Everyday Peril
Chapter
1: One Flu Over the Cuckoo's Nest
"…Yes… I know… Love you, too… Bye."
Sydney Vaughn sighed as she hung up the phone, resisting the urge to slam it
back against the receiver. Instead, she rested her head against the wall and
took a deep breath: in and out, count to ten. She didn't know what her problem
was. She had been a spy, tortured and tested in every way imaginable; she now
spent her days teaching, sometimes as many as thirty students at a time under
her direction. But she wasn't at the school today. She was home, where the
heart is, or at least that's what they said. Maybe her heart was there, but it
felt as if someone had ripped it out, shredding it, and flinging it against the
wall. She had been a kick-ass super spy and she couldn't handle a day at home?
Impossible…
But it seemed to be the truth. Maybe it was lack of sleep, she thought, as she
turned on the CD player, not knowing or caring what CD was inside, and flopping
down on the couch. She could always attribute it to tiredness. She had been
awake since almost 5:30 yesterday morning. And it was now… 2:23 in the
afternoon.
Yes, time was flying. 2:23. Soon it would be 2:24, then 2:25, and before she
knew it, Michael would be home. She had just gotten off the phone with him, and
he had promised to try to come home early. Sydney had tried to sound energetic
and happy, but he knew her better than that, probably better, even, than
herself. He saw right through her deception. Despite her assurances that she could
handle this for five more days, no problem, he told her that he would leave the
office as soon as he possibly could, and the second he came through the door,
she was going straight to bed.
Sydney couldn't wait. She let the music quietly wash over her, calming her with
its eerie harmonies and sad lyrics. Four-year-old Hailey had woken up just
after 10:30 last night, right as Sydney and Michael had been heading off to
bed. Sydney heard the little girl's tears first, and, thinking that she had had
a nightmare, was at the her side almost before Michael realized what was going
on. He appeared in the doorway just in time to see Hailey's dinner resurface,
all over Sydney's clothes.
Sydney had gathered the her daughter into her arms and plunked her down in the
tub, whispering soft reassurances in her ear as she left Michael to clean what
little vomit had not found its way onto her shirt. Hailey had thrown up twice
more before her bath was even over. The first time, Sydney had been able to
help her to the toilet in time, but the second, she had just left the room to
change her shirt and discuss with Michael who would take the next day off from
work, and needless to say, the bathtub had to be cleaned out, and Hailey given
another bath.
"I'll take care of it, Syd," Michael had said as they both peered in at the
mess.
"No, I've got it," she had answered, foolishly, she now realized. "You have to
get up for work tomorrow."
Michael had nodded, wrapping an arm around her and planting a kiss on her
forehead. "You sure?"
"Uh huh," Sydney responded with Hailey already in her arms, soaking her clean
shirt. "Come on, angel," she whispered to the little girl, carrying her out of
the room. "Goodnight, Mike."
"Night," he called after her.
Sydney brought her daughter to the other bathroom, cleaning her quickly this
time, before she could dirty herself or the water again. She had her dried,
dressed, and tucked into bed within fifteen minutes, and decided she should
clean out the other tub.
A quick glance in the bathtub, however, revealed that it had already been
cleaned, and Sydney went to thank her husband on her way back to Hailey's room,
but Michael was already sprawled out on the bed in his boxers, fast asleep.
"Mommy, my tummy feels yucky," Hailey whimpered when Sydney returned to her
room.
"I know, sweetie," Sydney answered. She thought for a moment and glanced down
at her daughter. "You know what? Why don't we take some books and go sit in the
bathroom for a little while."
They had sat on the bathroom floor for hours, reading book after book: The
Cat in the Hat, Are You My Mother?, Stone Soup, Mother
Goose, The Ugly Duckling….It wasn't until nearly four o'clock in the
morning when Hailey's stomach settled enough to allow her to sleep, right in
the middle of Go, Dog, Go!. By that time, Sydney was exhausted beyond
sleep, and lay with her eyes open and her daughter in her arms, listening as
Michael got ready for work, and smiling weakly when he came to check on her and
kissed her tenderly on the forehead.
