Chapter 6
Author's note: It's going onto a path I wasn't expecting, but I'm rolling with it.
Warning! A lot of smut, and some words that may be triggering!
Angeal was warm.
Cloud was drunk enough to lose his inhibitions, pressing against the larger man's side. Their mostly empty to go boxes were open on the coffee table in front of them, surrounded by empty beer bottles. Angeal had suggested it, as he took one bite of the spicy noodles and began to fan his mouth. Angeal drank some for every bite so he was a tad inebriated himself.
Cloud was assured this was only a date however, and he wasn't obligated to do anything he didn't want to. Cloud himself was very much a social drinker, growing up in Nibelheim and all, though he was surprised to feel so trusting of this large man. He knew the man wouldn't force him into anything, which made it a lot easier to get drunk with him.
"I have no idea what this is," Angeal spoke softly, his breath wafting against Cloud's cheek. It forced a shiver through the smaller man, Cloud smirking slightly in response.
"It's animated gay porn," Cloud spoke softly, seeing Angeal raise an eyebrow in surprise. Cloud chuckled softly, moving as his bladder screamed for release. He had drunk quite a lot, though he prayed the spicy noodles wouldn't visit him tonight. Angeal, whose arm was loosely wrapped around him moved with his body, his fingers lingering on his side before he let it return to his own lap.
Cloud tried not to shiver from the lingering touches, his socked fleet slapping against the floor as he walked to the bathroom. The door was slightly ajar, the smell of Angeal's body wash still lingering inside. Angeal had taken a quick shower after they returned to his place, Cloud taking the few minutes of his absence to calm his nerves. And maybe snoop around his living room, just to see the random things he had.
Angeal came back to enjoy the noodles, and even indulged in some of Cloud's curiosity. Cloud relaxed very quickly in his presence, the bleary man's voice gruff but calming. Cloud found himself enjoying the man's presence a lot, which surprised him. He knew Zack was lucky to have him as a mentor.
Cloud released his bladder, washing his hands and wiping the spicy sauce off his lips with soapy water. After he dried everything he went back to the living room, seeing Angeal had cleaned up their mess. Cloud smiled softly when he looked over to him, walking back over to the couch and fitting himself against the older man.
"Better?" Angeal asked, wrapping his arm around Cloud a bit tighter than before. Cloud nodded, melting into the embrace. He looked back to the TV, the anime still going. It was very much more romance than porn, which was more relaxing to watch than aggressive porn. Cloud looked away from the TV to the kitchen, seeing the peeking's of the to go boxes in the trash. Angeal had a very spacious apartment, the building a few blocks away from the Shinra building. It seemed mostly Soldiers stayed here, though Cloud was glad nobody saw him enter.
He didn't think he would be able to live that down.
"Hey." Cloud looked back to Angeal, the other's mans face so close. Cloud was surprised to realize he didn't even notice him getting so close, the heat of his breath wafting against his face. Cloud could see what he was asking in his eyes, the alcohol in Cloud's system throwing away his stupid mantra. Cloud moved a bit clumsily but purposely, moving onto Angeal's lap till he straddled him. Strong hands gripped his hips, wracking a shiver through Cloud's body. He loved the power that pulsed in the man's fingers, his head tilted up as Cloud now rose up a few inches above him.
Cloud leaned down slowly, their lips touching chastely. He tested the waters, pressing his lips harder against Angeal's. Angeal let him sample at his pace for a minute before he initiated something deeper, opening his mouth and licking Cloud's bottom lip. Cloud breathed in through his nose as he parted his lips, sighing into his mouth as their tongues touched.
Cloud was easily overwhelmed as Angeal led the kiss, though he wasn't aggressive. He seemed to rather enjoy just tasting him, which Cloud was willing to let him indulge in further. Angeal tightened his fingers, pulling Cloud down so he was firmer against his lap. Cloud felt the heat burning from his groin, groaning softly as he grinded down against it.
