Hello, I just realized it's been almost 8 months since I have written on anything and I figured I owed you guys a reason. Everything has been kind of a haze, since around that time my father was diagnosed with stage 4 terminal cancer. Since then I have been taking care of him, spending time with him, watching him try every form of treatment and see them eat him alive before finding out they didn't help him at all. So I've distracting myself by basically opening up a whole ass pet rescue in my home since I have nothing but time and money outside of caring for dad (seriously since october I have taken in, like, seven new animals that ppl didn't want anymore including an abused and pretty traumatized 10 month old pomeranian) and reading like all the time. My mom also got breast cancer and the aunt I was closes to died ON CHRISTMAS, bc why the fuck not? I want to write, I do, but my life is a mess on a very personal level, lol. ANYWAYS, I'm not DROPPING these, but I'm sure by the time I ever actually buckle down and write on them again ppl will have completely lost interest.

Still, I want to thank you guys for reading these and leaving me such wonderful comments and sticking around despite TERRIBLE update times.

Being an adult sucks.

The only good thing is my cool ass zoo I have going on now. And working from home while all this bullshit in the world goes on.

Anyways, stay safe, healthy, and all that jazz.