He didn't like this emotion he was feeling, he didn't like how he was starting to have a damn crush on that sexy bloodsucker, Edward Cullen. Wait, did he just call Edward sexy, fuck he need to get him out his head.

It was just a normal day for Jacob, he was with his pack until Edward told Bella that he needed to talk to him. Hell, didn't even want to talk to him, but then again he would do anything for Bella, seeing that she was his best friend and also the girl he should be having a crush on, but don't.

Later that night, Jacob was waiting for them in the woods wondering what Edward wanted to talk about. He growled when caught the scent of Edward along with Bella coming close to where he was waiting.

Jacob watches as Edward and Bella appear through the clearing and stop a few feets away from him.

"Thank you for coming to meet us, Jacob." Bella thanked, smiling at him, before walking toward him and giving him a hug, Jacob could have sworn he heard Edward growl when he hugs Bella and looks up to grin at Edward.

"Now let's get straight to the point what do you want Cullen, why did you call me here?" Jacob asked once Bella moves back to Edward's side.

"Well Jacob, me and Edward finally decided to get married!" Bella shouts in excitement. "So I told Edward to just try to get along with you for my sake."

"Hence the point of this meeting Black, I'll try to get along with you, if you can try to do the same," Edward interjected, looking displeased to have to get along with him.

"You really going to marry that bloodsucking leech, Bella?!" Jacob shouted aggravated, he can feel his shift coming and is trying so hard to hold it back. "He a fucking vampire, are you that stupid?"

"Jacob, I love Edward matter what he is, and nothing will break us up and that includes you!" Bella yells back furiously, balling her hands into fists. "Will you try to get along with him please for me, your best friend!"

Jacob hated when Bella pull the friend card, every time he asked himself why does he like her, what does he see in her that make him like her, and he doesn't really know, he doesn't even know why he liked her in the first place. But he in his mind, he feels like that he may not have liked her but was jealous of her because he wishes it was him by Edward side instead of her.

"You better perish that thought from your mind, mutt." Jacob heard Edward growled in disgust across the clearing to him. Jacob's eyes widen appalled, he forgot that Edward could read minds.

"Shit, stop reading my damn mind." Jacob all but bellowed, mortified at such thought he was thinking. "I don't even fuck like you like that."

A gasp can be heard from Bella and Jacob turned his head toward her to see her staring at him in betrayal.

"You likes Edward?" Bella hisses, shakily glaring at Jacob. "All this time I thought you liked me it was Edward that you liked, you fucking backstabber!"

"NO! I don't eve…" Jacob started to say but it was useless the damage was already done and they knew, Edward know now that he may like him and he can't go back from that. Jacob back away from the hateful and disgustful glares that he was getting from the two of them, and ran with his tail between his legs, like a coward.

Jacob didn't even pause when he races through La Push to his house even when he heard his packmates call out his name. Once he got to his and his dad house he went straight to his room ignoring his father call for him to come back and talk to him. Jacob lied down on his bed and pressed his face into his pillow and scream into it. This can't be happening to him, his life was over.

"Jacob is everything okay?" He heard his father, Billy Black asked through the closed door.

"I'm fine, dad.' Jacob replied back gloomily, flipped over onto his back and stare at his ceiling.

"Okay then, if you want to talk I'll be in the den." Jacob heard Billy.

Jacob sighed and rub his eyes, he doesn't think his father would happy to find out that his only son may be gay.

"God, this suck." Jacob whisper to himself overwhelmed. He just wants to go to sleep and forget this ever happen. So sleep he did.

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Jacob found himself in the middle of a field, the sun out and the wind just breezing through, and he never felt so relaxed before in his life, to just feel mother nature seems to calm him down. He was wondering why he was in the field in the first place until he hears Edward call his name in a way he never thought he would hear. He spun around to see Edward Cullen standing there in all his glory looking he just came from a photo shoot.

"Jacob, my love," Edward called to him in that soft masculine voice. "What are you doing here? I've been looking for you."

"What Edward…" Jacob stammered he couldn't believe he called him his 'love'. "Umm.. shouldn't you be with Bella planning your wedding?"

"What are you talking about love? Bella is dead, she died years ago in an accident." Edward explained anxiously, looking at him in concern. "Are you okay?"

Jacob felt the blood drain from his face, Bella was dead and it was 5 years ago since she died, how can he not know that. But wait if Bella died then why is Edward still here.

