A Red Flame

Sasuke's lips inched closer to Hinata's. His eyes closed and he moved in closer. There was no thought, just pure instinct. Like magnets they moved closer, following the pull that was undeniable. Consumed with desire to touch her, he reached for her waist. He would pull her in towards him, there was no other reason why he reached out to her. She didn't step back or fight it instead said nothing as he made his intentions clear by moving closer. Just as he was about to touch her, he felt an all too familiar presence.

Fear appeared in him, a soft beat like that of a drum. The beat of the drum grew, and he felt sweat begin to fall on his face as he couldn't deny he was afraid. The fear that he knew the moment he kissed her, that there was a chance he would like it. Years of avoiding physical contact by women had never caused him to wonder if maybe he wanted a girlfriend. Or at the very least a physical relationship with a female. They were absent in him, and because he saw them in everyone else he began to despise it without ever feeling the curiosity.

This was primordial , instinctual and he was bound by it. His arm bent on its own and he found his hand resting on the back of Hinata's head while the other paused just before he touched her waist. As if testing the waters his hand waited. He would kiss her, and he would steal her soul with his kisses. He knew what he wanted, even if the thoughts handed formed yet. Beneath an ocean of thoughts that protected him from admitting what he felt at the moment, was the singular thought of what he wanted to do to her lips. Devour her control just as she had taken his from him. Time slowed as he moved in the last bit, his nose inhaled the arousing aroma that was her lavender scent.

His heart pounded out of both fear of the moment and excitement brought about by being near her. Then in a split second he was no longer there but instead watching himself and Hinata close the distance. His body moved on its own and he watched it desperate to see what he would do, he watched himself as their lips touched. Hinata didn't resist or saying anything and he enjoyed every bit of that.

He enjoyed knowing he had taken the words from her. Silenced her by taking away her lips with his own. She was drawn to him and him to her. His eyes focused on their lips, a quick peck turning into a kiss of lovers. His eyes noting the soft pink of her lips with fascination. His eyes trailed upward to her pale skin which he lustfully admired.

But then a moment passed before he realized he felt nothing from her lips. As he watched himself kissing her, he realized he couldn't feel the kiss. He couldn't savor the taste of her lips on his. He couldn't feel her hot breath on his skin. His mind is absent of the sensation of her lips.

A wanting sprang in him as he was denied the knowledge of what her lips felt like. His lips moved on their own without him thinking it, as the peck shared by them became a passionate kiss he had seen countless couples give, he felt denied.

As he looked at Hinata for once in his life as a woman, he remembered his goal. He wanted to rebuild his clan, and you needed a woman to give birth to the next generation of Uchiha but his dream was just that. It was always in a distant future, something down the line.

A distant dream where the details were clear yet when was murky. It had always been a bridge he would cross when it happened. He knew what would happen but alot of blanks existed and he never had the urgency to fill them out or think of what would be needed.

Sasuke returned to watching himself assault Hinata's lips. Her hand found its way to his chest. A heat flowed through him just as before. His soldier stood at attention, drawing attention to his pants which he had forgotten about. Intense lust consumed him as his free hand reached her toned stomach before rising upward slowly. Each inch he moved north his pants would tighten ever more.

Just as he thought his pants couldn't tighten anymore, did his free hand reach her bra. His nose began to bleed, and he cupped her right breast without hesitation. But again his mind rang nothing, nothing sprang within him to tell him what he felt outside his hand. He bit his lip as he wondered why he couldn't feel.

But he did watch the fluster of heat run through Hinata's face. A soft pink turning into a crimson red. He smirked happy to see her feel the same heat he felt. His heart pounded in his chest, and his solider stood taller than it had ever been before yet all he could feel was the intense lust in himself. He wanted to see Hinata become consumed by lust just as he was. Their lips parted and he looked down at her throat. A dangerous thought spilled forward from his mind.

He would cause within her the same hunger for him, he felt for her when his eyes looked at her. His lips found her throat and followed her neckline hungrily. Kiss after kiss touching that delicious pale skin of hers. His pants became unbearably tight ready to explode and unload his seed before he could even take them off. As his lips touched her skin, his two hands reached for her hips.

He rested both hands on each side of her hips possessively. The hips that would bear his children, cradled inside her. He looked up without moving ashamed of himself to even think such simple thoughts. Thoughts Ebisu or Naruto would have thought. They who would ravage any female that would let them. Sasuke was above that, his eyes finally registered with Hinata again. He had been lost in his thoughts. He could see her arching her head upward as her mouth opened and closed. A smirk formed on his lips as he knew it was the expression of a woman in passionate heat. An expression of pure ecstasy formed on her face. But something was wrong; he couldn't hear her voice.

He cursed his state, a state where he could admire the moment yet feel nothing from her. Sasuke closed his eyes and tried to hear her voice. "Sasuke" Hinata voice finally cut through. She called his name and happiness dawned in him. He dove down his face to her bra and released her breast from the prison of her bra. Once again he stood back and allowed his impulses to take over. "Sasuke" She called his name just as before. This time he noticed it, her expression was of intense pleasure but her voice sounded calm almost distant.

