Everyone's been telling me that my body temperature is going up every single day for a few weeks that added up to a month now. And have been asking me if I feel angry or maybe even volatile. But I feel normal as ever like before right now but I know it will change in a matter of time. When I was told about me I thought we were waiting for Jake to phase before anyone else in town could be taken to our side. And now they say that I'm about to phase myself in a matter of weeks maybe a month or two. This is some crazy shit over here with the pack and elders. There has never been a female shifter ever before in a pack and everyone is freaking out. So I, Isabella Ann-Marie Swan of both Uley and Swan lines double gene carrier, am becoming a werewolf the first female shifter.

Okay let me explain here. My birth mother Renée abandoned me when I was a month old and left me with my father when I was with Sarah Black for the day. And it turned out that I am actually Sam Uley's cousin because of that bitch. I found out when I was 4 and he was 5. Since then we were close like I was close with Embry. It's kind like Quil has the Ateara and Swan lines in him because his mom, Theresa, is Dad's sister. So me and him have double whammy's. Maybe that's why I'm going to phase.

So bright and early this morning when I walk into the kitchen I see my baby brother Embry and Dad already up and eating their breakfast cereal that I like also (lucky charms mixed with Kelloggs Krave and double chocolate Krave). It's been about three weeks since my body temperature shot up to about 106.9*. Now I'm just plain hungry maybe even starving because my body temperature keeps burning up calories. I could eat as much as Embry.

"Good morning guys." I greeted

"Good morning Bella sweetheart." Dad said

This is Dad for you. He doesn't know if he should call me Bella or Sweetheart so he does both.

"Good morning Bella." Embry said

"How did both of you sleep?" I ask

"Just Fine." Dad said

"Really Good how about you?" Embry said

"I slept good." I said

"Now how are you feeling today? Angry maybe volatile?" Dad asked

"No. I'm just really really hungry. I could eat as much food as Embry could. If not more." I said

"There's another sign. Two so far just need one more then you will phase and become the first female shifter." Dad said

"Dad if I'm going to phase is there going to be more like me?" I asked

"Possibly seeing that Leah Clearwater has the gene too. Maybe it is just because you are a double gene carrier." Dad said

"Does that mean Quil is definitely phasing?" I ask

"Yep there is nothing to do about it." Dad said

"When you phase there are some things we are going to explain to you. Sam thinks it's a good idea for me to explain it now while you are transitioning into a werewolf." Embry said

"Explain what exactly?" I asked

"Wolf tendencies and such." Embry said

"What tendencies?" I asked

"Imprinting and the pack mind." Embry said

"What are those?" I asked

"Well first there is imprinting. It's were you meet your soulmate the love of your life for the first time after you phase for the first time. Now there are times where your subconscious recognizes your imprint before you meet them or just before you phase into a wolf. And me and the pack think Jake's the one for you because of the way you feel around him." Embry said

"That solves nothing about Jake. Now what about the pack mind you speak of?" I ask

"When we are phased in wolf form together we can communicate with our minds others will call it telepathically." Em said

"Shit you guys can really do that?" I asked

"Yeah it's the only way we can communicate. We can't really use the phone in wolf form. We really don't have fingers there is no wizards of waverly place here. No Harry Potter spells." Embry said

"I didn't mean it like that at all. How does it work?" I ask

"Basically you talk in you mind. What you think in wolf form then everyone else in wolf form will know. Nothing is kept secret unless you know how to control your thoughts." Embry explained

"What's the such?" I asked

"I would rather explain it when Dad is not here. He may murder me in cold blood." Em said going pink

Over the next few weeks closer to that one month mark after Embry explained everything about the such part (like the sex drive) to me I started to go crazy with my feeling more and more angry and wanting to destroy something and burn it to ashes. Dad Sam and Embry say it's my instincts kicking in for some leech fighting action. Sometimes when Embry was in a weird mood he would walk up to me with a huge shit eating smile on his face signaling me to clench up and he would let me punch him any where I wanted on his stomach and face anywhere except the groin. Then Sam just let me punch him when I was bored and the same rules applied to him as they did Em. So I basically walked up to him and started to punch him. I knew I was getting closer and closer to becoming a werewolf with each passing minute. Mom (she adopted me when I was two months old) and Dad were watching me as close with worried eyes like they were when Embry was about to phase for the first time I sometimes thought it was like a tv show to them. Sometimes it was annoying as hell. And made me really really crazy that I got even more mad then before. It gets under my skin. Maybe they want me to phase as soon as I can.

It's been about a month and a half now and I'm the most angry I've ever been. Dad says any day now that I'm about to phase. I'm really getting irritated over this. I want to phase now.

Then it happened. Pain rushed through my body. I heard a ripping noise. When I looked down I saw that I had paws. Black and white paws. I phased right now. I couldn't believe that I phased today.

"Bella are you okay?" Embry's voice ran through my mind

"I don't Emby. I simply don't know. What color am I?" I told him

"You're an Oreo bells. You're a giant flipping mega stuffed Oreo." Embry said

"Great I got myself a new nickname because of you Embry Swan." I said