"Wait, are we together?" Jacob asked confused and somewhat hoping they were, god what kind of friend was he hoping that he and Edward were together, while Bella is dead.

"Jacob, we are married, are you sure you feeling okay?" Edward questions again this time he rubbing his knuckles down Jacob's cheek.

"I'm fine, just forgetting stuff these days," Jacob assured nervous, he decided to just go along with whatever is happening here. " Why are we meeting here anyway?"

"Ahh… we can't very well have sex in a house full of vampires now can we?" Edward smirked smugly, as he wrapped his arms around Jacob's waist and pulled him to his chest.

Jacob let Edward pulls his shirt off, once he finished unbuttoning it and raked his nails down Edward's chest. Edward's hand trail down until it reached his pants and pulled it down along with his boxer, Jacob moans when Edward grab his cock with his hands and start a slow pace, Jacob grab onto Edward's shoulder and let his head loon back in pleasure.

But then Edward let go of him and backed a few paces and slowly began to take off his clothes. He took off his shirt then slid his jeans and boxers down his long, lean legs, moaning contently when his erection was freed while staring intently Jacob. Jacob couldn't believe this is happening and sauntered over to Edward and pull him to him and joined their lips together. Jacob slid his tongue gently across Edward's lip, sneaking entrance, and it was granted.

Jacob slid his hands over Edward's chest until he reached his hard nipples. He leaned down brought his mouth down to sucked on one. He licks, and sucked at his right nipple until it was hard and then turned his head and did the same to his other nipple. He slid his hands lower until he reached Edward's fully hard erection. His squeezed it and slid his thumb over the tip, smirking when Edward groaned loudly, Jacob like the sound he was making.

Edward grabs him by the arms and pushes him down onto the soft grass, before leaning down to kiss him until he was left breathless.

Edward reaches behind and finds his pant, pulling out a bottle of lube from the back pocket and squirt some it on his fingers and probed Jacob's entrance, his other hand wrapped around his cock. Edward carefully enters one finger and began moving his finger and pace with his other hand. Jacob grunted at the uncomfortable feeling down there, but he soon moaned in pleasure when he felt Edward's finger hit his prostate and to the feeling of Edward cold hand on his cock.

"Right there." Jacob pleaded then groaned when Edward hit his prostate again and then enter the second finger, then a third.

"Edward, I need... please," Jacob begged, breathing harshly. Edward positioned himself at Jacobs entrance and entered him slowly. Jacob whimpered at the little pain he felt.

"Shh, relax love…" Edward whispered in his ear when he flinched in pain. Edward paused for a second, waiting for him to get used to his cock being inside him, Jacob pushes himself up onto Edwards member, a little at a time cried out in pleasure when Edward was fully stated inside him, he tapped Edward on the shoulder wanting him to move. Edward pulled out until only the tip was inside and slowly slid back in. He wrapped his arms around Edward's neck and moved his hip in time with Edward thrusts.

Edward thrusts gradually got faster until he was pounding into him at a rapid pace. He reached around to grab Jacob's erection and stroked him in time with his thrusts. Jacob tensed up, knowing he wouldn't be able to last any longer.

"Edward!" Jacob cried out in ecstatic, as he came. His muscles clamping down on hard Edward's member and pushed him over the edge.

"Jacob," Edward shouted breathless by his ear, as he released his seed into him. Jacob moaned as he felt Edward's cum inside of him, it felt absolutely wonderful, Edward collapsed onto his chest onto weakened.

"I love you, Jacob." Edward murmured against Jacob's chest. Jacob started to say he loves him too, but before he could Edward face expression changed from loving to annoyance.

"Did you really think that I would fall in love with a dog like you?" Edward growled disgustedly, getting off of him.

"Wha…" Jacob said appalled at the sudden change in Edward, was he just messing with him all along?

From a few feet away Jacob can hear laughter and turned to see Bella laughing at him, a look of pure disgust on her face. He has never so ashamed and devastated in his life. He wishes for the ground to open and swallow him whole to put out of his misery.

"I thought you lo…"

"You thought, and that is your weakness." Edward interrupted dismissively, putting on the clothes that he threw on the grass. "Your weakness is that you didn't think that maybe I was doing this for fun, or that maybe you were just another hole to fuck."

"You sick son of a bitch!" Jacob yelled, grabbed Edward by the collar of his shirt. "To think that I would even love a leech like you!"