Hailey had finally calmed down and seemed to be feeling better, albeit very
grumpy from lack of sleep. It looked like now Sydney was finally going to get
some rest, maybe a little nap. Even fifteen minutes would be heaven. She sat up
and strained to hear any sounds from the other room. All was quiet, except for
the noise from the movie she had popped into the VCR a little while ago, and
the soft strains of the music she had just turned on, barely loud enough to be
heard.
Sydney lay back and snuggled into the comfortable couch, closing her eyes. The
prince and the princess had just begun their famous duet: "I know you. I've
walked with you once upon a…"
"Mommy!" The high-pitched little voice pierced her eardrums, but Sydney
gathered her wits and calmly walked towards the family room. She was met
halfway by Hailey and William, the older sister holding her 18-month-old
brother firmly by the arm.
"Hailey!" Sydney exclaimed, managing to keep her voice cheerful for the
children and kneeling down to be at their eyelevel. "What's the matter?"
"He was staring at me!" Hailey whined, tugging her brother's arm. "I was
trying to watch the movie and I couldn't because he was staring at me!"
Sydney picked up her little boy, his dark, serious eyes gazing into her own.
Although she knew that he could talk, Sydney rarely heard her son's little
voice. He was an almost eerily quiet and good-natured child, whose deep eyes
spoke volumes, as if to make up for his lack of spoken words.
"Just like that, see!" Hailey cried, raising her arms in exasperation. Although
usually as good-natured as her brother, Hailey was a talkative little girl, who
neither understood nor appreciated her brother's constant gaze.
Sydney turned from her daughter to her son, William's gaze seeming to change to
one of irritation and tired disbelief, as if to ask, what's with her?
"I know," Sydney murmured, ruffling his sandy hair. "Hailey, why don't you go
in the other room and finish watching your…" But when Sydney turned her head,
Hailey was already gone. "Come on, buddy," she sighed, kissing William on the
cheek. Well, if she had to take one of her children into the other room with
her, William would be the one to take. Quiet and charming, a miniature of
Michael right down to the tiny cleft in his chin, but with her deep brown eyes,
he was a little angel, happy to sit wherever his mother or father placed him
and amuse himself for hours.
They certainly had made perfect children, Sydney mused as she placed William on
the floor beside a half-built tower of blocks. Just as everyone had said they
would. She loved them to pieces and would do anything for them, but sometimes
she just needed a break. Yesterday, they had seemed like such little angels,
and she knew they still were, but after being up for almost 36 straight hours
and cleaning up vomit for a good part of the night….
She lay back down on the couch and put an arm over her eyes. She could feel the
familiar pounding beginning again, as it had so many times before. Please,
please, please. Not a sick four-year-old and a headache. Please…
"Mommy!"
Sydney's eyes snapped open and she jumped up, shaken from her peace, the little
girl's shriek carrying over her calming, quiet music, increasing the pounding
in her head. Maybe if she waited, Hailey would come to her again. Maybe the
little girl would forget what she wanted. Maybe she wouldn't have to get up…
"He keeps getting in the way!"
Or maybe not.
Sydney turned to the floor where she had left William, but he was still there,
calmly stacking blocks, unshaken by his sister's shouts. She and Michael had
often been worried about their little one's lack of speech and concern for the
world around him, but the doctor had assured them that he was just fine, and
told them to be thankful that they had at least one quiet little boy.
William looked up from his tower long enough to meet his mother's gaze, but his
eyes told her that he had just gotten away from his overly tired and crabby
sister, and Sydney was on her own.
"In a second, sweetie." Advil first. Or better yet, her medication. Screw over
the counter painkillers. Her prescription pills would knock out the pain before
it got any worse, before it took over her whole body, overwhelming her in a
worse way than her kids were that day.
