I was standing in the wings with Travesty and Baby Doll while Satine performed her Sparkling Diamond routine. I was nervously peeking out into the audience to see if Toulouse was really out there like Christian had said.

Just then Satine came hurrying into the wings.

"Is he out there Satine? Is he really?" I asked.

"Yes, yes he is! He's sitting with Christian and the rest of the bohemians. Now just go out there and sing!"

I was so nervous, I wasn't even sure I would be able to remember all the words to my song.

As Satine and Baby Doll rushed me back to my dressing room to get me ready I said, "But Satine, what if I can't remember all my words?"

"Don't worry Lola! We'll all be there to help in case you get stuck on something!" Baby Doll said as she brushed rouge onto my cheeks and lined my eyes with kohl.

" I know, but still-"

"No buts Lolita! Now I know you're nervous but we know you can do it! Now go!" Satine said, pushing me out behind the stage.

Harold came hurrying over to us and said, "Is she ready?"

"Yes, yes she is."

"Well, then get her out there!"

Satine was going to introduce me, so she went out first. Moments later I heard her introduction.

"And now I'd like to introduce a special girl by the name of Lolita, who is making her solo singing debut tonight!"

Quickly I stepped out to a rousing round of applause. I took a deep breath and began to sing my song.

You look so fine

I want to break your heart

and give you mine

You're taking me over

It's so insane

You've got me tethered and chained

I hear your name

and I'm falling over

I'm not like all the other girls

I can't take it like the other girls

I won't share it like the other girls

that you used to know

You look so fine

Knocked down

Cried out

Been down just to find out

I'm through

Bleeding for you

I'm open wide

I want to take you home

We'll waste some time

You're the only one for me

You look so fine

I'm like the desert tonight

Leave her behind

I f you want to show me

I'm not like all the other girls

I won't take it like the other girls

I won't fake it like the other girls

that you used to know

You're taking me over

Over and over

I'm falling over

Over and over

You're taking me over

drown in me one more time

hide inside me tonight

do what you want to do

just pretend happy end

let me know let it show

ending with letting go

ending with letting go

ending with letting go

let's pretend happy end

let's pretend happy end

let's pretend happy end

let's pretend happy end

As I finished my song I saw Toulouse looking at me with tears in his eyes.

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A/N: Sorry I've taken so long with this installment. Life has been so hectic for me lately and this is the first time I've had a chance to really work on anything. So, enjoy! Plus Fanfiction.net wouldn't let me upload.

Song Used: You Look So Fine by Garbage.