter from his pocket and handed it to Fuji. Fuji took it warily. When he realized just what he had given him, he almost cried out. It was a copy of the contract to St. Maria orphanage.

Fuji looked bitterly at Tezuka. How could he be so cruel and crafty?

"Fine, I'll do it… As long as you don't touch St. Maria orphanage!"

"Great. If you agree, I'll pick you up tomorrow morning. Tomorrow, you'll be my woman. You need a nice dress and make-up. I don't want you to embarrass me."

Go to hell you bastard!!

Although Fuji didn't 'say' it aloud, Tezuka could read his message from his eyes. He only smiled deeper, and couldn't wait till tomorrow.

"I'll let you have some rest now, see you tomorrow, my dear uncle"

It was another sleepless night…. Since the tragedy 10 years prior, Fuji couldn't sleep well at this house.

After he moved to the US, he never had any problems with sleeping. However, tonight, after 10 years, he'd lost his sleep again. How ironic!

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To be continue…

Yay, this is the end of chapter one. I hope you guys like this fic so far. If you are wondering why I made Tezuka so evil, well, there's a reason for why he's so cold-blooded. But he's truly a nice person deep inside of him! Anyway, just keep on reading, you'll find more about everything.

One more thing, I will make Tezuka to fall in love with Fuji!!! They just need more time!!!

REVIEWS PLEASE!!! If not, I will be very sad -.-;;