Fingers dug in almost uncomfortably on his hips, Cloud pulling away from the kiss with a small gasp for air. Angeal began to place kisses along Cloud's throat, his fingers hooking under Cloud's sweater, hinting at pulling it off. Cloud felt a little light headed but pulled away, pulling off his sweater and the shirt with it.
He sighed and moaned softly as Angeal ran his hands over his lean body, Cloud hinting at Angeal taking off his own shirt. Angeal reached a hand back, taking it off in a quick tug. Cloud felt his cheeks heat up with envy as he saw the build up of muscle, knowing the man had worked hard for every ounce of muscle.
"We don't have to do anything you don't want," Angeal panted softly, Cloud wondering if he should tell the man he was in fact a virgin. He didn't want to stop the pleasure he was given however, not for something as stupid as his virginity. Alcohol spoke for him however, and all the pleasure suddenly stopped.
"You're a virgin?" Angeal panted softly, Cloud feeling his cheeks heat up even further. He suddenly felt very self-conscious, though once again Alcohol spoke for him.
"I've had sex with a woman, but not with a man," Cloud spoke, Angeal's hands moving back to his hips, massaging his hip bones softly, keeping him relaxed.
"Are you bi?" Angeal asked curiously, Cloud pursing his lips before shaking his head.
"Want me to be gentle?" Angeal asked, his eyes utterly understanding. Cloud felt his blush go down to his chest, shaking his head. He moved closer, laying against the man's chest. He heard his heartbeat, the pace a little fast. Cloud placed a kiss against the ridiculously ripped chest, moving his lips up and licking the twitching pulse point.
"No, I want you to be rough," Cloud purred, watching his adams apple bob. Cloud licked and nipped his pulse point, grinding down against his irresistible heat. Cloud was tired of not really knowing what the heat of a cock would feel, was tired of being good. He wanted this man to fuck him like an animal and make him scream, other soldiers in the building be damned.
"I want you to fuck me," Cloud purred against his throat, Angeal groaning softly at those words.
"Are you sure? You've dran-"
Cloud cut off his words by grabbing his heated member through his sleep pants, the heavy cock throbbing in his hand. Angeal took in a deep breath, releasing it in a low growl.
"Now," Cloud purred, yelping when he was suddenly picked up. Angeal took him to his room, his large room mostly dominated by a large bed. Cloud was dropped, another yelp escaping when he came into contact with a small jump. Angeal peeled his pants off his legs, Cloud helping clumsily before sitting up. He pulled down the blank sweat pants, his mouth drooling at seeing the man had gone commando after discarding his work uniform.
He was rather large, large enough to get Cloud to stare at it owlishly. Angeal was about to say something but choked on his words when Cloud grabbed it and stroked the shaft. His other hand went under to his balls, the sack heavy and warm. Cloud could already feel his legs shake at the sight of his hand barely able to fit around it.
"Cloud, we don't' have to," Angeal spoke softly, Cloud glad the man was so considerate. Cloud looked up to him, squeezing his shaft before moving his fingers to the engorged head. Angeal almost went cross eyed, Cloud wondering how long it had been since he last had sex. Cloud poked out his tongue, licking the slit.
"Let me grab the lube," Angeal groaned with sex in his voice, Cloud feeling slightly smug as he noticed the man's legs shaking just slightly. Angeal came back with lube, laying down on the bed next to Cloud. He smacked Cloud's ass, nudging him into the position he wanted him to be. Cloud was embarrassed at first, his cheeks heating up as his face was next to the heavy cock, while his ass was in front of Angeal's face.
"Suck if you want, I'ma prepare you," Angeal spoke, a small accent in his husky voice. Cloud nodded, moving a hand to the engorged cock once again. He grabbed the base, his other hand moving to the heavy balls. He opened his mouth when he heard the top of the lube pop open, hearing it sputter out of the bottle.
