Show Me the Way from Crazy
Fifteen
Life Falls Apart

(a.n. – Oh wow. I'm sorry, people. Almost a month since I haven't updated. I feel terrible. I am sorry, and I have been making an effort. School, family . . . you know, the usual excuses. I'll try to get everything else up sooner. Thanks for the patience and the support. Love to all of you.)
Disclaimer: *Insert standard disclaimer with some sort of witty comment*
Note: This is completely AU. Nothing in the series has happened in this. Well . . . kinda. Everything up to Battle City has . . . I guess. But besides that – nothing! Heh heh – just to clear up confusion . . . Oh! And another thing, I will be switching the point of view every chapter (don't worry – only between two people) because well, it's better to get everyone's perspective, right? Heh heh – and this is shounen-ai . . . if you have a problem – why the hell are you reading it?

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"When your life falls apart, always remember that I will be the one who will stay to help you pick up the pieces. And when the rest of the world walks out on you, remember to leave the door open, because I am the one who will be walking in to help you through it all."

Ryou's POV

            Malik and his sister had moved their shouting match to the kitchen. Actually . . . Malik was the only one who was yelling.

            I don't want him to leave . . . but, I also don't want his family wondering about him. I want him to be happy, so if he decides that he wants to go back home . . . I won't stop him.

            He tried to leave once before . . . maybe he's only staying here so that he won't make me feel bad or anything. That would be horrible. Have all that we done . . .  all that we've shared . . . was it really all a lie?

            I was still standing in the front foyer when Malik ran upstairs. Seconds later, I heard a door slam shut. Isis walked out of the kitchen soon after . . . only much more composed than Malik had been.

            She began staring intently at me, and didn't look away. After what seemed like forever just standing like that, I finally moved.

            "Um . . . excuse me please," I muttered softly as I started up the stairs. "You can help yourself to anything," I added as an afterthought, running the rest of the way up the flight of steps.

            As I came to the hallway, I noticed that my door was the only one that had been shut.

            Knocking on it softly, I called out, "Malik? It's just me. Your sister's still downstairs."

            I heard footsteps come up to the door, and then the wooden barrier that separated me from him opened a bit, and two watery lavender eyes peered out at me.

            I pushed the door open the last of the way and hugged Malik. I've never seen him this sad. It's depressing . . . I only want him to be happy.

            "I don't want to go," He said into my shoulder, which was getting increasingly wet from his tears.

            "Didn't you talk to her?" I asked.

            "Yeah . . . but she's so goddamn stubborn it's frustrating."

            "Well . . . do they need you back home?"

            "Not really . . . but Isis keeps on insisting that they do. They were all always so scared of me and pretending that I wasn't there anyway. That's the way they always were . . . thought that if maybe you ignored a problem long enough, it would go away. Well, I'm gone, but now they want me back, and . . ." he broke off then, throwing his arms around my neck and sobbing.

            I guided him over to the bed and sat down, still hugging him and petting his hair.

            It was then that I saw the scared, insecure child in Malik. There's someone like that in all of us. Some people gladly never have to face that person, while the rest of us have to face them more than once. And it's scary and we hate it, but all we can do is hope that there will be someone's awaiting arms that we can fall into; someone there to dry our tears and sew us back together when we're falling apart.

            My hand, by this time, was now stroking Malik's head instinctively. His sobs had been reduced to sniffles, and we were just laying there in each others arms. It's funny how the most romantic of situations branch out from the saddest . . .

            I jumped up when I heard loud voices downstairs. Malik lifted his head from my shoulder, and looked at me quizzically.

            "Shh . . ." I got up and motioned for him to follow me down the stairs.

            Hand in hand we made out way down to the ground floor quietly, and then hid underneath the staircase we had just descended.

            Peeking out a bit, I saw Bakura and Isis glaring at each other in front of the door; Bakura must have just gotten home.

            "You don't understand," Isis said, trying to make her voice appear calm, "if Malik stays here then it will only cause a lot of trouble. Believe me."

            Bakura just glared at her. "If you make him come with you, then I'll cause a lot more trouble."

            She stared at him for quite a while. "Why do you care so much?" She asked quietly.

            "Because . . . I've never seen Ryou this happy. He needs someone there for him, a person who can do more than, well, what I can. And Malik, even though he won't admit to it, had his heart closed when he first came here. They're both growing, and even if it's a mistake, they should be allowed to make it."

            Isis sighed after a long time. "Fine. I'll just go back and tell my parents that I couldn't find him. Just be aware that I'll be keeping an eye on everything and that you are messing with destiny."

            Bakura just smirked. "I don't believe in destiny."

            I glanced over at Malik to see his whole take on this, and his eyes seemed to be shining with renewed hope.

            Isis exited the house and Bakura closed the door after her. "You can come out now," he said.

            Malik looked a bit surprised that Bakura knew we were there, but I just ran up to him and hugged him.

            "Thank you Bakura!" I cried out, and although he seemed to look disgruntled, a small smile was tugging at the corners of his mouth.

            I ran back over to Malik and attached myself to him. He smiled faintly, but didn't look entirely exuberant.

            After Bakura left to go downstairs, I turned to Malik. "What's wrong?" I asked him worriedly.

            "It's just . . . Isis was never one to just give up like that. I know she said that she'd be "keeping an eye on us" or whatever the hell that means, but she'll do more than that . . . trust me," Malik replied, sadly smiling.

            "Do you want to go back there?" I asked softly, now staring at the ground.

            "No, no . . . I just want to be with you," he whispered, hugging me.

            "I'll go with you if you want," I said, only wanting him to be happy.

            "Oh – Ry . . . that's not it. Here is much better. No one knows me . . . therefore no one does anything to me," he sighed, "and plus . . . here has you, and even if you came with me, I know you'd be happier here. And I'm happy if you're happy," he kissed the top of my head.

            I smiled and hugged him back. "Can we just pretend that nothing's wrong and that everything's perfect? Even if it's only for a little while . . ."

            I could feel him smile a bit and then sigh, "We can try . . . and I hope that it works."

            Fewer things went wrong when I didn't know Malik, but . . . I am so much happier now. I don't understand how that works but . . . it does.

"I've gotta bust you out of here somehow.
I've never seen your heart this tired.
I've never seen your spirit held down."

(a.n. – Yep. And so ends the fifteenth chapter. Sorry if it was short; I kind of finished it in the hallway at school while waiting for some friends to get out of Model UN. I hope everyone liked it, and I promise to try my best to get the next chapter up as soon as I can. My schedule is really hectic, and I'm sorry – but I am trying the best I can. Thank you for your patience. Heehee – I sound so serious, and that's not me. Anycrap, hope everyone else is having a much more relaxed life than me. ^_^ Ja!)