It's me again! I had this idea and I don't know if you guys are going to like it, but here it is. I was feeling criative and I'm enjoying the last days of my vacation to write as much as I can. I hope to add more chapters to this, if you guys enjoy it, so maybe leave a review? Anyways, have a good reading and thank you! Sorry for any mistakes.

"I want something more. And I've never said that out loud but I can't pretend that's not true anymore."

"What do you mean more?"

"I don't know. I guess I'm gonna have to figure that out. Good night, Harvey. I'll see you tomorrow at the hearing"

You know I want you

It's not a secret I try to hide

I know you want me

So don't keep saying our hands are tied

Donna left the building without knowing what to do next. Actually, she didn't even understand what she meant when she said she wanted more. And with those words, she left a confused Harvey staring at the window not knowing if he should follow her or just see her tomorrow, like she said. Donna got into a cab and instead of giving the driver her address, she opted to go to a bar. When the car pulled outside the place, she went straight to the barman and asked for scotch, which made her think about him right at the moment. She remembered his face, clueless to what she meant by more. For a second there, Donna wanted him to understand more between the two of them. They always had blurry lines, but she couldn't help falling in love with him a little bit more everyday, even if she never admitted doing so.

While Donna stared at her glass, thinking about everything that was happening at the firm, with Mike and with her, she sensed a person coming near her. Donna was in no mood for flirting, but that changed when she saw who was the man approaching her.

"Donna Paulsen?" it was impossible not to remember his voice.

"Andrew Robbins?" she was surprised to see a man she hasn't seen in over 20 years.

"It's good to see you, Red" he smiled at Donna and she smiled back, he then found a set beside her.

"It's good to see you, too. What are you doing here? In New York, I mean" she asked both excited and confused.

"I just moved from Chicago. I'm still settling. What about you? How is your acting career going?" the handsome man, tall, blonde and with perfect blue eyes, asked her.

"Well… I haven't acted in a while. I work at a law firm, actually" she answered with a bit of disappointment.

"Law firm? Are you a lawyer?"

"God, no!" Donna laughed and he laughed too "I work as a secretary for one of the best lawyers of New York" she smiled proudly, Donna could never hide just how proud she is of Harvey.

"Oh, I see. I just got a job here as a redator in a newspaper company"

"That's so good, Andrew! I always knew you'd be a brilliant journalist" she feels proud of him too.

"I have to be, seeing I missed so much by leaving." Andrew looked straight to her eyes and she hesitated for a second.

"Hey, that's in the past. You had a big opportunity and you pursued it. I've always been proud of you, you know that" Donna put her hand on his, feeling the alcohol talking a lot louder than herself.

"I do. But I'm sorry that I left you behind. We were a great couple" the blonde man smiled and she lost herself in those blue eyes.

"We definitely were" she couldn't help but remember their relationship. Donna and Andrew dated for 3 years, but he had to leave their town to go work at a newspaper in Chicago. It was a tough break-up for both of them. Donna recovered better than him though, and she never had news of Andrew until tonight. She could say she had missed him. "But c'mon, tell me how you are doing. It's been, what? 20 years? I'm sure a lot has happened in Chicago"

"Only if you let me buy you another drink" he answered and she agreed. Donna had nothing to lose and she'd just had a crappy day.

Their conversation was going so fine that Donna asked herself if maybe finding Andrew in this bar wasn't a gift from destiny. They talked about old times, old jokes, old memories, old dates… For some minutes she didn't even think about Harvey. But when she remembered him, a bit of a guilt consumed her, for no reason at all, since they had nothing. They were nothing.

"Red? Everything okay?" his voice brought her back to the moment.

"Yes. I should probably go home, I have a hearing to go to tomorrow." Donna answered and she felt butterflies in her stomach when he called her Red. It was such a cute nickname and it reminded her of when they dated and everything was so much easier.

"Let me take you home, then"

"There's no need to. I can walk from here, it's not too far." Donna picked up her bag and payed the barman.

"I'll walk with you. We have more catch up to do" Andrew got up and smiled at her, with hope in his eyes.

"We sure do." her eyes were betraying her. She was sure he saw hope in them, too. "Ok then, let's go"

While they were walking, Donna felt happy. It was so good to talk to someone who was not a lawyer or an investor. Someone who actually knows her and appreciates her for who she is. She always felt like that with Andrew when they dated. They met at a Shakespeare play that Donna went to watch by herself, because none of her friends could go with her. Andrew looked at her for almost the whole thing and she noticed it. She was Donna, after all. After the play ended, he introduced himself to her as her "future husband", a line that, at the time, she thought it sucked but later she actually enjoyed it. They started dating and everything seemed to be so good. She was in love with him. She didn't imagine herself marrying him, but she liked him. Donna never said she loved him, though. The only people she's ever said those words to were her parents, some of her friends and….