Cloud closed his eyes as he took the head a little deeper, sucking softly as he got a feel for the cock in his mouth. He sucked harder and was given a deep groan in response, the thighs beneath him tensing slightly. Cloud took it deeper, sucking as he felt a finger circle his asshole before gently pushing in. He relaxed his lower body as he worked his way down, sucking harder the lower he went.
"It's been a while, I don't have any condoms. Is that okay?" Angeal asked, some semblance of guilt in his voice. It was hidden by the large amounts of arousal, though Cloud could hardly care. They got tested monthly, mostly for mako abuse. They also did tests for diseases as well, as Cloud had only heard stories of the many people who slept together in the company. Soldiers normally didn't have time to pursue people outside the company, so it was like a whorehouse.
Not that Cloud ever thought he would join in.
"If not, I can just get you off and we can stop," Angeal panted, Cloud backpedaling from his attempt of deep throating to look over his shoulder. He licked his lips, shaking his head.
"I don't care, I trust you," Cloud panted, Angeal's features hardening slightly. Cloud cried out when his prostate was brushed against, pressing his ass against the intruding finger. Angeal pushed in another, stretching him with two.
"I'll prepare you good," Angeal assured, Cloud moaning softly at the gentle stretching. He went back to the wet cock, pushing back against the fingers as he tried to shove the delicious cock down his throat. He felt messy and dirty as he drooled and gagged around it, not sure if it was pleasurable for Angeal but knowing he enjoyed it. He moved up some, tonguing the slit. He felt another finger enter, feeling full. The fingers pulled out after another minute, Angeal slapping his ass to get him to move again.
"Tell me if I hurt you," Angeal spoke softly as he moved Cloud onto his back, lifting his legs by the back of his knees. Cloud grabbed them and moved them against his chest, spreading them more to show he was a bit more flexible than Angeal was probably expecting. Angeal flashed him with a smile before stroking his member, spreading the rest of the lube on his cock. Cloud felt his stomach tremble at the sight, his neck straining just slightly to keep an eye on the massive cock.
"I want that in me now," Cloud purred, Angeal chuckling softly as he moved to line up. He pulled away though to grab a pillow, putting it under his lower back, popping up his ass and taking the strain off his body. Cloud licked his lips, looking from Angeal's cock to his face.
"I'll make you feel good," Angeal purred down at him, lining himself up again. Cloud felt his heart begin to race when the man wrapped his clean hand around his throat, though not hard enough to cut off oxygen.
"Breathe in," Angeal whispered, Cloud breathing in and releasing it in a shout as the large cock began to enter his ass.
Cloud felt something inside of him turn on.
His eyes closed as he let his head fall back, his body aching as it accepted Angeal fully. He felt so utterly full it made him almost sick, though at the same time he wanted to never let it leave.
"Cloud," Angeal groaned as he stilled inside of his partner, Cloud moaning in response. His hands moved to Angeal's hips, barely able to grip the strong body. His body eventually relaxed, opening to the man who seemed to fight for his own control. Angeal moved back before pushing back in gently, his eyes closed tight as he settled back into the tight heat.
"Hm, I love this ass," Angeal growled, moving back again till only the head was in, pushing back in harder. Cloud cried out, feeling like his spine would break. He gripped around the heated flesh inside him, Angeal growling as he lost control for a moment. Cloud practically screamed when Angeal began to pound into him, using more force than he probably should. Cloud loved it, loved the feeling of the man's powerful thrusts against his stretched ass.
"It's all yours," Cloud groaned, feeling so dirty as he spoke to the man who was taking his virginity. He couldn't help but feel so utterly complete with the soldier pounding into him, his eyes winced open as he stared up at his savior. Angeal had his eyes closed in utter peace, while his teeth were bared like an animal.
"A-Are you gonna cum in this ass?" Cloud groaned out, feeling the onslaught of his own orgasm. He let go of one of his legs to stroke his abused cock. Angeal slapped his hand away, balancing on one hand as he stroked Cloud's member, keeping the hungered tempo of his hips.
"Fuck yeah baby," Angeal growled, slowing down his thrusts and looking down at his captured prey.
