A/N: So im pretty new at this, I'm not going to lie it might be bad. But I figured i wrote it and might as well put it somewhere. See if i can get and feedback on howto improved. I don't know. I might just keep posting for the hell of it.

Also I do not own Mystic Messenger or any of its characters. If i did I would made it so there was way more days then just 11.

Yoosung: Wait your actually writing a story about me?!

Me: Well yeah, your not my favorite, but I was able to write this cause of you.

Yoosung: OMG! I helped you! Do i get to help Mc too! I'm so happy!

Mc: I'm happy that your happy!

Me: Well...actually..

Yoosung: What? What's wrong? Is this not a happy story...

Mc: You didn't...

Me:Ah...Enjoy?

Mc always knew Rika will always hold a special place in Yoosung heart. She has never doubted after all the secrets came out about her, Yoosung always seemed to find a way to redeem her. It wasn't that Mc hated this, in fact she found it endearing at first, how Yoosung could still love her despite all her wrongdoings. Months have passed since she was first admitted. Yoosung always found time to visit her at least once a week if not more. Mc never voiced her concerns or thoughts about the matter. She actually thought maybe he could be helpful in her recovery. After all he is the only one that 'kept' going to visit Rika.

Like many of the others, Jumin only saw her once. He doesn't like talking about it much, but once in a blue moon, over many glasses of wine. Jumin shares an insight of what was said that day. It was maybe a little after a year of Rika's return, Jumin thought it was best to keep more in contact with the RFA members. Meeting up at least once a month as group and partaking in casual conversation and activities. This month it was "Game Night", hosted by yours truly Yoosung. Since his new dorm housing couldn't possibly hold the 6 of them, Jumin offered to use one of the many rooms in the penthouse for the get together.

Going to Jumin's place was always so unreal. Everything was grand and over the top, making Mc feel as though she was in a dream of some sort. Despite it being her boyfriend's turn to host, Jumin took charge once again to make sure everyone was comfortable as the night progressed. Zen seemed to have an endless supply of Beer, Jaehee was actually given the next 3 days off so she could relax and enjoy herself. Despite the fact that once she returned she would have ten times the amount of paperwork to do, but the sight of Zen enjoying himself seemed to take her mind of that. Seven was allowed exactly 10 minutes of playtime with Elizabeth the 3rd, he spent the rest of his time beating Zen and Yoosung at all games they played. While Yoosung was just happy to have these moments with his closest friends.

It took Mc a moment to realize that somewhere along the night Jumin had disappeared. Quietly getting up, going unnoticed from the rest as she guessed they all were getting a little too drunk on the premium beer Jumin had supplied. She walked out of the 'spare' living room, heading towards the kitchen. She stopped to get herself some water from the tap when she noticed the balcony door open. Walking outside she found Jumin, the man of the hour, resting his body against the rails as he stared off into the city lights. Mc couldn't help but take in the view herself, Jumin really did have a great view. She could see why he would want to come out here.

"You know a good host would never leave his party guests unattended for." She joked sipping some of her water down to re-hydrate.

"You know I didn't plan on being the host tonight. I shouldn't be held accountable for wanting some space." Jumin always manages to catch Mc off guard.

"I didn't mean to intrude! I'm so sorry I'll head back and you can join us whenever your ready again." Feeling completed awful for assuming Jumin would be having fun she tries to make up for it by excusing herself before getting on his nerves even more.

"I didn't mean to sound rude, I don't mind having someone to chat with and share this scene with. Please stay a while." Jumin said patting the patio chairs as he himself slumped into one.

Unsure whether it was alright to stay, Mc didn't hesitate to take a seat. She always wanted to talk to Jumin more. Out of all the RFA members Mc figured Jumin would be taking V's death the hardest. He grew more quiet in chat, visiting less often, only commenting on things dealing with the meetups or hosting a new parties. As she sat there in silence thinking of an appropriate question to ask.

Jumin broke the silence first. "How do you do it Mc?"

Confused by the question she waits for further explanation but it never comes. "Do what?"

Jumin takes a gulp from his glass of wine, finishing it within seconds and immediately pouring himself another. Mc watched almost impressed at the sight of 'Mr. CEO' downing a glass of wine before it hit her that his expression was serious. Looking right at her, he asks again.

"How do you handle him? Yoosung, his constant mentions of Rika? Doesn't it ever bother you?" Still meeting his gaze Mc lets out a sigh, before reaching for Jumin glass and taking a big swing of it herself.

"I-I don't know myself.."

Jumin reclines back in his chair "I just imagine if I find it this hard, It must be unbearable for you."

Mc didn't want the words to be true, but it was. She loved Yoosung. It was so easy to fall for him. He understood her when the others couldn't when she first joined. The minute Mc found out Yoosung was in college too, her heart leap with joy. When the pressures of the party became too much, Yoosung was there claiming her down. He listened to her thoughts, didn't laugh when she shared her dream of becoming a Professor in history, and he valued her opinions when he asked for them. Ending up with him wasn't a surprise to her. But dealing with the consequences of the actions that brought her to the RFA was different.

