Hey guys! I don't write fics because I don't consider myself a writer but Jane (a.k.a aSnackForAlways on twitter) tweeted a prompt and I couldn't stop thinking about it so I went on to write it myself. Hopefully I did it justice. Please don't go too hard on me. This is my first fic ever and I'm still learning Hope you guys enjoy!

Prompt: "Imagine this [pic of donna holding harvey's face in the machel apartment] after either the other time or intent. They would have another night and the next day Donna is the one who wants to forget it whereas Harvey wants to pursue a relationship. They argue. Tears happen and Donna tells him he's not ready while holding his face like this."

THIS IS STORY IS SET IN 4x15 "INTENT"

"I should go"

"Why?"

"You know why"

…

"You know I love you, Donna"

Harvey makes his way down the hall to the elevator. As the doors open, he gets in and hits the letter "G". His chest feels empty yet tight at the same time. He loosens his tie in hopes of allowing more air into his lungs. He's feeling strange but can't seem to point out why.

"Idiot" he whispers to himself. He just said those words to her and left her there process what he said alone. 'It must be the wine' he thinks, but he doesn't recall wine ever hitting him like this. It's different, it's longing. Longing for her.

The elevator dings and the doors open but he doesn't move. He clenches his jaw and hits the floor number 12.

Donna is still in shock. 'What just happened?' she thinks to herself. Did he just tell her he loves her? Did he just tell her she's different? Her heart is pounding so hard against her chest she has to hold onto her couch to stabilize herself. What did he mean by all of that? It sounded too sincere for him to mean it platonically yet so vague for it to be romantic. She needs answers and she needs it now.

Four loud knocks on her door awake her from her trance and a small gasp escapes her throat. She heads towards the door and slowly opens it. It's Harvey. Suit jacket and coat on his arm, tie loosened, breathing heavily.

There is a vulnerability in his eyes and she takes three steps back. "Harvey wh-" she is interrupted by his lips on hers. The kiss is soft, urgent with a hint of desperation. Harvey pulls back and looks into her eyes seeking her permission.

Donna then pulls Harvey in for another kiss only this time with more passion. He shuts the door behind him with one hand and wrap his arms around her tiny waist dropping his suit jacket and coat on the floor.

His tongue asking for access by gliding over her bottom lip and slides in her mouth once she gives in. She lets out a soft moan as soon as their tongues meet and it doesn't take long for their kisses to heat up.

Harvey then slowly backs her up into her bedroom without breaking the kiss as they both strip each other off their clothes leaving a trail of clothing behind them. By the time they reach the foot of her bed, she is only dressed in her black tank top and black lounge pants while his vest and tie are gone and his white dress shirt fully unbuttoned revealing his toned body.

He removes her top and kisses her from her mouth to her jaw to her neck as his fingers play with the waistband of her pants. Donna moans as he lightly sucks on that spot on her neck that he knows she loves and strips Harvey off his dress shirt.

He places one hand on her lower back and gently lays her down on her bed. He then slowly slides her lounge pants down her long legs. He then stands and takes the sight of her in. Black lacey underwear, black bra, fair skin, fiery red hair. "Fuck" he mumbles under his breath and it doesn't take long for him to unbuckle his own belt and peel himself of his suit pants.

His legs are in between hers as he kisses her again. Their groins align and donna moans at the feel of his erection at her wanting centre. His hands trail up from her left leg to cup her left but cheek as the other snakes behind her to unclasp her bra. Once it's off, he puts his mouth on her left nipple. Donna gasps at the sensation. He lightly sucks on it and soothes it with a flick of his tongue while his left hand pulls and tugs at her other nipple.

"Harvey… please" donna moans. And he takes it as a sign for him to go do some work down south. He trails sloppy wet kisses from her nipple to her stomach until he reaches her inner thigh. He stops momentarily to look at her. The sight of her aroused and panting turns him on even more. He places one last kiss on her inner thigh and peels her underwear off.

Before she could prepare herself, his mouth in on her mound, hot and wet. Her fingers immediate pull on his hair and her back arches as she moans in pleasure. "You're so wet" he says and he runs his tongue along her folds before going back to her clit.

"Harvey, please. I need you now" she begs and he stops after placing a final kiss on her heat. Donna sits up, removes his underwear and starts rubbing his rock hard length. Harvey groans at the contact of her cold fingers. She spreads the precum all over the tip and uses her other hand to pull is head into another passionate kiss.

Harvey deepens the kiss, lays donna down on her back again, and aligns his dick with her entrance. He kisses down her neck as he slowly sinks into her. They both groan at the feeling of them together again. It has been too long. Harvey buries his face into her neck as he gives her time to adjust to his size.

"Shit. I forgot to-" Harvey realizes. "No, It's fine. I'm on the pill" she reassures him. "Just move"

He sets a slow pace at first just to get used to the feeling of being inside her again. Sure, he's been with plenty of women but none of them have ever felt like Donna. She responds with a pleasurable sigh as her fingertips dig into his shoulder blades and lifts her ass of the bed to meet his next few thrusts.

"faster" donna moans and Harvey growls at the sexiest sound he has ever heard. He doesn't waste any more time, he pulls almost all the way out only to slide back in deeper.

He allows the pace to build gradually with each and every thrust they both make. They move together in sync and in perfect harmony, Harvey wonders how he survived twelve long years without this, without her.

The next minutes are spent scratching his back, cupping her ass, pulling on his hair, kneading her breasts, rubbing her clit. They both can't stop touching each other as they've both been deprived of it for so long.