"Want it baby?" Angeal purred, Cloud feeling more heat build in his cheeks at the hungered gaze. He spread himself some more, Angeal letting go of his straining member to push Cloud's legs back more so he was nearly bent in half. Cloud moaned, Angeal's member grinded into him as the larger man moved to his knees, prepared to pound down into the eager blond.
They both stopped when they heard the door slam shut, Cloud's eyes widening when he heard Zack's voice call for Angeal.
"Hey Angeal!" Zack called, Cloud hearing his footsteps approach the door. He covered his mouth when Angeal began to move again, his thrust slow, though the squelch of his slick entrance seemed to grow louder.
"Yes Zack?" Angeal asked, his voice calm, if albeit a bit out of breath.
"They had to renovate my room because I accidentally slashed my wall, can I crash here?" Zack didn't enter, either from respect or the smell of sex Cloud was unsure. He stared owlishly at Angeal however, hoping and praying the soldier wouldn't see him. Angeal grinned down at him, seeming to almost get off on the idea of being caught. Cloud's eyes rolled back when he found his prostate, his body erupting in pleasure.
"You'll have to take the couch," Angeal called, Zack quite for a moment. Cloud took in a shaky breath of air behind his hand, trying vainly to fuck the soldier back.
"That's fine, I'll be back in a few. Gotta grab some stuff." Cloud waited till he heard the door close, his eyes closing. Angeal moved away his hand, nudging his dick deeper, Cloud drooling at feeling his heavy balls against his own.
"You're an asshole," Cloud breathed, Angeal grinding deep and pressing against the little bundle of nerves that drew Cloud into hysterics.
"You like it huh? Did you want him to join?" Angeal teased, Cloud gaping in response. His cock twitched in response, ready to blow at just the thought.
"He's straight," Cloud replied, his eyes rolling back again when Angeal slammed down into his ass at the perfect angle. Cloud began to nearly scream once again, screaming for Angeal to fuck him harder. Angeal used the same force from before, nearly breaking his partner from it.
"He is, but I know he wouldn't mind cumming in your pretty mouth," Angeal teased, Cloud wondering if the man normally participated in orgies or threesomes. The thought of being full in all holes made him grab his cock, the touch leading him to cum all over his stomach. The angle was just right to get it on his face, Cloud crying out his release.
"Oh baby," Angeal groaned, his force becoming near bone crushing before he stilled with a groan. Cloud felt heat inside of him, the feeling forcing a dry orgasm which made him grip around the large cock.
They stilled together, Cloud panting as he came down from the intense high. Post sex endorphins kicked in, Cloud feeling a gaping ache as Angeal pulled out of his body. His member was remarkably compact when not hard, though the ache inside of him spoke otherwise. Cloud slowly lowered his legs, his bones cracking as they were allowed to move from their constricting position. Angeal moved off the bed, Cloud feeling a bit sad at not having post sex cuddles. He wasn't leaving though, merely grabbing a cure.
"I'm okay," Cloud tried to argue, the soldier leveling him with his stare.
"I was a bit too rough with you Cloud, let me heal you." Cloud reluctantly agreed with the commanding plea, his body engulfed in green light. He felt significantly less sore afterwards, Angeal going to his bathroom to grab a wet rag. Cloud was cleaned, the act putting a smile on his furiously blushed face. Angeal moved the comforter so neither would have to sleep in the wet spot, Cloud happy to just be cuddled from behind.
"Was it good?" Angeal asked, Cloud humming softly in response.
"I think I may be an addict," Cloud joked, feeling a lot more comfortable with the man. Angeal laughed softly, slapping his ass in response.
"Call me whenever you want it, I'll be glad to help you," Angeal teased, a bit of seriousness in his voice. Cloud nodded, pulling Angeal's arm tighter around himself. Angeal chuckled, kissing the back of Cloud's shoulder.
"Do you have a change of clothes?" Angeal asked, still sounding pretty energized. Cloud shook his head, wishing he now brought some.
