Use Me

By Mileena

An: uhm. OOC Nazis back off. My story. Hmmm. I don't believe in ratings, but you rating Nazis. This may escalate from R TO HIGHER so you little *oh that's so not Johnny* nazis blow me. Uhhh. I don't own anything in here except Mazzy and Iries and this plot. The chair I own on I don't even own, It's my granma's who I have lovingly nicknamed Grandma Hatey for her mean-ness The only thing I own that's on/with me right now is my jewelry and clothes. See. Don't sue you mean evil nazis.

AN2: This was written because its something similar along the lines of what just happened to me...only soo very much has been changed *stabs herself* Wow. I used a lot of "Nazi' in my speech.

Oh and I think this may be my first chaptered Johnny fic. Go Me!

--Mileena

Chapter9 Synopsis- Yes. It's the ending. It'll be great don't worry! =)

Chapter 9-All they gave me was this ticket to heaven.

Squee and Pepito are sitting in front of the television again. Only Squee has a notebook in front of him, and he is writing. I used to read several of his stories, they were very creepy, and I can only imagine what they are now.

Pepito has a small safety pin through his nose; Squee has a new 'piercing' too. It's at the very top of his ear, and his has one across his palm. Surface piercing is always fun.

Pepito looks at me, as I scribble a note down on some paper. He smiles, he knows. In my head I hear him, telling me I have done nothing wrong. It was all good. I nod. A smile. A genuine real smile that I Haven't done in forever.

"How would you guys like to go torture some candy kids?" They both look up, very hopeful looks. "I'll give you both a scimitar." I tempted.

"I want a hook." Squee said excitedly, a look I was almost afraid of entered his eyes. I nodded.

"A hook for Squee." I grab some weapons and I pack them into my bag, and call them to the car.

Pepito took the front, getting in the car; I passed the note I had scribbled earlier in the back. Squee unfolded it and read it to himself while Pepito ragged on about how fun this event would be.

"You're the coolest parental advisor ever!" He screeched.

I stopped at a light taking the hair that I had collected. I braided it. It was so soft, with Red tones and a burgundy purple tone. I hung it from my rear view mirror.

"What's that?" Squee questioned, I don't think he knew what I had just done, but it should be quite obvious from the smell of my clothes.

"My ticket to heaven." I said, and drove off to the 24/7 buying some brainfreezies, before heading off to the doomed club...

'Todd

I came back to give you the things I could never have, to take care of you in a way I never had. Even if you do end up like me, like so many people dream, I don't want you to end up as bad as I have become. I want you to be able to look at what's left of your childhood with a certain fondness I never had.

Keep Pepito around, he's the best friend you'll ever have.

Respect

-Nny'

End!

WOohoOO! Wasn't that ending mushy? Well here is a song list that really goes along with the nine chapters.

It's not really that I named chapters off of them, rather what was going through my head at the moment. Yep Yep

[1]Seether- Your Bore - Disclaimer

[2]Aerosmith- Falling in love is so hard on your knees [?] - [?]

[3]Wheatus - Teenage Dirtbag - Wheatus

[4]Ra - Violator - From One

[5]Nine Inch Nails- The Beauty of Being Numb - Further Down the down spiral

[6]Savage Garden - Truly Madly Deeply Savage Garden

[7]Lifehouse - Just another Name - Stanley Climbfall

[8]Hed (PE) - Revelations - Blackout

[9]3 Doors Down - Ticket To Heaven - Away from the Sun

[Bonus] Hed (PE)- Blackout- Black out