I DO NOT OWN MERLIN... I AM PRETTY SURE THAT IS QUITE OBVIOUS BECAUSE IF I DID I WOULD MAKE A SIXTH SEASON AND ALSO I WOULDN'T BE WRITING FANFICS

I am merely a shadow

Not much more than a single shadow

10 years

I have worked in silence

Not a single beer

I have never been in a tavern, not once in my life

But that was my excuse so the I wouldn't die

You don't even know what happens when I leave

I leave with the intention of finding tranquility and peace

Well that never happens

There is always a new monster, some sort of beast

Never ever allowing me to grieve

I only have two people in the world who understand me

One is getting old and is about to leave me

And one has already paid the dead of taking care of me

I have dreams

Sorry I had dreams

Because the ones I had no longer belong to me

Because people now own me

It's great to know that your destiny wasn't even meant to be

Because they messed up

They chose the WRONG person

I am not strong enough for this mission

I have seen everything to know what color it is when you ask me

Blood is Crimson

Grief is Grey

Tears is Light Blue

Intestines is Pink or yellow

Vial Organs is Pinkor yellow

Infection is A sickly green

My Heart is Purple

Because it is bloody and bruised

Years of watching everyone you love fall will do that to you

Only to know to get used to it because your immortal

It is not a power but a great peril

I drown in dread and grief

I am as fragile as a dying leaf on a tree

But apparently this little dying leaf now has to take care of that giant tree

All by itself

Forever alone in a destiny with no fairness nor equality

And the worst part of it all

What have I achieved in the long treacherous fall

I have endured so much for zero progress

I have little rest

And yet I have to take a ton of tests

To prove worthiness

BUT I AM HELPLESS

HOPELESS

FAITHLESS

And I know this

I know that all those deaths are because of the thought of Albion

The thought of Albion ain't so nice considering by the end of this everyone will be dead!

GONE!

And who would be left...

The Servant

The Adviser

The Giver

The Destroyer

The Once Lover

The Best Friend

The Greatest Foe

The Helper

The Hopeless

The Faultless

The Faultful

The Enemy

The Friend

The Physicians Helper

The Loyal One

The Depressed

The Anxious

The Shadow