3. Keith's Blog
(Keith's lying on the seat, rests his head on his right hand, resting on the right side of the seat, his gaze lost.)
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(He's been twenty minutes like this. Finally he looks at the camera and sits up straight)
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(He does not look at the camera)
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"Well? What do you want?"
(He asks angrily)
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(Finally looks at the camera)
I'm sorry ...It's just, things didn't go as I expected... or as I wanted, actually. If only…
(Keith yells frustrated)
Daah! Why am I so bad at talking? Besides, it was not my fault! It was his!
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(Keith crosses his arms, frowns and leans back in. He's upset)
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(His gaze softens, he complains, and sits back in the seat)
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I tried talking to him, several times, in fact! But there was always something that interrupted us. Allura, Hunk, the Galra, everything! It was like a signal, as if I really shouldn't talk to him. But I really wanted to.
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Finally I gave up. I chose to leave things as they are, and, and continue as if nothing had happened. And suddenly Lance came to me.
It was like, like if he already knew something was wrong. He approached me, and said:
"Hey Keith, I don't know what's happening to you, but I know something's wrong with you to you. I just want you to know that, whatever it is, you can count on me."
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(Keith looks at his hand and looks closely)
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The way he looked at me... The way he spoke to me... I knew what he said was true. I felt-
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-Supported. I felt that I was not alone. Not anymore.
(Keith smiles, but soon he gets serious)
That's when everything was f...
(He stops and looks at the camera, he lightens his throat.)
Sorry. That's when I ruined it.
I decided to talk to him at that moment. I said:
"Lance, there's something I've been wanting to talk with you. Do you remember that time when…?"
You know, that mission I told you about.
"…Well, you see. Something over there went to your head and, you acted weird."
I told him again what he had been doing. And then I got to the kiss part...
I-I asked for an explanation! I claimed- I asked him to, please, explain me what happened. I told him I needed an answer.
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We remained silent for a long time.
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(Keith sighs and gets angry again)
Do you know what he told me? Do you know what it was!?
"Keith... Are you gay?"
And I said "What!?"
That was not what I was trying to tell him! And he told me:
(Keith imitates Lance's voice)
"Keith, its okay dude. I didn't know, but its fine."
And I said, "No, you don't understand!
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I repeated exactly the same, I said it with the same words! I wanted an explanation! And he told me:
"I didn't know you liked me... But I don't blame you."
You have no idea how that bothered me!
I said "I don't like you!" It would never happen! You know why? Because you are such an idiot!
And he says to me "Hey, hey! I just wanted to help."
And I said "Well, you're not doing anything right! Piece of sh-!
(Keith stopped himself, closed his eyes and fists, inhaled and exhaled several times, until finally he relaxed)
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We argue. We shout each other, and I was about to punch him...
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I never thought I'd get so angry like that wit ... well, with him. I know we haven't been together for long time, but...
(Keith blushes)
N-not in that way! Not together, 'together'! I mean…
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(Sighs exhausted)
Forget it.
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I don't know how to make things right. I didn't want to... I just wanted to be okay with Lance, to make things clear. But now everything got worse. I don't know what to do, I... Was I the one who did wrong?
(Keith looks at the camera, waiting for an answer)
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I just hope we can form Voltron without a problem.
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"Keith out."
I'll let you know something: you, as "spectators" can advise our dear Paladins. I'll make sure that they receive your response and support. I assure you that this will help them to handle their problem ;)