This just a jumble of random thoughts of a possible AU, that I may get to in the future. There is no strong structure here, and a semi form of a plot you have been warned. Read at your own risk. So here are some key facts to keep in mind before reading: 1) Felix and Adrian are 10yrs apart in age, 2) Felix watched over both Adrian and Chloe whenever he could, 3) Chloe has a crush on Felix not Adrian he's more of a brother to her, and 4) there no true romance in here other than friendship. Oh and 5) Felix was away for college, but he finally caught a chance to come back home.

When I was little there was another Chat Noir, but there wasn't a Ladybug from what I remembered. My parents were happy, but always busy along with my older brother; Felix. I knew my parents loved me, yet Felix was groomed by father to be perfect. So he always had his attention, while I had mother's. When I was 3, it was the first time I've heard of chat noir. He was amazing, all dressed in black and friendly to everyone he meets. He was unlike my own brother, who put his own studies and appearance, before taking time to be with me. He was, as I've heard many say before, very mature for his age. We are ten years apart in age, but he might as well have been another stranger to me.

I can't remember if I was 4 or 5, when mother had fallen ill before disappearing forever. That was when I found out that my brother was Chat Noir and a villain named hawk moth exist. Chat noir had done his best restoring Paris, but it had became too much for him. During his last appearance he destroyed, a whole city block to get to one person. In a panic he raced home, where a young me went to retrieve a ball I threw accidentally into his room. Unknowingly he transformed, collapsing onto the bed talkin* to what I assumed was his self. I tried my best to sneak past him only to get snatched up, and the first thing I saw was floating cat. Admittedly I tried to grab him, but my brother's panic look changed my mind. We talked, after I told him about everything I saw, and he explained who he is and why he does it. I asked if it was so hard, why didn't he have a partner like in shows Chloe and I watch when she comes over. He explained that there was, but she gave it up too soon, reasons; he never clearly gave me a straight answer whenever I asked.

Felix apologized to me and promised to make more time for me. True to his word, Chat Noir was no more and he took a much more active role in not only my life, but Chloe's as well. At the time I had thought it was a mere dream and that Felix just finally came around after mother died. Father was more distant than before, so I was Happy that at least Felix was there for me. That night drifted off to the back of mind and I thought no more of it; even though I should have.