Chapter 1

I, Sawada Tsunayoshi have always known that I am not only born as a Sky but also born as a Sun, although only I that know of this fact. A fact that I was born just the same as Xanxus whom is a dual natured flame, while Xanxus's flames is that of Storm and Sky which then known as the flame of Rage and meanwhile for my sunny-Sky which I secretly called dawn flame. The very fact of my dual natured flame is something I plan to keep secret and bring it to my grave or so I though…

Tsuna POV

It's all started from when I am just a 4 year old little boy which will be 5 in a week time.

At that time I was really happy because my father who has been long gone has finally returned just to celebrate my birthday! So with mom, we gone to the airport to greet him but when we arrived, we saw him talking to and old man which he then introduced to us as his boss, Timoteo which I immediately called grandpa after he secretly gave me candies behind my parents back while they doing icky things with each other.

5 days after the arrival of grandpa and papa, I had a great birthday since grandpa giving me a giant moving robot and while I cry at papa's stuffed tuna fish present, but I was fun so I forgive papa, but papa and grandpa has to gone back to work soon and so during the last 2 days they will play with me all day. But on the last day, grandpa done something to me that I won't remember except an orange light (until I am 14 year old which by then I remember what he had done to me).

What I remember is that by the time I return home crying after trying fetching the ball that I had been playing which accidently flying outside the garden which I unfortunate met Billy the Chihuahua whom decided to chase and bite me, papa who has heard me crying immediately taking me home while trying to calming me down. And by the time we arrived at home, papa then talked with grandpa about something with their magic words and then grandpa nodded and immediately all I see is black mixed with orange light flickering around.

And since of the accident is what the starter of my hellish life that known as "Dame-Tsuna".

First thing I notices is that I started tripping over the air without any reason which I have never done before, and then I started don't have any understanding any lessons that the teacher teach along with my grade that dropping drastically which I become suspected something is wrong since I was known to aced all my studies, and the last thing is that people has become mean to me, bullying me, said bad and hurt words, hitting me and many more.

In short, my life has becoming my living hell and nightmare. But you know what? What makes it worse is that I don't even what's wrong with me that make me become like this, all I know is that deep inside I somehow knew that it was all the fault of Iemitsu and that man who were with him.

It's not until 8 years later few days after my 13th birthday that I finally know what's wrong with me. Which all started with a baby named Reborn that come (more like forced himself) onto my life and then announced that my 'better be dead father' has decided to sold me off into the mafia and let them to mold me into a boss of the crime syndicate, although I must said that I never regretted to be able to meet my family…..my famigilia.

During those 8 years of hell, I had always noticed that whenever I get beaten up by children and adults and then they just leave me to die with my blood flowing, 'that something' will always heal me. All my light wounds often than not will always be healed within minutes but if it worse ones I will take days, but if its life treating ones they always healed them within spans of seconds as if telling me to live and that it will keep me safe and alive…..in which I was really grateful and happy that someone or something cared for me. I also learned that 'that something' always appearing in form of a very beautiful sparkling yellow colored flame which makes me curious of its true form.

Under the tutorage and teaching of Reborn, I soon learned that the beautiful sparkling yellow flame is part of the dying will flame and it's called as Sun flame with one of its properties is healing which explained why I still survived my hellish childhood days with the everyday wound I always received.

Although I know that my sun flame won't be easy to be active once my Sky flame being unsealed by Reborn when he arrive on the very first day of his arrival, which one of the side effect is that my Sun flame being pushed back into the deepest of my mind as the Sky flame takes the temporary place as my main and only flame but I know that my Sun also share the same place as my main flame. Through my Hyper Intuitions, I know that my Sun didn't mind for being pushed back as it's knew that the Sky just want to be free and useful to me after its being sealed against its will just as the Sun were to me all this time. And so, the Sun quietly awaits deep inside of me while occasionally healed my worse wound and of course without Reborn's knowledge.

~o0o~

Even though I had decided to keep the secret that I am a dual-flame user, I soon hit the wall when bot my friend and I has landed onto 10 years later future and then we had to handle with the said problems of this said future. After landed on this future, Reborn then told us to train ourselves up and so we does…..but even with the combined effort and training with future Hibari-san and Lal Mirch, I still found myself for having a hard time to controlling my flame while hiding my true nature.

One week has passed after our arrival at the future, but I still only have a little progress with my training and as of right now….i have decided to shut myself in my own room after dinner to think for myself for the first time since Reborn barged into my life.

And while thinking about why I couldn't now control my both of my Sun and Sky flame together while back in my own time I could do it with ease, and then in stress and frustration I run my hand on my hair with frustrated manner while holding my tears at bay while trying to console myself up and said to myself that I am not a dame, I then suddenly heard voices just outside of my room and one of those voices is sounds like Fuuta, with a great curiosity, I then walked toward the door and opened a small crack of so I can heard what they talking about.

"Yeah….I just got the confirmation on that information that Lambo and Hayato-nii got few weeks ago when they gone near the Shizume city while trying to avoiding the black spell. It seems like the Red king really had died after he lost control of his power"

Then I could heard a grunt that I immediately recognize as Hibari-san (the future version) thanks to the brutal training with him for all this long week

"hn…what becomes of his pack?" said Hibari as I can heard he has adjusted his position

With a sad voice Fuuta the said

"Killed…..when the Red King lost control of his power, he tried to stop him….but he didn't managed it and got some rather severed wounds before he died when he get struck one last time by the out growing control power. Only by the time his life is fading away that the Red King managed to snap himself back and only to see his only friend and clansmen died. After the Red King realized that he is the one who killed his only friend, the Red King with anguish and regret decided to surrender himself to the blue clan….even though he knows that he will be just killed, but maybe that is his wish….in order to join with his only friend in death."

