Hi everyone! I'm sorry it took so long to update but I've been really busy getting back to school and trying to stay on top of work so I haven't been able to write much. Anyways I hope you like this chapter and if you have any ideas, questions or comments please leave a review so I can know what you guys think of the story so far. Thanks for reading, and I hope you enjoy!
Also, I'd just like to say I hope everyone is safe and healthy, during this time. I myself am not black but I see you, I hear you and I stand with you. Black lives matter!
You and Me ~ James TW
"As long as I got you and me
Moving through this world as a two-man team
I'll always have everything I need
You don't even realise what you mean
No one could fall for you quite like me
No one could get me so perfectly
You don't even realise
You're all that I need
'Cause I want you and me"
A tear slipped out of her eye and trickled down her face as she started to cry.
"Oh shit! She doesn't like it, Oh god how could I have been so stupid I've made her cry" He thought to himself, desperately trying to think of away to make it better.
"This is all for me?" she asked her voice filled with awe.
"Well, um, it was going to be, but seeing as it has umm upset you it doesn't have to be you can have any room you want. I'm sorry Rey it was so stupid of me to do something like this I just-."
"Kylo stop." she said turning around to face him and grab his hand "I Love it, I was just a little overwhelmed."
He wrapped his arms around her leaning his chin against her head, relaxing as he realised that he hadn't upset her.
"So you really like it? It's not too much? I didn't upset you?" He questioned a life of insecurities making him doubt himself.
"It's beautiful," she whispered looking up at his face in awe, "How did you even do this so quickly it's amazing."
He paused, embarrassment turning the tips of his ears red. "Well I umm have been working on this for quite a while" he mumbled, hoping she wouldn't hear his confession.
"What?" She asked, confused, making her brow wrinkle "But I only just agreed to join you. Why would you make this for me if you didn't even know I would come."
He looked down, too embarrassed to look her in the eyes and rubbed the back of his neck self consciously. "It helped me feel like I wasn't alone. Every time I got upset or wanted to talk to you I would order something new for your room or prepare some new gift. I thought that if I could only pretend that you were really coming it would stop me feeling so empty. It's stupid I know but I just, it was the only thing that kept the hollowness at bay.
She breathed in slowly, shocked at his revelation, before bringing her hands up to his face and cupping his cheek. "I know what it feels like to be alone, to feel like something is missing, like no matter who you surround yourself with, or what you consume there is always something missing. It's not fair that you had to feel that way, but I want you to know from now on you're not alone. We are in this together and we will never be alone again."
He looked down at her in awe, what did he do to get this beautiful, powerful and amazingly kind woman to be standing there telling him she was there for him.
"Kiss her,'' coward. Come on, kiss her." he thought to himself as his eyes flitted to her lips. His heart pounded in his chest as he raised his hand to her face and brought it up towards his leaning his down to meet hers.
Her eyes fluttered closed as she realised what was happening and the bond seemed to buzz in anticipation. When their lips finally it was sweet and gentle and his lips were so soft.
The bond sparked with electricity egging her on as she gripped onto his collar and puller his head further towards her. He groaned softly as he felt her respond. Wrapping his arms around her waist he lifted her up and secured her against his chest. Her heart raced as she wrapped her legs around him clinging to his shirt as she kissed him. One hand skimmed up the side of her body and moved towards her hair, tangling in it as the other gripped her hip holding her to him.
A crashing wave of that addictive power washed over them engulfing them in darkness as they kissed. She clung to him closer relishing in the dark passion that surrounded them. She moved her hands down his shirt until she got to the bottom and slowly began to slip her hands under it moving her hands across the strong plains of his chest.
A strangled gasp escaped him as he lowered her to the groan. "We should stop," He said, pulling away, his cheeks flushed and eyes shining as he looked at her like it was the last thing he wanted to do.
"Why?" She whined, moving towards him, "I like kissing you."
"I like kissing you too but we need to stop before we go too far." He said wrapping her in his arms."I want everything we do to be special. I don't want you to feel like you have to rush or that you're doing anything you're not 100% comfortable with. It would kill me to know you regretted anything we did together. So please can we just take it slowly."
"Fine, we'll take it slowly."
"Thank you," he said kissing the top of her head.
She smiled up at him sweetly, before she smirked evilly "For now," she cackled as she skipped off into her room.
He sighed as he watched her run off laughing, he didn't deserve her but he would do everything he could to try to. She was his light and he would die before he let anything hurt her.
He was awoken from his thoughts by Rey pulling on his hands "Come on Kylo, I want to explore.".
He smiled at her as she pulled him into her room excited to see if she liked everything.