Mixed Feelings Part 2

*Warning Mature Content*

Wes and I splashed each other in the water until our clothes were soaked through. We walked along the beach for a while and talked. I found that Wes really likes to talk about himself and football. Once our clothes were almost dry, we decided it was getting late and started heading back to the car. It was a quiet walk back.

Finally, we reached the car. I wrung my dress out before getting in so I wouldn't ruin the fabric seat. I sat in the car for a minute, wondering when Wes was going to start the car and take me home. He sat there, glancing at me every few seconds wearing a large grin on his face. Then, he put his hand on my thigh and turned to me.

"You know, you're very pretty," He almost whispered, still with the grin.

I say uncomfortably, "Thank you." I can't take my eyes away from his hand.

"You are," He slides his hand up under the skirt of my dress, "very welcome."

His hand stops just before he reaches my underwear and he lifts my head and kisses me. I wonder if I should kiss him back. Then I realize, I don't want to. His hand goes over the top of my underwear and slowly starts pulling it down.

"What do you think you're doing?" I pull his hand away and move closer to the window of the car.

"I want to get closer to you," He leans in and tries to kiss me again.

"Don't you think this is a little too fast?"

"Not at all."

He kisses my neck this time. I don't know what to do, how to make him stop. I push his shoulders and he falls back into his seat. At first, he looks confused, then he looks angry.

"You actually don't want to kiss me? What the hell! Why did you even agree to this date if you weren't going to have sex with me?" Wes starts to raise his voice.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know that was what you wanted from this," I get quiet, not sure how to act.

"It's not what I want. It's what I'm going to get," He leans forward. This time, he doesn't let me push him away.

Wes plants his hand on my thigh just above the knee and starts to kiss my neck. I've never been with someone before and I definitely don't want my first time to be like this. Again, he starts to move his hand up my thigh. The kisses move from my neck to just below my ear. I realize that he is not going to stop. I know what I have to do.