"I see…what a sad and lonely fate for the Red King. For having through such great angst after his short ruling time….but before we worry for what will happen with the death of the Red King, we need to concern our self with the next battle is coming near"

Said the next voice which I recognize as Bianchi and after that they continue with another topics which I don't really cared about, and as I closed the door slowly as possible…I keep trying to processing the information that I just heard.

As I keep processing of the information that I just heard, about this Red King that has died in a lonely way….without being surrounded by those who are important to him….and not only that the knowledge of the fact that he ahs killed his only friend, its must be killing him inside…I then started to shed tears as I can't imaged that one day I killed my own friends and family and if I ever do…I am sure that I did rather to kill myself as I can't bear the weight of the blood on my friend and the fact I am the one who did the deed.

As I keep shedding tears for a stranger that I have never met before, suddenly I could feel my Sun within me started to rearing its end with the pain of anguish and in that instance that I realized that this person, the Red King is my one and only Sky and then I started to cry harder than I have ever been, all of these tears are for the tribute to my unknown beloved Sky death.

But after awhile I then stop crying after I realized that the Red King still alive in my own timeline….and that's mean I could save him! Save him from this fate! And so with a get resolve, I then gone back to train in order to be able to met and save my one and only Sky and when I able to meet him , I shall make him feel the warmth of family and friends do that he will never be feel lonely ever again. With that, I then started to run to the training room to once again to try and challenge the flame control exercise and I got a felling that this time will work.

And on the very same night…I decided to snakingly and gone to the computer in order to search the information and data about the Red King. After few minutes flittering data here and there and then I found them….immediately I started to search for his name, after few seconds of flipping some documents…I then found his name...i found my Sky name….

With that my tears started to pour out again and I started to revealingly muttering his name under my breath "Suoh Mikoto….Suoh Mikoto…" and then I once again vowing to make him happy and safe.

~o0o~

After defeating SIEMA (Stupid Idiotic Egomaniac Marshmallows addict) aka Gesso Byakuran and the melon head (aka Daemon) to free the whole Shimon familgia and then thrown into the battle with each other and Vendicare in the Battle of Rainbow aka the representative battle aka the Arcobaleno battle and the result of that battle is that we managed to save and free Reborn and other Arcobaleno from their death by curse.

And after a few peaceful week of rest, I then gather my courage to ask Reborn about the bond between the Sky and Elements which at first he so surprised by my request before him smirking and started to explain what I want to know and what he knows.

What I learned is that each Elements has their own destined sky that will make them feel complete, welcomed and accepted like no other and the same could be said to the Sky….each Sky has their own destined Elements that will make them feel complete, protected and accepted no matter of their faults and because of that, no matter what the Elements will trying to seeking their only Sky and the Sky will trying to find their own Elements too as they want to completing the empty space within their soul and be accepted even with their flaw.

After that month has passed quickly and while keep denying Reborn of me becoming Neo Primo and Decimo I decided to starting to form many plans of 'What a Dame person want to do if he become Mafia Boss' and started to write those plans out along with my intuition's help and I hope that this plan will help and useful when I will disappear in order to searching for my Sky. I know it will hurt my friends, Ooka-san and my guardians when they know my disappearance, but this is something I need to do alone without as it's my duty as a Sun.

~o0o~

Two months have passed and it's been 2 weeks since my inheritance ceremony as Vongola Decimo (which I have given up protesting), and have decided to gone to searching for my Sky to night and I hope that my guardian will not miss me too much. And since today is the last time I will see them for the time being… I decide to playing, entertaining or even sparring with them and by the night rolling and after everyone has gone to sleep, in the midst of darkness of the night I gone from the house and town that I had grown up with and also the place where I met all of my great friends and my beloved guardians…and I leaving all of these all in order to searching for my one and only Sky…my very own Sky.

After all I am not just the ever accepting and forgiving Sky but I am also a Sun and hell shall be damned! I will find my own Sky and saving him from his lonely path and fate and then I will shine that lonely path into a path full of warmth, cheer and life, after all I am a Sun and I will Shine that path and become what Reborn once said

Destroying the misfortune that

Attacks the familigia with their own body

They become the Sun that brightly

Shine upon an area.

~o0o~

After few hours on the journey with train, I finally arrived at Shizume city. With an awe I looked around the city which entirely different that Namimori or Italy. Shizume city is much more technology advanced with many skyscrapers, I also noticing trains that have tracks above the ocean, many electronics shops sold products that I only seen on future and sci-fi movies, I even noticing robots cleaning the grounds!

As I keep looking around, I the noticed a certain hair salon and then in that instant, I decide to change my gravity defying hair into different style as I know that my hair are pretty much eye catching and also can become a beacon to identifying me which I don't really need and hence I completely changing my appearance than I would normally do.

After I straighten my hair, I then bleached it a little bit lighter than my original color and then after I looked at the mirror and decided that it was perfect as on the other side of the mirror is a completely different person than the one I saw in the mirror yesterday morning. Satisfying with my new look I then also decided to change my name ….I mean for a new look and a new life, they deserve a new name too right?

Hence I then decided to be called as Totsuka Tatara.

Totsuka from an ancient sword called Totsuka no Tsurugi and Tatara from a furnace used in ancient steel making, it's a perfect name for the new me.

As I gone out of the salon, I then take a deep breath while closing my eyes and after few seconds of taking breath and then opened my eyes…all I see a vast clear blue sky and that make me smile and with the very same smile I then taken my first step outside not as Sawada Tsunayoshi but as Totsuka Tatara and in that very first step unknown to me is the first sign of me soon will find my Sky.