So lots of stuff has happened recently. My girlfriend and I spilt sometime ago (we're still good friends though), University started again, I'm looking for a job and I am really stressed out as it is right now.

I'm also not happy with my way of writing. I started writing fanfics because I love to write. But it's hard to continue writing when I have no love or satisfaction from my own writing skills. My writing style changes very often because I can't find a writing style that has my heart in it.

'An Angel to Guide me', was a fic that I really wanted others to read. It was originally meant to be a coming of age story of two kids who needed to rely on each other. Hence they are both each other's 'angel'. But I skipped a lot of ideas I had originally wanted to do within the early years. I had really wanted to focus on the journey of Sasuke trying to overcome his trauma with Izumi there beside him. But I wrote in Inoichi, and he had to have a pivotal role because he was Sasuke's counsellor, which kinda downplayed Izumi more than I wanted. Then Izumi was to properly struggle with civilian life, but I really didn't know how to go about it.

I guess in the end, I want to rewrite it, hopefully soon. So there won't be another chapter until I fully rewrite to where I am already in the story.

'Mother for a Year', was something that I always wanted to try writing. The comedy aspect of raising a child. It was during the time where I was sitting on the couch all day reading Legend of Zelda fanfics, so I decided to write it for that fandom. Sadly I actually have no experience with raising a child (I'm young and single for life), and so a lot of stuff I actually had to research or ask my own mom about. It helped me bond with her, which was nice, as I didn't really get along well with my parents growing up. Due to my lack of knowledge, and I actually titled the story as 'a year', I literally screwed myself over with a limit of what I could write. It's fun, and I will probably continue this one the most.

'The Last Summoner', was a piece that I thought of when I played League of Legends (obviously). I just simply had the thought of 'what if the League was destroyed'. So I decided to write it. I wanted it to be from an outsiders perspective as well, but I didn't want it to be solely in the shoes of a stranger. So Marcus Crownguard/Du'Couteau was what I went with (both Garen and Katarina had father's with the name Marcus). And I love Darius, so I thought it'll be funny writing him as a grumpy old man. I also wanted a simple journey as well. From point A, to point B. Sadly I screwed it up from the start, and so I wrote myself into a fix. I plan to rewrite it from scratch one day...


So I hope to get around rewriting most of my stuff. Thank you to those that have supported me. Once my university holiday's start, I'll start writing again.