"Why don't you do us and the world a favor." Edward sneered, indifferent, grabbing Jacob wrist and squeezing it tightly to loose Jacob grip. "And go fucking died."

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Jacob woked up to the feeling of someone shaking his shoulder, he opens his eyes to see his Alpha Sam Uley is the one waking him up.

"Jacob, are you okay?" Sam asked, removing his hand from Jacob's shoulder, and pulling the chair from Jacob desk to sit down on. "You were screaming in your sleep and your father sent me in to talk to you."

"As you can see, I'm fine," Jacob grumbled restless, as he sat up and dragged his hand through his buzz cut hairstyle. "Just has a crazy dream that all."

"The packs and I try to talks to you, when you came here, but you went straight past us, where were you?" Sam questioned curiously.

"I was with Bella, she wanted to tell me something," Jacob answered, dejected.

"Andddd…'Sam dragged out.

"She getting married to that Cullen leech," Jacob said his voice hollow.

"How do you feel about that?"

"Why are you asking me all these questions?" Jacob growled angrily, getting up from his bed.

"I just wanted to know what going on with you." Sam sighed, eyes following Jacob as he paces back and forward across his room. "Since you got back from the wood talking to Bella, you been in your room the whole day, and you won't even talk to your father and he is worried about you."

"Well, there is nothing wrong okay," Jacob assured, really wanted Sam to just let it go.

"Jacob, how are we going to be a pack if you won't let us help you?" Sam demanded irritated, standing up, grabbing Jacob by the shoulder. "Jacob, what the hell happened in the woods?"

"I told Edward that I may like him!" Jacob shouted, then cover his mouth when he realized what he just said out loud.

"You what?" Sam murmured shocked, letting go of his shoulder in disgust. "You like the leech, are you kidding me?"

When Jacob didn't answer, he knew that Sam realized that he was serious that he may like Edward.

"You're serious," Sam muttered, shaking his head. "After all the thing you said about him.."

"Look, I didn't mean for it to happen, but I can't control how I feel," Jacob said, petrified for what is about to happen, he knew it was coming and he really didn't think he could take it.

"We'll not have a wolf in our pack that like leeches," Sam growled, cold.

"What are you trying to say?" Jacob whispered, tense.

"You're out of the pack Jacob that what I'm saying I want you gone before midnight," Sam ordered, then left the room before Jacob could even try to defend himself.

"How did this happen? How did my life just spin out of control?" Jacob muttered to himself, as he walked out of his room. "Maybe Edward is right maybe I should do everyone a favor and just died cause I will only be a burden."

Jacob went to the bathroom and open the cabinet door and pulled out two bright yellow glass bottles, putting them in his pocket, before walking out of the bathroom. He came to a stop by the front door hearing Sam explaining to Billy about their conversation.

Jacob couldn't say and listen to what his father reply was and left the door and start running toward the cliff that they always use to hang out at.

A couples minutes later Jacob was sitting on the edge of the cliff just thinking about everything that happens and pulled out the two bright yellow glass bottles that contain wolfbane that can kill a werewolf within one hour.

Jacob breathes deeply through his nose and unscrewed the cap to the bottle and chugged it, almost throwing up at the burn he felt through his throat, before chugging the second one too.

Jacob can already feel the poison working its way through his body, he suddenly leaned over vomiting up black blood. He was sweating, he can feel his body becoming numb and already felt dizzy, and he felt relieved that it will be over soon. He doesn't even know how long he lay there but all he knows is that he felt more comfortable than he ever did in his life, ever since he found out he was a child of the moon from the legend his life has been chaotic and for one time in his life he was happy and no one can take that away from him.

"Jacob!"

"Shit man you have you done!"

"Jacob, it going to be alright, we going to get you help."

Jacob couldn't understand who was talking to him, why couldn't they leave him alone and let him died in peace, is that so hard to ask for. He felt someone lift up his body and start carrying him.

"Dammit, Sam we won't make it in time to give him the antidote." Paul croaked, panicked. "What did you say to him?"

"I...It okay… I'm….relieved." Jacob sputtered, before vomiting up more blood, he weakly grabbed Paul and looked up at him and smiled. "I'm… finally… happy."

With that, Jacob took his last breath, Paul fell to his knees with Jacob lying lump in his arms and howled in despair, the whole pack following along with him.

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On the other side of the treaty in the Cullen house, a pale vampire woke up with a gasp of a person name he never thought he would say, but far too late.

"Jacob."