"No, now!" Hailey drew out the last word, whining to perfection. The flu
and less than fours hours of sleep transforming Sydney's sweet little angel
into a cranky little girl. "I'm missing the movie!"
Sydney walked into the family room just in time to hear Maleficent cackle
evilly, right before she unveiled the Sleeping Beauty. But she couldn't see the
villain. Jonathan had pressed himself to the screen, nose to nose with the evil
witch.
"Let's go, sir," Sydney said, picking up the little boy. "Your sister's trying
to watch…"
"No, no, no, no, no!" Jonathan shrieked, kicking and fighting to break free of
his mother's grasp.
Sydney stood still, knowing that his tantrum would run its course in a few
moments. Little Jonny could be a real handful.
"Mommy! I can't see!" Hailey called over her brother's yells.
Sydney quickly stepped to the side, allowing her daughter to clearly view the
TV, and grateful that she quieted as soon as she could see. Noticing that his
mother was no longer paying attention to him, Jonny quieted. "No?" he tried one
last time, his dark eyes questioning.
"Come on," Sydney sighed, carrying him from the room. When she walked into the
other room, she found William standing in the middle of it, having abandoned
his blocks when he discovered himself alone.
Sydney placed Jonny down next to his brother, his little double. Their eyes,
their little faces, their sweet dimples, everything exactly the same. The
younger of the two by only a few minutes, and by far the shyest of her three
children, William immediately took his brother's hand, seeming to relax and
become more comfortable now that he was back with his twin.
"Mommy, please come back to me."
This time, the words weren't whined or shrieked, but merely spoken. Her little
girl had returned through the tired, cranky little monster that seemed to have
replaced her that day. As impossible as it seemed, something had happened in
the thirty seconds since she had left her daughter's side.
Sydney left the two boys in the living room, hands still clasped, picture
perfect, if only there were film in the camera, or she knew where the camera
was.
"What's the matter, sweetie?" She asked when she reached her daughter's side,
pressing her lips to Hailey's forehead. "You feel warm again. I'll get you some
medicine."
"The purple kind?" Hailey asked, eyes growing wide.
"Yep," Sydney nodded, knowing what would come next. They had been over this at
least three times since last night.
Hailey screwed up her face and stuck out her tongue. "The purple kind tastes
yucky."
"I know. But it makes you feel better, angel. I'll be right back, okay?" At
least her daughter was now old enough not to spit the medicine back out at her.
Although even if she did, Sydney didn't think it would be half that bad. Purple
was a nice color; the liquid was grape-flavored, after all, and somewhat sweet
smelling. She had had worse crap all over her, some of it within the last
twenty-four hours.
Hailey nodded, pouting and turning her eyes back to the television. Sydney went
in the other room and retrieved the Children's Tylenol and a glass of water.
"My tummy feels icky again," Hailey informed her solemnly, as Sydney walked
back into the family room.
"I'll get you a bowl to use in case you feel sick," Sydney responded. "Here,
Hailey, take this first." She put the spoon up to her daughter's mouth. Hailey
turned away from the movie and eyed it warily. "I have water right here,"
Sydney assured her, motioning to the glass she held in the other hand. Hailey
hastily swallowed the medicine and gulped down the water afterwards, almost
drowning herself in the attempt to get both down as quickly as possible. "Good
job," Sydney praised her messy but mostly successful effort, and brushed back
her daughter's chestnut hair to kiss her temple. "I'll be right back with the…"
Before she could finish her sentence, she heard crying from the other room.
Thinking her boys had found some way to hurt themselves and imagining all the
possible and even impossible ways they could have managed it, Sydney ran into
the other room.
Jonny, the more outgoing and stronger of the two, was in tears, shocking his
mother and apparently his brother as well. The boys were in the middle of the
room where she'd left them, hands still held tightly. William began to gently
pat his brother's face with his free hand, which would have made a very sweet
picture if Jonathan hadn't been crying.