"I'll drive you to your place in the morning, it'll be easier to take you back to HQ in a car anyway," Angeal provided, Cloud feeling warmth blossom in his chest.
"Thank you, I would appreciate that," Cloud replied, Angeal humming softly. Cloud felt his large hand move over his thigh, though it only seemed to rub absentmindedly.
"Would you like to go on another date?" Angeal asked, Cloud smiling softly as he got more comfortable against the man.
"Are you going to try and fuck me outside?" Cloud asked, feeling rather open and adventurous with his new partner. Angeal puffed air against the back of his neck, making Cloud shiver.
"Yeah, if you're into it," Angeal teased, Cloud slowly hardening again at the thought. Something inside of him really felt like it had been turned on, his want for sex now almost insatiable. He felt a deep want to be humiliated, to be fucked all over Midgar by this man. And whoever else would probably catch his eye.
That thought made Cloud frown.
Did Angeal want a relationship? He didn't want the man to feel obligated to only him, especially if he maybe had others who he hooked up with. Well, he had said it had been a while so maybe not, but Cloud wanted to be sure.
What was this fuck?
"Where do you want to go with this?" Cloud asked, Angeal kissing the back of his neck.
"You're not obligated to me. I would love to date you, but I don't mind sharing." Cloud felt relived to hear that, turning in his embrace. They were so close, Cloud so utterly warmed by the man he could hardly control himself.
"Would you watch me being fucked?" Cloud asked, the beginnings of a smile on his lips. Angeal laughed, smacking his ass again. Cloud was happy to know the man loved his body, as he had struggled for a long time with his self-esteem.
"Did I turn you into a slut?" Angeal teased, Cloud feeling his member twitch at the nickname. He leaned closer, kissing those lips. Angeal had seemed like a timid man who deeply valued respect, though Cloud could easily see he was very much a dirty man. Cloud loved it, loved the freedom and safety he felt with this man.
"You're a pervert," Cloud whispered against his lips, Angeal grinning against him.
"You like it," Angeal teased, pressing his fingers against Cloud's previously abused asshole. Cloud felt so dirty, so absolutely filthy.
"Who do you wanna see fucking me?" Cloud breathed, Angeal licking his fingers before pressing a finger into his ass.
"Wanna be gang banged you nasty whore?" Angeal growled, Cloud feeling his stomach twist in pleasure. Oh yeah, something was very much turned on inside of him. They stopped when they heard the door close again, Cloud placing another chaste kiss before moving Angeal's fingers from his ass. The man obeyed, letting Cloud move so they can spoon again.
Angeal eventually fell asleep, though Cloud was having a harder time. He thought of the clothes he forgot on the couch, hoping to the gods Zack didn't know it was him.
The next day, Cloud was somewhat relieved Zack had left early in the morning. Angeal took the opportunity to take him hard and fast on the kitchen table, frenzied on the floor, and slow and passionate in the shower. Cloud was so sore even with a cure, yet his body was still screaming for more. When he voiced this to Angeal, Cloud was mortified to find out the man had a butt plug.
"It vibrates, though I'll have the remote. Wanna try it? You don't have to if you don't want to, so don't feel pressured," Angeal assured him, Cloud thinking it over. He really didn't want sex to get in the way of his work….
God, what was he turning into?
Cloud let himself be prepped, groaning as the slightly large butt plug was put in. Angeal had him try to walk with it first, Cloud feeling confident after a minute. When he turned it on, Cloud nearly collapsed from the pleasure.
"Do good and I'll fuck you during your lunch," Angeal teased, Cloud nearly hungry for it. When he got to work, Angeal kept his promise. They fucked like animals in his office, Cloud so eternally pleasured he thought he would die.
Cloud wanted more. So much more.
"Hey Cloudy!" Cloud's eyes widened, looking up from his computer to his first friend in the entire company. He calmed his nerves, giving him a small smile.
Zack couldn't possibly know it was him.
