I love you, just know that. You are the on ethat I need, my love of my life. I cannot live without you, you are the one that keeps me going throughout all these lng cold days, when he does nothing but abuse me, toture me. And you have it even worse, you are the one that takes most of it. I cannot let him hurt you anymore, I will protect you no matter what from that beast. That beautiful, wonderful beast that I want so badly.

But I don't want you. not like I want him. I want him, but I need you. I need you to be here for me. No one knows me like you do. No one loves me like you do. I want love, I need love. I need you with me. You're perfect in every single way. There's not a thing I would change about you, that's how much I love. I want him so much, you're the only one who stops me from doing something drastic about it. you're my stability.

You're my rock, my anchor. You're the one who keeps me grounded, keeps me sane. You're the one that stops me from going crazy with want. I want him so much, and you know that. how many nights have I fallen into your arms, letting my hatred for him, the hatred I feel because he chooses anyone and everyone over me spill out? I need you, I need your strength, your stability, I need your comforting grace around me.

You're the only one I can turn to. And you know that. and you love me whole heartedly. You love me more than anything else. I am the world to you. and you are the world to me. We live in our own little world, with only each other. It's just you and me my love. And he walks into it, and messes everything up. He messes everything up with his perfection that rivals your own. I want him so much, I would do anything to have him. anything but give up you. because as much as I want him, I need you.