"Jonny, what's wrong?" Sydney asked, reaching down to scoop her son up.
But before she had her arms around him, Jonny was sick. And not just on Sydney,
because that would have been too easy to clean up, but all over the new living
room carpet and of course, his brother as well. William didn't move, and Sydney
had to physically remove his hand from Jonny's in order to pick the older twin
up and soothe him.
"My poor little baby," she cooed, rocking him gently. I can handle this, I
can handle this…
In seconds, William started to cry, probably, Sydney thought, because his
brother's tears had yet to dry up. She gathered her other son into her arms, at
the very moment that he became sick just as his brother had moments before.
Whether from the flu, the unappealing sight and smell of vomit, or even just
because he and Jonny always did everything together, Sydney didn't know.
The reason didn't matter either, Sydney thought as she surveyed the room. The
mess was still there, all over the room, the twins, and herself. Hailey chose
that moment to peek her little head into the doorway, her bottom lip trembling
as she tiptoed into the room.
"Mommy, I missed. I'm sorry."
And Sydney had to close her eyes for a moment, needing to take a deep breath,
but not wanting to fill her nostrils with the scent of the room. Somehow, she
managed to tell her daughter that it was okay, to pat her on the head, and to
lead her and the twins to the bathroom and clean all of them up.
Michael walked through the door at 7:29, just after Sydney had finally gotten
the twins in bed. Hailey was in the living room, finishing up The Sword in
the Stone, her fourth movie of the day. "I'm so sorry, Syd," he murmured,
guilt and sorrow clearly evident in his eyes. "Something came up and I was only
able to walk out the door…"
"Don't," Sydney snapped, pulling away from him as he moved to kiss her. "Don't
kiss me. And don't kiss the kids either."
"Are they all…?" Michael began to ask, but was again interrupted.
"On second thought," Sydney continued, subconsciously switching to French, as
they usually did when they did not want the kids to hear them. Hailey knew a
few words of the language, but her mother and father spoke too fast for her to
understand any of it, and as they were both fluent speakers, this way was
easier than spelling individual words out. "Don't touch the kids, don't go near
them, don't even look at them."
"Syd, it's only the flu. Kids get it all the time…" he replied in his native
tongue, moving to caress her.
"Dammit, I told you not to kiss me!" Her eyes flash angrily, frustration and
exhaustion overtaking her. "I haven't gotten a chance to shower yet, and I'm
probably crawling in germs!"
"I wasn't…"
"Hailey was sick all night, and then Jonny this afternoon, so of course William
had to follow suit, and then Hailey again… And it was everywhere, Michael, and
I've only just finished cleaning all of it and the kids up again. This damn flu
is driving me insa..."
"Sydney," Michael cut in, taking her face in his hands and switching back to
English. "Honey, you're exhausted. Go to bed. I've got it from here, and I'll
stay home with them tomorrow. I'll call Devlin right now."
Sydney tore his hands away from her face. "I'm too… I can't… I'm going for a
run," she stated, storming out of the room.
"But Syd," Michael called after her, following her to their room, "it's going
to… oww, dammit…" She had slammed the door in his face and he walked right into
it. Giving up, Michael sighed and walked back into the kitchen, rubbing his
stinging nose.
Moments later, he heard the front door slam, and considered going out after
her, but then decided that she'd figure it out soon enough and be back,
probably angrier than ever, but he knew how to handle her.
Sydney sat on the porch steps, lacing up her shoes. The sun had already started
to set, and in her fury, she hadn't noticed that it was darker than normal
outside. She finished tying her shoes and stood up, just as lightning lit up
the sky and the rain began to pour down in sheets. "Shit!" she cried, as
thunder crackled loudly, trying to split the sky open.
For a moment, she considered running in the rain anyway, not really caring if
she got hit by lightning or not, but then she heard a voice behind her, and
that voice and the words that were spoken melted her, finally managing to shake
her from the frustration of the day.
"Mommy, what does "shit" mean?"