He was waiting for her at Molly's, wondering what was taking her so long to show up. The rest of the team was around him, the buzz of the bar familiar as those who just got off work congregated to the local bar. Jay noticed something off about Hailey during the case, knowing her well enough at this point to pick up on any subtle shift of her demeanor to know something was going on in that quick-thinking head of hers. But she hadn't told him, probably hoped he didn't notice. Jay smiled wryly into the lip of his beer bottle, giving an absent shake of his head. She should know better at this point.

Jay glanced towards the table where the rest of the members of Intelligence were, mostly trying to keep Vanessa distracted from the outcome of the case that resulted in her losing a relationship she held close. Jay felt for her, aware of how rough the past few days had been for Vanessa. His gaze slid past the table just as the front door of Molly's swung open, and he straightened where he sat on the stool at the bar when Hailey walked in.

There was a blankness in her expression as she entered, and Jay's eyebrows furrowed together slightly as she walked past the table with their team members, returning their greetings with a brief smile but never pausing to stop by them. Instead, her blue eyes met Jay's green, flashing seriously, and Jay knew immediately something was going on.

As soon as Hailey reached him, she said, "I have to tell you something." She gestured towards the door, ticking her head towards it, and Jay nodded.

Silently, he got up and followed her, briefly exchanging a confused glance with Kim as he went. He shrugged his jacket back on as they made their way through the busy bar, walking out after letting a few people in. The sidewalk wasn't busy, cars driving past occasionally on the street Molly's was located on. Two men stood a few feet away leaning against the building, sharing conversation and cigarettes. The sidewalk was illuminated by the streetlights, and the music and chatter from the bar was muffled as they walked a few feet down the path.

"What's going on?" Jay asked once they stopped, hands shoving into the pockets of his jacket as the familiar Chicago chill bit at him.

Hailey glanced away from him for a moment, the muscle in her jaw working, and Jay recognized this as her trying to find the right words. His eyebrows drew together, an uneasy knot forming in the pit of his stomach as he waited. Finally, her eyes met his, bright blue even at this time of night. "Voight's sending me to New York for a few weeks as a loan officer for the FBI. I leave tomorrow."

She spoke factually, trying to keep her voice monotone and flat, and yet her reluctance to following a direct order seeped through the longer she stared at Jay. He, in turn, looked right back at her, her words taking a moment to process, silently hoping that she was kidding, unable to say anything. Because panic had instantly flared in his head, feeling as though the universe was repeating a cruel joke—and Jay wasn't sure if he was surprised that this time, it felt a hundred times worse.

His lips parted, yet no words came out, a tight lump in his throat making it difficult to speak. The Chicago weather had nothing to do with the way Jay stood frozen, all too aware of his heart beginning to pick up its pace, the panic slowly but surely increasing and threatening to take over every cell in his body.

History was repeating itself with a twist. He'd already lost one partner to New York—to the FBI. What kind of shit cards was he being dealt with to have another one leave, too, even if it was temporary? Jay knew the situation wasn't the same. He knew he and Erin were done before she left—knew that leaving was her choice. She wanted to be gone. To leave Chicago. And leave him. So she did, without a word or a goodbye. Gone just like that.

And that had hurt. It hurt so damn much, to the point where Jay started spiraling in a way that frightened him, only allowing himself to get help, to get better, after Voight and Hailey gave him the push he needed. Hailey.

He knew she didn't want to leave—hell, he could see it in her eyes, swimming with distraught and reluctance and absolute loathing for the assignment she was given. This wasn't her choice—a difference from when Erin left. Another major difference: Hailey was giving him the respect of letting him know instead of merely disappearing.

Yet, Jay still felt as though he couldn't quite breathe easily. Like someone had reached into the cavity of his chest, wrapped an iron fist around his heart, and was squeezing until there was nothing left to squeeze. And maybe that was a bit of an overreaction, but it seemed appropriate. Jay was too used to losing people, whether it be of their own doing or to death, but Hailey—she was someone Jay never thought would leave. She was someone he counted on never leaving him, even if the idea of it may seem wishful.

Jay appreciated and respected the partners he'd had in the past, whether it be in the military or as a cop, but Hailey was someone Jay was desperate to have at his side forever. A voice in the back of his mind teased him every time that thought came across—wondering if he meant it in a professional sense or more personal, more intimate. Jay tried his best not to dwell on it too much, not wanting to dig himself into a hole.

Was he even aware the hole had been dug, and he was already a good few feet in?

But now she was going and Jay didn't get a say in the matter, and it foolishly pissed him the hell off.

"No—what the hell? Not happening," he scoffed with a shake of his head, refusing to accept what he already knew was a done deal.

Hailey's expression fell, like she expected him to react this way, eyebrows drawing together in an almost sad frown. "I don't have a choice, Jay," she rasped quietly, giving a shake of her head that had her blonde ponytail only slightly swinging. "Voight signed off on it himself."

"For fuck's sake," Jay groaned through a clenched jaw, turning away from Hailey as he ran a hand through his hair. His back was to her, staring out into the parking lot, letting out a few heavy breaths as he tried to calm himself down from the anger mixed with panic running through his veins. He ran his hand down his face before turning to look at Hailey. With a shake of his head, he demanded, "Why the hell is Voight sending you?"

Hailey was silent for a moment, lips pressed together, as if she didn't want to tell him. But Jay kept staring, green eyes clashing with blue, until she let out a breath, the air fogging in front of her, before admitting, "He says they run things differently there. By the book. Thinks it'll be a good lesson for me."