"I'm leaving you, Harvey."

"What?"

"This isn't working for me anymore."

"Donna, please."

"I love you, Harvey."

Well, that didn't go well, did it? Anyway, she tried to focus on the man that life put back in her path. Maybe it really was destiny telling her to forget Harvey for good and move on. He would never be able to tell her how he feels. It's useless to wait for something like that from a man who could never explain how he loved her. Andrew did say he loved her when they were dating. But he never expected her to say it back, which she found good. Shaking her head and trying to let go of all these thoughts, Donna didn't even notice that they were standing just in from of her building.

"It's here" she said and Andrew stopped walking. "It was good seeing you again, Andrew. Really good."

"Donna, do you remember how we met?"

"If I remember? Nice to meet you, I'm Andrew Robbins, but you can call me your future husband." they laughed "Yes, Andrew. I do remember. It's hard not to." their eyes got lost in each other's.

"I wish I was, you know." he got closer.

"Was what?"

"Your husband." Donna's heart skipped a beat.

"Andrew…" her voice was barely a whisper.

"I never got over you, Donna. Seeing you at that bar today, maybe it was destiny finding a way to put us back together. Don't you think so?" he put his hand on her cheek and she freezed.

"I don't know." Donna did think the same thing, but she wasn't sure she was ready to let him go of her head.

"If you have somebody or want me to stop, just say it." Andrew said getting closer, their breaths mixing.

"I don't..." Donna started.

"How about we start with the fact that I have been wondering for the last 10 hours if you're going to acknowledge what happened last night. But you're you, so of course you're not."

"I'm not going to acknowledge it because nothing happened last night."

"Why? And don't tell me I know why."

"Because it would have been a mistake and you know it."

"What I know is something happened. And you ran away, but not before you told me you love me."

"I did that because I wanted to make you feel better."

"What did you just say to me?"

"No, that's not what I meant. I didn't say that to…"

"Because you pity me? Yeah, you did."

"No, I said it because I love you, and I wanted you to know it."

"Love me how?"

And he never answered it.

"I don't have someone" she finally said while looking straight to his eyes "And I don't want you to stop"

And then, Donna felt his lips on hers and didn't think of anything else but this moment.

Harvey stayed in his office for some hours ever since Donna left. He felt his heart beating fast and thought of all the "more's" she could be talking about. More at work? She did stop her acting career because of PSL and he regretted it a lot. More at their friendship? He couldn't help but remember how coward he was when he said he loved her and then left, not one of his best moments. More at their relationship? No, it couldn't be it. She has an office rule. She doesn't date men she works with. Although she did break it with Stephen Huntley, but Harvey does not want to think about that man right now. If Donna meant more in their relationship, Harvey could say he felt ready to give her more. He feels that he is in the right place to be with her in a way that she deserves. But what if that's not what she meant? He could easily end their entire friendship. Drinking his scotch, Harvey just sat at his couch and took a deep breath. He had to do something. That's when he decided he'd go to her place and have an honest conversation with her.

Harvey ran to the elevators, feeling optimistic. Mike could get his license in the next day. And Harvey could get the girl of his dreams tonight, if he does everything right. Ray was waiting for him, and Harvey didn't even hesitate "To Donna's". The driver smiled and got into the car. He tried to control his breath, it is not going to be easy to say everything he feels about her in words. Harvey's not very good at words, but he needs to try. For Donna. And for a possible future with her.

When they were arriving to her place, though, his heart skipped a beat. That's when he saw Donna, outside her building, laughing with a man he doesn't recognize. Harvey is sure he's never seen this man before. The feeling in his stomach only got worse when the blonde man got closer to the redhead and gave her a kiss and she kissed him back. Ray had already stopped the car, in a good distance, sensing what was happening. Harvey wanted to look away, he wanted to tell himself that it was not her. It was not Donna. It was not his Donna. But it was, and he could hear his heart breaking inside his chest. So, her more wasn't about their relationship at all. He was feeling a lot of things right now, asking himself why Donna didn't tell him she was seeing someone. It's not like she had to, but they were friends, he thought she would do so. Maybe it was that Mitchell guy? No, they were over, he knew that. Then who the hell this blonde guy is? Harvey then realised it was none of his business, he already lost the girl. "Let's go home, Ray" his trembling voice came out. And with that, he left behind all the hope that maybe they could be something more.

You know I want you

It's not a secret I try to hide

But I can't have you

We're bound to break and my hands are tied