-A/N: Another quick fic that I came up with. Thanx to everyone that reviewed my last one. I felt really inspired to write again. So anyways, here's my latest Kurtty fic. It's angsty and may make some of you upset but don't worry, I'm a true blue Kurtty fan. I just wanted to try and write something sad. If I do find more inspiration, I will continue this. But for now, it's a one-shot fic. Enjoy! ^_^

-Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters from X-men: Evolution.

-Heartbreaker

-By Selene Tsukino

I saw his heart break. His eyes gave it away, filled with intense sorrow and pain. And all I could do was watch as I hurt him, as I broke the heart of the greatest friend I've had, one of the only people that truly understood me. But this had to be done.

He hadn't done nothing wrong…except fallen in love with me. Love was never wrong although falling for the wrong person only results in the waste of emotions. And that's exactly what he has done. He had fallen for a person that could never fully those feelings, that didn't deserve to receive what he had to give.

I turned away, my eyes clouding up with tears. I couldn't face those pale eyes. All I could see was him as I shut my eyes tight, willing the world to disappear or for this to be some horrible nightmare. But it was my harsh reality.

I felt his hand slide under my chin, slowly tilting my face so that I was facing him. But I kept my eyes shut…and felt like cursing the single tear that slipped down my cheek.

"Katzchen…" he whispered, his voice cracking with emotion.

I swallowed the sob that rose in my throat. I had to remain calm and composed…I had to bravely face my fate…the fate of a heartbreaker…

I blinked back the tears that were forming, now looking into his eyes again. His three-fingered hand slowly brushed away that single tear, delicately rubbing against my cheek. And the more I stared at him, the more I regretted my decision.

"I never meant to make you cry."

And the second he said that, I burst out into tears. I felt selfish. I felt ashamed. I also felt angry at both him and myself. Why does he love me? I'm not worth it. Why do I have to love him so much?

Without thinking, I flung myself into his open arms, sobbing hard against his chest. I knew that though I couldn't see his face, his eyes were filling with silent tears. As he began rubbing my back, I felt his body shake against mine as he held in his sorrow. He probably hoped that staying strong in front of me would make this easier. But nothing was ever easy.

I suddenly pushed myself away, sniffling and hiccoughing. My hands balled into fists at my sides and I forced my body to hold in whatever sobs were left. I couldn't play Kurt anymore. He deserved better.

"Ich liebe dich, Katzchen. And I know you feel the-"

"NO!" I shouted. I hiccoughed loudly and felt my heart plummet as he flinched.

"I can't keep doing this, Kurt! I can't, like, keep hurting you! You deserve someone that will love you unconditionally. Someone that hasn't broken your heart time and time again. You deserve someone…" I whispered, feeling my own heart break, "…that isn't me."

His ears twitched, eyes widening as I said those cursed words. His tail thrashed out in anger and his eyes suddenly narrowed in a glare.

"You don't have any right to tell me vhat I deserve! I deserve to love whoever I choose. And I think that if your feelings are as sincere as mein own, than I deserve you."

I buckled under the intensity of his glare. He looked so strong…so determined…but I knew, on the inside, he was shaking with fear. He had taken this too far. And the more I thought about his reluctance, the more angry I became.

"You idiot! Haven't you realized that this love, like, isn't worth fighting for?!"

I knew that I also had taken this game too far. I just threw the fact that the love between us, in my opinion, was worthless. And I knew that this hurt more than my decision.

I would have killed to not have to face him the moment I let that slip. His eyes went wild with pain. But he refused to back down.

"Katzchen. If this love wasn't worth fighting for, then vhy am I fighting for it?"

I suddenly didn't care that I loved him, didn't care that he was my best friend. All I cared about was his denial to accept the truth. And I threw that back in his face.

"If this love was worth fighting for, then why am I not fighting for it?! Get over it, Kurt! I chose Lance, not you!"

Before I could watch his heart break all over again, before I could shout out more cruel words, before I could even throw myself in his arms and change my mind, I stalked away to my room.

I couldn't face him. I knew in my heart that I wanted him more than anything in the entire world. But growing up, I had learned the hard way that we can't have what we don't deserve. I don't deserve the heart of a person that has loved me through and through, especially since all he ever received in return was my cruel rejection. From the start, I admitted to having feelings for him but hid it through my denial, always sitting back and 'pretending' to not notice his heart break. Now that I have come to terms with my emotions, I realize that he deserves someone that should have loved him without causing him any pain. That someone isn't me.

Sure, I love Lance. Although I do admit that maybe my attraction to him is through lust. But at least I won't hurt him like I hurt Kurt.

I collapsed on my bed, feeling the hot tears flow down my cheeks. But no sobs followed. No hiccoughs. Only the flow of silent tears that felt the cruelty of the world finally take its toll. I waited for that shoulder to return…for my best friend to wrap his arms around me and lightly kiss my forehead, reminding me that although life is cruel, I will always have him to lean on.

And for once, that shoulder wasn't there. I hurt him more than I ever hurt anyone else.

I truly didn't deserve his love.

-End?

-Selene

-A/N: Please review and tell me what you think. Yes, I know that the ending did suck but it could always change, if I add another chapter. I'm still considering it.