Her room is filled with moans and curses as they both reach their peak.

Donna bites down on her bottom lip and cries out in ecstasy as she rides out her orgasm. She clings onto him as she shudders and he meets her release with his own. "My neighbors are gonna hate me" she whispers breathlessly. "So what if they do?" he looks at her and laughs as he kisses her temple and eases out of her.

The sun shines through Donna's white curtains and Harvey slowly opens his eyes to see red hair on the white pillows. He scoots closer to her and starts placing soft pecks from the back of her ear, down her neck, onto her shoulder, and back on his favorite spot on Donna's neck.

"Hmmm, good morning to you as well" She moans while stretching her neck to give him more access.

"I didn't mean to wake you" he chuckles. "Really now?" she responds playfully.

"I just had to make sure you were real" she hears a hint of vulnerability in the way he says it which causes her to turn around and face him. "Why wouldn't I be?" she searches his eyes. "Nothing" he gives her a small smile.

Harvey gets on his elbows and leans down to give her a long kiss. Donna hums into the kiss as her right hand snakes onto the back of his head holding him in place but pulls away before things start to heat up. "Want me to make us some coffee?"

"I would love that. We need the energy after losing precious sleep hours" he says while wiggling his eyebrows. Donna lightly hits his chest with back of her hand "I certainly didn't hear you complain though." She says "But I need you to say the magic words first" she adds

"Please"

"No. The other magic words"

"Pretty please? With strawberries and whipped cream on top?"

Donna giggles. "No, Harvey. You know what words I'm talking about" Harvey sucks on his upper teeth. "What else would you want me to say?" he says as he chuckles nervously.

"What you told me last night. I want to hear you say them again." She gives him a small smile. "And maybe tell me how?"

Harvey stills as his breath got stuck on his throat. He should've seen this coming, Donna wasn't the type of person to let things slide just like that. He parts his lips trying to find the right words to say.

Donna, on the other hand, notices his hesitation right away. She retrieves her hand and looks away hoping Harvey wouldn't notice the pool of tears forming in her eyes. She gets up and grabs her white robe and wraps it around her naked body.

Harvey's eyes follow her. "W-where are you going?" he gets to the edge of his side of her bed and puts on his boxers. "Getting a shower. We'll be late for work. You should go"

He notices the change in Donna's tone, it wasn't soft like it was a few seconds ago. It was the voice she always used whenever she needed to put him in his place. Something is wrong.

"Donna, please don't say this was a mistake."

"I'm not going to, Harvey. I just think that we should do what we did the other time and not mention it again." She starts to walk towards her bathroom.

"What if I don't want to sweep it under the rug?" he gets up

"W-what?" she stutters and stops walking

"What if I want this? Us?" he says as he gestures the both of them with his fingers and takes small steps towards her.

"Harvey, you don't know what you want." She shakes her head. "Oh and you do?" he raises his voice in response. He knows what's coming next. He starts to panic and his knees get weak at the thought of her rejection.

"No. but what I do know is this isn't what's best for the both of us right now" her voice now louder and more firm too. "How could you say that after last night?" Harvey shakes his head in disbelief. His lips are parted and his face long.

"Because I just asked you thirty seconds ago how you love me and you couldn't even respond to the goddamn question!" she screams and Harvey closes his eyes. This is where he knew he screwed up big time. "I felt everything there is to feel, Donna. And I know you did too" he takes small slow steps towards her.

"I'm not saying I didn't feel anything, Harvey. I just don't think now is the best time to act on it" her eyes now filled with tears and are one blink away from falling. "Then when?" his voice breaks and Harvey's eyes start to water as well.

"When you're ready to tell me why you love me" she takes a step towards him. "And how you love me" she takes another and now they're too dangerously close to each other. She places one hand on his chest and the other on his cheek. "Because I know you do"

Harvey lifts his eyes from the ground and searches hers to find her cheeks now damp with tears. "But Harvey, you're not ready." She says while both her hands cup his cheeks and his heart sinks. "You're not. And I don't think I need to explain how I know that"

Harvey closes his eyes. "Donna…"

Donna interrupts "I need you to hear you say it, Harvey. That's how I'll know you're willing to go all in but… until then… we can't be together" she says and is followed by a soft sob. "We won't last this way. And you know I'm right." She continues

Harvey takes a deep breath and tries to calm himself down. His heart is pounding and his head is throbbing. He opens his eyes and grips her waist. "Donna, I don't want to forget what happened last night"

"I'm not saying you should"

"I don't want to lose you"

"You won't" her gaze locked on his. She can see that sadness in his eyes and her heart aches as much as his. But she knows it is for the best. They might finally decide to take the plunge someday, somehow. But not today. Not until he's ready.

Harvey rests his forehead on hers and closes his eyes yet again. Donna does the same and they stay that way for a good long minute. He knows she's right. They can't jump into this while he can't commit. And he knows what he has with her is too valuable to risk. He can't lose her, not over this. He can't.

"I should go" he whispers because he knows the longer he's in physical contact with her, the harder it will be for him to walk away. He turns around, picks his clothes up from the floor and gets dressed.

"I'll walk you out" he hears Donna say.

They both make their way down her hallway to the door. He takes the knob, open the door and starts to head out but stops halfway. He sighs, takes a deep breath and turns to Donna one last time.

"Wait for me?" he asks weakly

Donna wraps her arms around herself, give him a sad smile and nods.

He clenches his jaw and walks out of her apartment. He shuts the door behind him.