He eyed her for a couple seconds as he questioned himself before stopping fear sprang in his heart. It was sharp and painful. Like a needle piercing his heart. It was the feeling of remembering something and having it on the tip of your tongue without having it. He looked at Hinata's exposed breasts and decided without thinking, that he would enjoy every moment of this whether he felt guilty or not. His lips fell upon her nipple. A very soft and light nibble followed only to be met with frustration as he felt nothing.

He looked up from her breast, in his eyes was the same look he had seen hundreds of women give him across his life. It was a simple look, a desire really. A desire to be given a chance. Hinata gave him a soft smile, a smile he now yearned deeply for. He felt the undeniable urge to strip down and take Hinata but his mind understood already what he would feel. "I want you" Sasuke uttered from his lips without thinking.

He half expected himself to look like a child asking for some chocolate to their parents. It was a look of intense desire yet it was mixed with acceptance that it was never going to happen. Sasuke sat down on the floor, across from Hinata. There was a quiet he suspected was there because Hinata hadn't said a word.

Her eyes traced his body, as if looking at him for the first time. Sasuke without a single word felt the world slow. He didn't say a word because he wanted to see what she would do or say. When she was done looking him over Hinata looked at him directly and smiled. Sasuke's lips formed his famous smirk before stopping. Within a span of 10 seconds the world seemed to light up before falling into the dark.

Just as the clouds passing over the sun can turn a bright day into a dreary night. He turned around, she was looking at him but he could sense something behind him. Naruto stood behind him, dressed in the Orange jumpsuit he loved to death. He turned back to Hinata and this time found her looking at Naruto.

A soft pink blush over her face filled with a deep pain in his stomach. He hated the feeling, it was the first time he had experienced it but he knew he hated the feeling. "Naruto" Hinata called out so warmly he half expected her to blow him a kiss but she didn't. Sasuke turned back to Naruto and found emptiness. Sasuke sat up on his bed. Sweat dripping down his face. He turned to his right then left taking in his room. He slowly turned to his left side found his alarm clock on the dresser. It was just north of 3 am, and he could tell he wasn't going to be able to get back to sleep. His feet reached the ground next. As he got up to walk to the bathroom he noticed it.

A fully erect soldier, a result on having one of the best dreams of his life. That was before it ended horribly. Sasuke sat back down on the bed. He felt deep shame run through him. He eyed the bathroom for a few minutes as he sat on his bed. His mind was deeply focused on remembering his "Nightmare". It became more difficult to remember every detail the more time passed since he awoke.

He gave up trying to remember the dream just before 4. He stepped into the shower and turned on the hot water. He hung his head down as the water poured over his head. His mind then slipped back to when he entered his apartment the day before.

Sasuke opened the door to his apartment a quarter past eight. It was empty as usual, and as he entered it he noticed how empty it appeared. He made note of it and planned on adding furniture to compensate. It was dark and poorly lit, but he had good eyes and didn't bother turning the lights on.

Once he closed his front door he turned his eyes to his bedroom. He had no attention to showering, he would collapse on his bed and sleep off the nightmare he had in the afternoon. As He walked towards his bedroom his shoulders slumping down defeated. He threw himself on the bed and pulled his cover over himself. As he closed his eyes the memory returned to him.

Hinata walked towards her locker and his heart began racing. She placed a single hand on the locker and pushed against it. Sasuke looked intensely at her as he stood still. He could feel the pressure she was using against the locker he was in front of, with her hand pressed against it.

HInata stood up on her tiptoes to make herself taller. Once again her cleavage was presented straight in front of him. And his eyes switched from looking at Hinata's face and looking at her ample cleavage. Within moments there was a click from a locker door being opened. Hinata had opened the locker above the one Sasuke was in and it had hit the other locker next to it.

Hinata had found something inside the locker. She returned to standing normal lowering her height again.

She turned around showing her body sideways to Sasuke and placed a flower in her hair. A yellow daisy rested at the top of her hair as she pulled up a bag from the floor outside the range of Sasuke's vision. As Hinata was busy with her locker another female entered the locker room. She was much older than Hinata near her fifties. Sasuke eyed her and could see she was no shinobi. It was now or never in Sasuke's mind as it was inevitable she would open the door. Sasuke made a scratching noise in the locker.

Hinata hearing the noise got closer and tried to look through the slats. Sasuke activated his mangekyou Sharingan and used Tsukuyomi on Hinata. Creating the illusion that a woman was inside the Locker. Using the image of the woman who just entered the locker room r. He then activated Amenotejikara to switch places with the older lady in the locker room.

Hinata opened the locker finding the lady inside. With her back to Sasuke he used the opportunity to use a Sharingan Genjutsu on the lady to influence her. When the door opened the lady was in shock but it quickly shifted as she noticed Sasuke. Meeting his eyes almost immediately, Sasuke hypnotized her with the Sharingan , implanting a story about how she had fallen inside on accident and couldn't get out until she saw Hinata. Sasuke slipped away discreetly as Hinata tried to help the other woman.

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