Chapter 5

I'm still in his lap and snuggled into him when I feel him kiss my temple. "Are you okay?" He asks and I don't answer. Tilting my chin up, he sees there are still tears in my eyes. "Baby listen to me." he says and I shake my head. I stand from his lap and wrap my arms around myself and say "You should go." as I look down on the floor. I stand and walks over to me and says "I'm not leaving." I don't look up but whisper "Please." He tilts my chin up and says "I'm not leaving you. I meant what I said to him. You're my Old Lady. That dumb fuck doesn't know shit. You're fucking perfect." he say before pulling me into his arms and holding me close. "You're mine Ella." he says. He pulls me back to the couch and into his lap. Holding me close still, he kisses me softly and deepens the kiss. I still don't let my walls down.

I stand up and pull him to the bedroom and I start stripping down and he does too. We climb into bed and I kiss him deeply as he hovers over me. Stripping down to nothing, he enters me and thrusts in and out over and over until we both find our release. When he collapses on the bed next to me, I get out of the bed and grab my robe. "Where are you going?" he asks. "You got what you came for. Now you can go." I tell him as I head to the bathroom, fighting off the tears. He grabs my arm and stops me. Turning me to face him, he says "You're right. I did get what I wanted. I got to make love to my Old Lady. I got to show her how much I want her. How much I need her. Don't push me away because of some dumb fucker." he says softly. "Jackson, I don't know how to do this." I say and he kisses me softly and says "You stay by my side and let me show you how perfect you really are. I promise, it will get better." he tells me. I nod and let him lead me back to the bed. Taking off my robe, we climb back into bed and he pulls me close.

The next morning, I am snuggled into his chest when I start to wake up. I feel him kiss the top of my head letting me know he's awake too. "You want to hit the diner? Get some breakfast?" he asks. I shake my head and say "I can cook you something." and go to get out of the bed. "I want to take you to breakfast." he tells me and I shake my head no. "Why not?" he asks. "I'm not hungry." I tell him and he shakes his head. "You need to eat babe." he says and I shake my head. "I'm good." I say and he sees it. "You're fucking perfect. I'm taking my Old Lady out to breakfast and you're going to eat. Your body is fucking perfect Ella. All I want to do is worship every curve, every inch, every part of your body." He whispers as he kisses my lips softly. "I love every fucking thing about you." he tells me and I look up at him. "I love you." he says and I look at him shocked. "You don't mean that." I say. "Oh Darlin. You have no clue just how much I do." he tells me and he cups my face. "I fucking love you." he tells me. "I love you too Jackson." I whisper. "Then get dressed and let me take you to breakfast. Then we can go to the clubhouse and you can meet the club and tomorrow you can meet my boys." he tells me. I look at him and before I can ask, he says "I'm sure." I nod and say "Thank you Jackson."

After eating at the diner, we head to the clubhouse. Getting off the back of his bike, he laces his fingers with mine and with a deep breath, he leads me inside and we see everyone start to gather around us. "Who's this pretty lady?" a man asks. "This is Ella" he says as he looks at me and says "My Old Lady." I look at him and smile softly. I see the other men smile wide. "Babe, this is Tig, Chibs, Happy, Bobby, Quinn, Rat, Juice, Montez and Phil." I nod and say "Nice to meet you guys." and they all move to shake my hands. Tig looks at Jax and asks "Wrong number?" Jax nods and Tig smiles wide "Welcome to the family Doll." before pulling me into a hug and says "You need anything, you let us know. We got you." he tells me and I nod and say "Thank you." A little later, we are sitting on one of the couches, a party is going and he has me in his lap. Kissing me softly he says "I want you to have my crow." I look at him confused and he says "It's a tattoo that tells everyone that you belong to me." he tells me. "If that's what you want...okay." I tell him and lay my head on his shoulder. After a couple of minutes I look up at him and ask "Will you get my name on you?" I ask. "Is that what you want?" he asks. "If I have a tattoo saying I'm yours then I want you to have one with my name that says you're mine." I say softly. "Okay." he says and I look at him and ask "Okay?" He kisses me softly and says "Okay." I kiss him again and he calls Happy over. "I need to tattoos, brother." Happy looks at him and smirks. "Crow?" he asks and Jax nods his head yes. "What's the other?" Happy asks. "My name." I say and he nods and says "Give me an hour." and heads to his dorm to get his sketch pad. A couple of hours later, I have his crow on my left shoulder and he has my name on his chest, opposite Abel's name.