It was a cold night. Bucky and Steve were curled up under the blankets. Steve's head resting in Bucky's chest.

They enjoyed the silence. Just them two together made them happy. They didn't need to talk or make love to feel content. The silence broke and Bucky hesitantly started to speak.

"S-Stevie, can I ask you something?" he stammered

"Anything."

"I know you don't like to talk about this, but what was it like when I fell from the train?"

Steve didn't answer. Bucky could feel Steve's heart rate go up. Talking about it was a trigger for Steve.

The blonde shot up and sat on the edge of the bed.

"Steve if you don't want to, you don't have to answer."

"Lonely," Steve replied. A tear rolled down his cheek, "the pain of losing you hurt me more then anything else. When I found out you were alive on that highway. I didn't know how to feel."

"Steve...I, come lay back down."

Steve ignored him and carried on talking, still with his back to him.

"You didn't remember me. Your eyes were blank, almost as it there was no one behind them. It hurt me, but made me happy."

"Stevie, I'm sorry for asking, just come lay back down," Bucky said with a slight shake in his voice.

The captain turned to face him. A tear gliding down either cheek raced down his face.

"I never want to lose you again, Buck. P-promise me you'll stay," Steve stammered, "promise me."

"I promise Stevie, I promise I won't leave again."

Steve slowly moved back towards Bucky. The brunette wrapped his arms around him.

"I'll stay forever Stevie, I love you."

The blondes eyes moved up to meet the soldiers. He let out a soft smile and kissed Bucky's soft lips.

A bang at the front door started the pair.

"I'll get it, you stay here," Bucky said as he got up.

"I'll come with you."

"No stay, your eyes are all red."

Bucky walked out of the bed room and to the front door. Steve heard people talking. The door shut and Bucky came walking back into the room.

"It was Tony, there's a mission. They want you."

"Why me?"

Bucky looked down, "its Hydra and they didn't want me going."

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Should I add more chapters?