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This is for you who asked for a M rate chapter. Hope you enjoy it.

Here we go

Amanda got out of the plane feeling so happy and giddy to be back again in Genoa. This place now felt like home to her, more than Madison ever felt, more than Utah ever felt. Now, after years of seeking, she might have just found her place.

She was even more excited to see him. She had never missed a person more than she had missed him. Every night, they had spoken over the phone or over skype, trading the stories of their day and just enjoying each other's company but she had missed actually seeing him and touching him.

It was too soon, way too soon but she was feeling a lot deeper feelings than she anticipated.

It scared her.

It thrilled her.

She spotted him almost immediately, his tall frame unable to miss even with the crowd. With a smile she walked over to him fighting the urge to run into his arms like she wanted to. She spotted the moment he noticed her as he smiled widely releasing that dimple she so loved. She looked at his attire, grey slim fit chinos and a black t-shirt, showing off his lean frame.

Billy smiled as soon as he saw her. He couldn't stop staring at her. She was back. She was here. Seeing her on the screen on his computer wasn't enough. She looked amazing, her gorgeous skin exposed by the red tank top she wore, her curves highlighted by the dark blue skinny jeans and her hair in a ponytail. As soon as she was in close proximity, he pulled her in his arms and kissed her, right there in the middle of the airport.

Amanda was stunned at first before she responded, her arms around his neck, standing on tiptoe as she moved her lips against his, fighting not to deepen the kiss.

they parted happy smiles on their faces

"Hi."

"Hi."

Billy smiled at her, watching her smile, her eyes twinkling with happiness. He pulled her in his arms hugging her.

Amanda held him close, standing on tiptoe, her arms around his neck feeling his arms around her waist. It felt so good to be in his arms again. She breathed in his scent, his cologne mixed with something that was just him and it felt like home.

"Welcome home." said Billy looking at her. He really wanted to kiss her again but he knew if he did, they would be arrested for public indecency.

"It feels good to be back." said Amanda a wide grin on her face.

"Ready to go?" he said holding out his hand.

"Yeah." said Amanda slipping her smaller hand in his large one.

Billy pushed her bag to his car while holding her hand.

"So I take it you aren't at work today?" asked Amanda pointedly.

"Yeah. I have some really special business to attend to." said Billy his gaze clearly telling her she was the 'special business' with a charming smile that made her almost melt.

"I'm glad I'm high up on your list of things to do." Amanda teased with a smile. She felt so happy to be with him again.

"Oh you are right there up the top. At par with Johnny and Katie." Said Billy with a smile staring into her eyes. they shared a moment, intense, heavy before Amanda broke the stare down looking nervously at her hand taking some much needed breath. "So I was thinking, we could go to my cottage and spend some time together. If you want to, we can go to the Grand Phoenix."

"No. The cottage is fine." said Amanda eager to be alone with him too. She had really missed him. She was also curious to see the cottage.

"So where is this place?" asked Amanda looking at him just admiring him as he drove them out of town.

"It's out of town. It's very private. My friends and I bought the land and made the place as our getaway from the city. If you are not one of the owners, then you don't know about it. The kids love it there. There is a lot to do, bird watching, hiking, you name it."

Amanda nodded not really surprised. The rich always had those little extra things that separated them from the rest of the world. "So you go there often?"

"Only when I feel the need to be alone or refresh which was quite a lot given the situation with Victoria."

Amanda nodded knowing how much the situation with the kids and Victoria had affected him.

Amanda watched in awe as a beautiful cottage came into view. It was 2 storey, made of shiny pine wood and it was like it was coming out the pages of a Victorian novel. She could see some toys, shoes, 2 bikes that showed the kids were here recently. With the trees around it, it was well hidden and she couldn't see any other cottages that he said were there.

"Welcome to my humble abode." said Billy smiling.

"It's so beautiful." said Amanda in awe. When Billy opened the doors, she looked around impressed. Inside was all polished woods, natural tones giving it an earthy rustic feel and it was gorgeous. "Wow."

Amanda turned to him and their eyes met and held. She kept staring at him the intensity of his gaze burning through her, as he walked the short steps into her personal space. She gasped lightly when he grabbed her waist, closing the distance between them, his lips descending on hers, hard, warm, wet…it was amazing.

Billy growled lightly when he felt her soft petite body against him, her arms around his neck, her lips moving against him, her tongue tangling with his. She tasted so good. She felt so good. "I have wanted to kiss you like this since I saw you." He breathed out when they parted briefly for air before he dived in, not wanting to be away from her lips for a moment.

"Me too." Amanda moaned, gasping when she felt her back hit a wall, his body all around her, his hands caressing her body, his scent surrounding her. She felt herself drowning in sensations clouding her. She raised her arms when his hands tugged on her tank top, leaving her in her black lace bra.

"You are so beautiful." said Billy taking her in before his lips captured hers again, his hands caressing the smooth skin of her waist, stomach before palming her breasts in his hands, feeling her hard nipples through her bra.

Amanda jerked her hips, her leg reflexively went around his waist as she ground herself against him, the centre of her jeans causing a delicious friction between her legs. She was so aroused. She slipped her hands under his t-shirt prompting him to remove it. Feeling his skin against her, she moaned out. It felt so good.