"Hey," Cloud smiled, Zack leaning against his desk as he once again avoided his work.
"I feel like I haven't seen you in ages," Zack sighed dramatically, Cloud chuckling softly in response.
"I literally talked to you yesterday," Cloud chided, Zack grinning at him. His eyes were calculating however, hidden behind a wall of pure energy. Cloud tried not to seem to off, merely giving him a smile.
"What happened to my shy and timid chocobo?" Zack asked, Cloud rolling his eyes.
"He started working for a slave driver," Cloud joked, Zack seeming caught off guard before he let out a burst of laughter.
"He really is, isn't he?" Zack chuckled, wiping away a stray tear.
"What did you do last night?" Cloud asked, Zack sighing dramatically.
"I got a little too excited playing with my buddy Kunsel and slashed my wall, I'll be fixed by the end of today at least." Cloud raised an eyebrow in question, Zack sputtering in response.
"Not that way man! Though I heard you had a date with Angeal last night." Zack wiggled his eyebrows, though Cloud felt internal panic. Zack raised a hand, shaking his head.
"Calm down, nobody's judging. To each their own Cloudy. This company is very open." Cloud relaxed some, though he then blushed fiercely.
"How much did you hear?" Cloud asked quietly, Zack shrugging a shoulder.
"The walls in the soldier building are mostly sound proofed so not much. But does that mean my chocobo's a screamer?" Zack teased, Cloud throwing a punch which was easily dodged. That let him laugh away his awkwardness, Cloud relaxing significantly.
"It was amazing actually, I'm kind of sore now though," Cloud replied, Zack making a disgusted face.
"Did he also eat your asshole?" Zack asked in a nasally voice, Cloud pushing him away with a laugh. A burning question nagged him.
"Is Angeal into orgies?" Cloud asked, Zack shrugging a shoulder.
"He is normally very private about it, so I don't really know. He likes to keep pleasure and business separate," Zack replied, Cloud wondering just where he landed on that line.
"I'd just say be careful buddy," Zack spoke, his voice suddenly very serious. Cloud met his eyes, surprised by his sudden seriousness.
"A lot of people here will try to use you and they're not all clean. Angeal doesn't have many partners so I know he is, but you never know. I won't tell you who and who not to fuck, but just be careful." Cloud nodded, thankful for his friends worry. He bit his bottom lip however, thinking of the butt plug in his ass, holding in Angeal's cum. He didn't want to get hard though, not in front of Zack like this.
The last thing he wanted his dear friend to know was that he very much enjoyed being a cum slut.
"He was my first time," Cloud whispered, Zack gaping at him. Cloud blushed fiercely, moving so the plug would rub him just right. If he wasn't careful Angeal's cum would leak out. The thought alone made Cloud want to go crazy with lust.
But why?
Had he been sexually repressed?
He shared these thoughts with Zack, whispering them in case somebody walked by. Zack was silent for a moment, seeing to ponder.
"Maybe you got addicted," he supplied, Cloud frowning in response.
"Addicted to sex?" Cloud asked, Zack nodding as he seemed to think more about it.
"It's either that or you were extremely sexually repressed. As long as it doesn't interfere with your day to day stuff, I think you should be fine," Zack spoke thoughtfully, Cloud nodding softly.
Why was he so okay to talk about this to Zack?
"If you ever feel you need help, we have programs Cloudy. This is very common here. Especially with soldiers." Cloud looked up sharply, surprised. Zack was serious though, his lips in a straight line.
"The mako can work a little too well sometimes. Soldiers are infertile because of it, but it makes some of us go into hyperdrive. There are many soldiers who constantly crave sex, myself even. We get special training for it, so if you don't want to go to the programs I can help." Cloud felt relief move through him, giving his friend an earnest smile.
"Also!" Zack bellowed, a grin plastering onto his face.
"It could just be we soldiers are irresistible," Zack joked, Cloud laughing loudly in response. He pushed away the soldier from his counter, Zack laughing joyously in turn.
Cloud was glad he had him.