I wake myself up by coughing. I felt a hand on my back patting it. I look up and notice Ran at the end of the bed sleeping. I turn around to see who was patting my back. It was Hattori. I smile a bit at him. The thought of someone caring for me made me happy. I then notice Hattori was humming a song. It was a korean song that went by the name Spring day.

I remember one day Hattori and I were hanging out listening to some popular music playlist. The playlist consisted of songs from many languages. It was our favourite song from the list.

Our attention was switched to Ran. She must've woken up from Hattori's humming. She seemed confused for a bit, but smiled as soon as she noticed I was awake. I smile back at her slightly. I immediately regretted it because what followed was a wave of nausea. Hattori and Ran seemed to notice something was wrong so they ran off to get help. I couldn't stop coughing till I gagged.

When they finally came back I had curled into myself like a ball. I didn't care what they thought. I just wanted to get better. The nurse came in handed me a bucket and started patting my back softly. Without hesitation I started to vomit.

Once I finished tears were rolling down my cheeks and I felt gross. A nasty taste lingered in my mouth as well.

The nurse cleaned around my mouth with a small towel and went off to go clean up the bucket. When the nurse came back she had me take some medicine for nausea and lay down.

When the nurse left Hattori went to get some drinks for Ran and himself because they felt a little thirsty.

Ran stared at me for a bit and I stared back. Suddenly she stood up and hugged me. As she backed out of the hug she kissed me on the forehead. That small kind kiss was enough to make my whole face turn red. Just then Hattori came in. He knew. I just stared at my lap waiting for the blush to calm down.

Hattori handed Ran the drink she requested and they started to talk a bit. I just look around bored out of my mind.

I must've fallen asleep and had a nightmare because the next the I knew I was screaming and yelling. I couldn't stop, I was scared. Scared that everybody was gone again.

I realized that no one was in the room and started panicking. I was screaming and crying, gasping for air. The nurses tried to calm me down, but I just couldn't. The tears just streamed down my face as I cried and gasped for air.

My attention was turned to where all the nurses looked suddenly. It was Ran. I started to cry even more.

No it's not really her it's just a fake. I repeated in my head. Suddenly a warm embrace covered me like a blanket. I started to calm down a bit but I still cried. I looked up and saw Ran trying her best to calm me.

After about ten minutes of Ran trying to comfort me I was able to stop crying. The nurse started talking. "I believe that the poor boy might have seperation anxiety. Other than the panicked outburst he just had I believe he's fine and is able to go home. Just don't leave him alone until you know he's able to handle it." Ran nods and smiles. "Of course, I wouldn't be able to leave him on his own."

A couple hours later I was discharged. During the next few days Ran made sure everything was okay and tried not to leave me on my own. Hattori sometimes came to help, embarrassingly enough he was a comforting presence.

I was able to get my original body back and I told Ran everything. I was super embarrassed about the whole seperation anxiety panic attack thing but she understood.

She still treats me like a baby sometimes because I have small anxiety attacks when away from people for a while. It's gotten better though.

The only downside is the scars that are left as a reminder of how weak I was.