Billy couldn't stop. He knew he should but it felt so good. Everything about her was amazing, her soft skin, her curvy soft body, her little hands on his neck playing with his hair, caressing his shoulders and back, her soft sighs and kisses. She was perfection. "I want you…I want you so bad…" he said, his lips trailing down her neck and shoulder blade tasting her, nipping at her. He had never been this hard before.

"I want you too." Said Amanda unable to deny what she wanted any more. It didn't matter they were just starting out. It didn't matter they had a lot to talk through. Right now, in this moment, all she wanted was him.

"Are you sure?" asked Billy kissing her breathlessly.

"Yes." Breathed out Amanda lost in passion and need. "Please."

Billy searched into her eyes, dark with passion before he lifted her into his arms, her legs automatically wrapping around his waist and he walked them up the stairs to his bedroom. He didn't know how he managed to get them to his room, with her kissing him and grinding on him like that. He gently set her on the bed and climbed up hovering over her.

He looked into her eyes, and suddenly he was overwhelmed with emotion. He had wanted her so bad and all he wanted was to take her, fast, hard to oblivion. Now he wanted to make love to her, to take his time to explore her.

"Billy…" said Amanda feeling overwhelmed by the way he was looking at her. She pulled him down and she was soon drowning in his tender kisses. Her hands caressed his smooth back, feeling the muscles moving underneath. She sighed as his lips left hers trailing down her cheek, nibbling at her ears, nibbling and kissing her sensitive neck, sucking on her pulse point. Her skin felt like it was burning, her nerves at high alert. her nipples were so hard, her clit was vibrating and suddenly her clothes seemed constricting. She wanted them off. She wanted to be covered by his body.

Billy relished at her sighs, moans and gasps as he kissed him. He loved the feel of her hands as she held on to him, trying to direct him where she wanted his lips. He nipped at her chest, till he reached her bra. Reaching behind her back, he un clipped the bra and took it off staring at her perfect breasts, full, perky with her nipples hard as rocks.

Amanda nearly screamed when Billy' lips and tongue tortured her nipples. He was so talented. "Oh God...that feels good!" she said squirming.

Billy smiled at her reaction before he began kissing his way down her body while his hands kept torturing her breasts.

Amanda raised her hips, and he helped her wiggle out of her jeans leaving her in black lace panties. "You are so beautiful."

"Billy, please..." moaned Amanda as she felt Billy' fingers teasing her following the lines of lace on her panties avoiding the place she really wanted him to be.

Taking pity on her, he removed her panties and attacked her pussy with his lips, fingers and tongue. She was the sweetest woman he had ever tasted and the most responsive.

It was like a sensory overload as his lips circled her clit, his finger moving inside her. When he added a second finger, she cried out and it wasn't long before she screamed out, trembling as she came.

Billy smiled sexily as he kissed his way back up her body as he felt her trembling body till he reached her lips and kissed her lips, feeling her arms wrap around his neck pulling him close.

Amanda moaned at the taste of herself on his lips. She had never felt the way she was. She had never cum as hard as she had but what surprised her was she wanted more. She wanted him, inside her even after just having an orgasm. Her hands moved to his trousers, working on his belt.

Billy rose and took off his pants along with his boxers before he lay above her, between her legs, his erection poking on her pussy, feeling her wetness. He groaned when he felt her small hands run down his chest, his abs down to settle on his penis. It felt like heaven her touch light and almost curious. He stalled her hand. "Baby, if you keep doing that, this won't last."

Amanda smirked teasingly but stopped all the same. Looking into his eyes she said, "Do it."

Looking at her to look for signs of doubt, he found none and with one move, he entered her hot wet channel groaning as he felt her close around him. He watched as her eyes closed, her mouth open and listened to her moan of pleasure.

"Billy…" moaned Amanda full of pleasure. He felt so good. She felt so full.

"Look at me."

Amanda opened her eyes and stared into his eyes as he began to move, slowly at first before he began to increase his tempo. She couldn't look away, almost like she was hypnotized. His gaze seemed to increase her pleasure… It was almost like he was touching her very soul and she was drowning in him.

"Amanda…" groaned Billy. She felt so amazing. Her body surrounded him, her legs around his waist, pulling him in deeper, her hands holding his shoulders, her eyes staring at him, hazy with lust.

"So good…feels so good…" she moaned. His dick reached places no one ever had and hit nerves she didn't know she even had. His hands caressed her everywhere they could reach and when those long fingers teased her clit, she screamed out his name as she came really hard squeezing him hard, nearly blacking out, her orgasm extended by him thrusting deeper and faster as he sought his own release which came a few moments later.

"Wow…" said Amanda breathless looking at Billy.

"Yeah." Said Billy with a smile, his hand coming up to caress her cheek. He leaned in and perked her lips gently. "Are you ok?" he asked looking into her eyes, wanting to know how she was feeling.

"I'm perfect." Said Amanda with a smile. "I know we said we would take it slow but I wanted this too."

"So no regrets?"

"No regrets." Said Amanda smiling as she felt his arms wrap around her and his lips lean down and kiss her gently.

There it is. I hope it was satisfactory.