p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="36513c15c035e3758fd2acbfcb1ed7ee"A/N: I started this short story as a practice for writing the emotions involved with getting your heart broken, but I've been watching a lot of em style="box-sizing: border-box;"Miraculous Ladybug/em, so it somehow turned itself into a fanfiction. #Marichat #Adrienette. Anyway, enjoy! /p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="1522fa09866c75d5d5065de8fbdba57d""Good luck, girl." Alya squeezed my shoulder as she confidently approached Nino. "Hey, Nino! Can I talk to you for a sec? I'm totally lost in physics."/p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px; color: #555555;" data-p-id="bf16ec727d0030f416d409b0c31e59a3"Chloe laughed, almost maniacally. Although Adrein's attention never wavered, her mirth caught Alya's. After one glance at my face, she broke off from Nino and rushed to wrap her arm around my shoulders. Only a fraction of my brain registered Alya's presence. The rest replayed Adrien's shocked, even disappointed, expression on repeat over and over again... /p
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