Finding out Unknown, the person who tricked her, lured her to Rika's apartment, even attacked her, was Seven brother, changed everything. She was unsure of the group she got herself into. But finding out that Seven's brother was tortured by Rika, a women who she thought had passed, made everything felt unreal. In the months that had passed since then, Yoosung was always there by her side. Encouraging her to finish school, helping her find a new place to live, even talking her out of leaving the RFA when she thought she didn't belong. Yoosung was just so supportive for her when things fell apart. She didn't even realize how he must've been handling all the news himself.

When V's death came to light and all of the other things Rika had done, Yoosung shut himself in his dorm for days. Sometimes not even letting Mc in. She worried he was going threw it all over again, losing her, Rika. But Yoosung was always known to flip like a switch. One moment he was devastated over the news of Rika and the next he was cheerful again, perching hopefulness of the situation. Mc didn't know how handle any of it. She always felt like a shadow when compared to Rika. She can't even remember the countless arguments they got themselves into over the topic of her. Since day one Yoosung has always reminded Mc of his feelings for Rika.

Mc thought after the party they both could move pass the whole "Rika thing". But slowly and surely he found a way to bring her up. Weather it was recalling memories about her, or "Rika said the same thing you know?" would be the next thing out of his mouth when Mc said something. Rika was a ever growing presence in their relationship. Now after some time Mc grew used to it. After meeting his family, she could see just how big their relationship was. Rika was the older sister to him. It's no wonder he couldn't just forget about her. So she tried her best to put on a smile when he mention her, or talk about how she was doing in her treatment.

As the months flew by Mc found herself even more in love with Yoosung. He decided he wanted to go try out Veterinarian School, got himself a job working in a small animal clinic as a intern, he even moved out of the dorms and got himself a nice small housing apartment closer to school.

"He was finally maturing." As Jaehee would start to say. He was growing up, making a life for himself. He even conceived Mc to move in with him after months of sweet talking her. That was when the cracks in their foundations spread wider. He was still Yoosung but Rika was more on his mind then he lead on. Mc never minded his visits to her. In fact she truly thought it was helping the both of them cope with all the things that have happened. He always tried to talk about what had happened to Rika goring up, her illness, and so on. But Mc just couldn't. She couldn't hear it, didn't want to.

When she voiced this to Yoosung he took the message loud and clear. She wasn't ready to forgive Rika, and honestly Mc doesn't think she'll ever be able to. Just when she thought they could move on, Yoosung sprung an idea on her. To meet Rika. Now Mc never had the desire to meet the women in person. Just thinking about all the time she spent in her old apartment made her stomach turned. She hated that she was connected to her in a way. Yoosung will always see Mc as a person Rika sent to him. And she will always have the thought running through her mind, "Rika is the reason you are living the life you are now."

The RFA was Rika's. The members were all her friends once. Rika will always be apart Yoosung's family. Everything seemed to go back to Rika, and Mc hated it. Maybe she was jealous at first but now she just felt like a sick reminder to everyone. That she is just another connection to Rika, a constant reminder that one of their members is dead. She didn't know V that well, even had her doubts about him. But she never wanted him to die. Hearing that news was harder then finding out Rika was still alive. A part of her wished that it was Rika that died and not V.

Maybe then Jumin wouldn't be so sad. Saeran might actually want to meet the rest of members with her gone, and maybe…maybe Yoosung could finally stop putting Rika as his top priority. Maybe if she wasn't here their life could finally start. All at once Mc felt dread. She really doesn't want Rika to die. She felt like she was betraying Yoosung. In the midst of her regret Jumin brought her back to the present.

"Anyone can see that you are unhappy with how things are progressing."

Mc laughed slightly under her breath before it turned into a whimper. "Your right. I'm not. It's hard and…I-I don't know what to do. He is always talking about her, bringing her up in private conversations, just the other day he-" Mc stopped herself.

Here she was trying to be here for Jumin but all she did was start venting. 'In a time like this?! Really all you can think about is yourself! God why amIi so selfish!' She thought to herself.

Jumin place his glass down and put his hand on her shoulder. "Hey it's ok Mc, I'm the one who asked remember? You can share your worries with me. What did Yoosung do?"

A/N: So I think I'll stop here for the day. I'll try to post the rest later today or within the next 2 days. I really just wanna do a short fic where our poor Yoosung gets his heart broken. I feel like the happy/normal endings wont last forever and let's face it. Dating Yoosung would be hard once Rika came back for Treatment. I always imagined that Seven would find his brother and Rika with or without Mc's help. Placing all the story lines together.

If anyone wants to let me know what you think please feel free. Even if its harsh. I wanna actually improve in writing. Also sorry if the grammar is bad i didn't really have anyone to proof read for me. So if you have any websites that help with grammar let me know.

Yoosung: Wait! What is this! Why don't I get a chance to explain myself!?

Me: You will But later. Maybe.

Mc: Everything was going so well tho..

Me: Was it tho? Was it really? Come on Mc, we all know it must be hard dealing with Yoosung.

Yoosung: I'M RIGHT HERE!

Mc: Yoosung sweetie-

Me: Mc don't. Just let this play out. All will be ok for you.

Yoosung: AND WHAT ABOUT ME!? *starts crying*

Me: What about poor Jumin losing his best friend?

Mc: Oh I do feel bad for him too. Must be so lonely..

Yoosung: Mccccccc! What about me!?

Me: This is what im talking about.