A/N: This will be the last chapter to this story! If you wanna read more Literati's check my profile and my other stories (e.g. Getting Experienced, On The Run Again) or my new one-parter When You Think Of Me.
LAST CHAPTER:
"When she sent you here...why did you want to hurt Laurie?"
Rory shrugged and blushed lightly.
"She was me. How I should have been. How I was. If I couldn't be that then why should she...you know...? And I wanted back to New York...back to the drugs so I wouldn't have to think anymore..."
"Why me? Why did you want to drag me with you?"
Jess knew he was asking too many questions, but he was afraid that maybe she wouldn't ever want to talk about it again after this, and he needed to know.
Rory looked up at him again.
"At first...cause you were hot...the cause I felt like you could save me and I didn't wanted to be saved..."
"And now?"
"Cause I love you"
Jess was silent for a while. He had heard Laurie telling him she loved him before, so it was nothing new to him. But what her words did to him was so overwhelming. He felt his heart skip a beat, his blood suddenly rushing through his veins. She made him feel so damn alive. He could barely breathe, let alone speak, so he just sat there in silence.
Rory took his silence the wrong way and untangled herself from his arms. Tears were still in her eyes, a reminder of the conversation they had just had, and the emotions that had been exchanged between them.
"I...I'm sorry...I should...just...go...and stay there..."
She walked backwards to the door, her eyes fixed on the floor. It would just be mere seconds before she would run off, and Jess couldn't let that happen.
"No...don't..."
He walked up to her and grabbed her arm.
She held her breath for a second, then let out a shaky sigh as she relaxed against the door. She didn't dare to look up at him. He was going to reject her. He had to. She had fucked his life up so bad, made him lose his friends, his girl, the support from his uncle. All of Stars Hollow hated her for making him fail. There could never be a chance for them. Not like this. Not after what she had done. She had lost him before he had ever been hers. It made her feel like crying, but tears wouldn't show up. She was such a screw-up. She was a failure, a fucked up rebel. She didn't deserve his love. Or even his friendship. She was worthless.
"Rory...are you serious? You're not fucking with me are ya? You really love me?"
She just nodded, still staring at the floor. Did it matter? Would it change anything?
"And you're going to give up drugs? You're going to start a new life here?"
She nodded again and looked up this time, to show that she meant it.
"Yeah...I don't know if I will ever fit in...but I have to try...if I go back to New York now I will only end up doing drugs again...be like I was before...and I don't want that anymore...I wanna feel Jess...anything...I want to be alive. You make me alive."
A slow grin crept up Jess's face. His finger caressed her lips, then his hand slowly made his way to her neck as he leaned in for a kiss.
Rory's mind was racing. This had to be a mistake. He clearly had no idea what he was doing.
"Jess"
Her protest turned into a moan as his lips crushed hers. His tongue took advantage of the surprise she felt and quickly entered her mouth. That was all it took to win her over. She melted into his arms as he picked her up and walked over to his bed.
They were kissing furiously on his bed, neither one of them hearing Luke outside the door, screaming that her ten minutes were up. Jess's hand slid under her shirt, caressing her breast until she moaned in frustration. She wanted him. She needed him. She had to make him hers. She wanted to feel his hot naked body on top of hers, wanted to know that he wasn't going to make her leave.
He refused to give in to temptation so soon and kept playing with her nipples until she arched and moaned under his hands. Then he slid her shirt over her head and discarded it on the floor. Her other clothes soon followed, along with his.
He kept playing with her. Kept kissing and nuzzling and doing things with his fingers that made her come. Almost. She arched up to meet his hands but he always retreated.
"Please Jess please" she moaned "fuck me..."
Jess softly bit in her nipple, which caused her to gasp.
"I'm not going to fuck you"
At that moment she felt so rejected. She wanted to get up and grab her clothes and get the hell out of there. She couldn't be doing what she was doing! How could she have expected it to be like this? He didn't care about her!
"I'm going to make love to you"
She had never heard his voice like this. It was tender and soft, and made butterflies flutter around in her stomach. He looked her in the eyes and kissed her softly.
"I love you too Rory...I don't know how...or why...but I do"
He entered her in a quick thrust and she moaned again. With her eyes she communicated her feelings, and he answered with a smile. They worked together towards their climax and their souls once again connected. This went so much deeper than just meaningless sex. They loved eachother. Needed eachother on such a level that it was hard to understand. They didn't even understand themselves, they just knew that they had to be together.
When they were lying in eachothers arms Jess smiled at Rory before kissing her once more. The kiss they shared was full of love and promises. Promises to eachother, about a future that they wanted to share. Promises to the world, that they would both make better people out of themselves. And promises to themselves, that they would do anything in their might to make the other happy.
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