The frown of Jay's face disappeared, chin lifting as understanding dawned on his features. The uneasy knot in his stomach only tightened, willing his fingers not to curl into tight fists as he looked down at the blonde woman in front of him. In a quiet voice, Jay asked, "This is because of what happened to Darius Walker, isn't it?"

Hailey's throat worked, instantly telling Jay that his thought was right, blinking once as she added, "And then some."

Jay gave a disbelieving shake of his head as he broke their gazes, looking away as his jaw clenched together tightly. Darius Walker's death was brought on by what Hailey did, talking to those gangbangers who had no problem seeking revenge for their dead brothers. He knew it and Voight knew it. Jay knew, the moment he talked to her after she'd done it, that Hailey was turning towards a road he didn't want her going down. Ever since her CI Cameron's death, there was a cloud hanging over Hailey that Jay had been trying to figure out how to get rid of. He certainly hadn't helped matters when he ended up in the hospital, he knew, and Hailey was crossing lines Jay knew only Voight to cross.

And it terrified Jay, admittedly, to see Hailey like that. She was one of the best detectives he knew, a hell of a cop, and he didn't want her to lose any of that because of some bad choices. As much as he hated to admit it, Jay saw the motive behind Voight's decision of sending her to New York. The lines were clear there, no doubt about it, and he understood Voight wanting Hailey to take note of it, to work along with it and bring it back home.

Jay just hated that it had come to this in the first place. Hated that he could've helped her, been there for her, more.

"You're pissed."

He hadn't said anything for a few moments, and Hailey uttering those two words reeled Jay back into reality, a sharp huff escaping him as his eyebrows lowered into a glare. "Damn right, I'm pissed. I think I have a right to be, given that my partner just told me she's leaving."

So many things—so many things he was pissed about. Deep in his heart, Jay knew this move would prove to be important for Hailey, understood Voight's reasoning for it. But his chest still felt heavy, weighed down by the ghosts of the past that never seemed to entirely leave him, unable to completely ignore the sinister voice in the back of his head that taunted him with Hailey leaving for good. Away from Chicago. Away from him. He'd recovered from his past heartbreak. But looking at Hailey, at the woman who'd become his partner, his best friend, his confidant—Jay just knew if his fear came to light, this would be a heartbreak he wouldn't recover from.

Hailey's eyebrows knitted together, taking a step towards him, eyes never leaving his. She seemed to have read his thoughts, as always. "I'm coming back, Jay," she reminded him pointedly, her sharp voice contradicting the softness in her blue eyes, desperate for him to believe her. It was enough to get his muscles to relax, to let some of the anger burning his blood to disintegrate. "It's a temporary assignment, just a couple of weeks. I'll be back before you know it."

Despite himself, Jay scoffed, shooting her a flat look. A car drove by, its headlights illuminating Hailey's face, and something softened in Jay's chest at the glow of her features. Bright blue eyes glowing with reassurance, and a gentle smile successfully calming him down. With a raise of an eyebrow, he retorted, "You say that like I'm not gonna notice that you're gone for a few weeks."

Hailey raised her eyebrows. "You better," she replied, her light tone cracking the tension. A ghost of a smile curled at her lips as she added, "I gotta have something to come back to."

Jay's throat worked at her words, though he still smiled, a warmth spreading through him as he nodded, "I appreciate you telling me, Hailey. You know, before leaving."

"Of course," she responded, as if not telling him hadn't even been a thought that crossed her mind. "We're partners, and even though I haven't been completely straight with you, I wasn't going to leave the state without telling you," she continued with a gentle laugh.

A wry, almost bitter smile curled at Jay's lips. Without thinking, he muttered, "You'd be surprised how many people would."

What did it say about Jay that he felt more pain when people merely walked out of his life on their own accord as opposed to leaving by death, even if slightly?

He looked away as soon as the words slipped past his mouth, teeth clenching together as he focused his gaze on anything but Hailey. It wasn't as though Jay was embarrassed by what he said—with Hailey, there was no room for that. Being openly vulnerable wasn't exactly one of his strong suits, but his blonde partner was slowly changing that over the years for the better. And despite moments of morally gray decision making, Jay had a feeling it was mutual.

"I'm not any of those people," Hailey spoke up, drawing Jay's attention towards her once more. She looked at him meaningfully, a softness in her beautiful features that always stole Jay's breath. Hailey was, without a doubt, so effortlessly stunning and if Jay wasn't so damn good at his job, if he was someone else, he'd probably get distracted by her in the field. It didn't mean he didn't try to steal glances at her whenever he could, though. Jay watched as Hailey took a step towards him, gaze never leaving his as she peered up at him. "This is my home. I'm not leaving it. Or you."

Jay's heart leaped into his throat as he stared down at Hailey, the truth weighing down her words meaningfully, hanging between them in a silence not even the business of Molly's could disrupt. And as Jay looked at Hailey, there was so much he wanted to say, so much he wanted to tell her—thoughts and feelings he'd been holding in for longer than he'd care to admit. But he was going to wait for when Hailey got back, to tell her when she was finally back home—back with him.

So he swallowed the emotions bubbling up, and instead he smiled, adoring the sight of her own small grin, before asking, "What time's your flight?"

"9:15 A.M.," she told him with a slight tilt of her head.

He smirked gently. "I'll drive you. And I'll bring coffee."

Hailey raised her eyebrows, a teasing tilt in her voice as she asked, "You're not gonna cry, are you?"

Jay gave a serious nod as they both began making their way back into Molly's. "I'll be sobbing on the inside."

She glanced at him over her shoulder as they walked inside, a smirk dancing on her own lips as she approved, "Good."

He wouldn't be sobbing, of course. But as soon as Hailey would walk through the terminal gates at the airport, Jay knew he would be counting down the days until he could see her again.