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Y4Y!!! $C|-|0O7 |-|071|)4Y$ !!!!!!!!! two weeks of absolutely nothing! and even thought its currently 9:37 am, i'm surprisingly in a good mood coz my holidays are off to a great start. ^_^ i woke up this morning, couldn't be bothered getting up but it was SOOOO lucky i did. WE FINALLY GOT V-FORCE SERIES!!!! eeeeiiiiiiii!!!!!!! they look like the original ppl in the jap version! and that surprised me that it was actually on, because OZ is usually last to get any decent anime. well, its probably been relesed everywhere else in the world already, but hey, i can watch it now and think of new fic ideas!!! eeeeiiiii!!! i hope the rest of the beyblade fans in OZ got up to watch Cheez TV this morning. if not, start waking up earlier even thought its holidays! or buy tapes! V-FORCE ROCKS!!!! *kai knocks evil- tala out with a brick* hey...

ok, so this is the first chapter of my new fic. it made one of my friends laugh on a bad day, so i'm hoping that means its good. it's set when kai is back at the abbey....dun hurt me for what happens! i mean, if this happened then i dont fix it, the series wouldn't be able to end! o_O // means russian speech, k?

Anger Unleashed

Anger. Do they really know what that is? How many people really feel true anger? What is anger, really? Is it the pure hatred of something? To me, anger is the sick feeling in your stomach, when you get the urge to let all your bottled up emotion and cut loose. To go on a rampage, to kill people. Why? All because the world doesn't understand what i have to say. Why bother to try? I don't care about the world, it doesn't care about me. Makes sence, doesn't it?

Kai put down his pen and leant back in his chair. It was done. He had just written down some of his deepest thoughts, and now there was a chance someone would find it. Logic told him this was helping, to get rid of more thoughts, but something inside him was stopping him, in a way, wanting him to keep them all inside. To never tell anyone, to keep his reputation as the cold-hearted, fearless leader of the BladeBreakers rather than make himself seem like a weak fool.

Staring at the moonlight streaming across the desk, he let a sigh escape. Why was he doing this? For one, being stuck in the Abbey was enough to drive anyone insane.

Outside his room, he could hear the sounds of BioVolt after dark, the screams, the whirring of machines. Pulsing through his veins was the same blood that ran the veins of Voltaire, the head of BioVolt, the one wanting corporate domination.

Trying to push that thought out of his head, he stood to leave his room, with an excuse for being out of bed ready.

Wandering the halls at night was worse then wandering during daylight. Normally, he could ignore the younger students pointing at him, the triangles on his face a dead giveaway of who he was. But at night, he couldn't ignore the so called 'scientists' walking around, testing the effects of chemicals on students as well as animals. The clock on the wall read 11pm, a time long after students were locked in their rooms.

Stopping outside a small lab used for training students, he watch a child about seven being tortured by a 'scientist', and then by a student. The one he had grown up with under his feet all the time, the one that had desperately wanted to be in charge of a team, the one that would probably end up committing suicide by the time he was seventeen, only two years away. Tala.

[So boris is trying to keep him alive. Probably confiscated his knife too....] Kai thought, a smirk forming on his face. He remembered quite clearly the time Tala had slit his writs - Kai had been pissing himself laughing across the room. So he got a few months at a local psychiatric hospital for laughing at attempted suicide, but it was worth it to see Tala's face when he found himself alive and well.

Watching as Tala tortured the young boy with injections, Kai crouched out of sight and began to pull apart the Black Dranzer. Screams filled the air for over an hour, and even Kai, with his morbid sence of humour grew bored.

When Tala finally left the room, Kai lunged forward and grabbed him tightly around the neck.

//What the fuck are you doing?// Tala hissed.

Kai smirked.

//Well, you never quite managed it alone, so i decided to help since i was bored.// He replied, an insane smile on his face as he pulled the attack ring from his pocket, positioning it so it was only a quick lash away from slitting Tala's throat.

His blue eyes widened in horror at the feel of the cold metal almost puncturing his skin.

//That was years ago!// He hissed again.

//So? I only give you another two years before you sucssed. And the less you actually want to die, the more interesting it is for me.// Kai muttered with a grin.

Giving Tala time to think, Kai stalled by occasionally shifting his hand as if about to strike. He had to restrain himself from laughing. Kai could feel Tala flinch every time he moved and was surprised by how scared Tala was of his attack ring.

Boris and Voltaire were called, along with most of the 'scientists' and all the other people that worked at BioVolt. There was no turning back now. Kai had made his decision and he had never quit before, so why give up now? Even if he WAS about to commit murder...

owari....so i think i'll stop there for now. next chappie should be up at 2 days, maximum. ja!